Unsent messages to PABLO

i will always ALWAYS love you, my handsome babi

i still look forward in 2 yrs, hope u wait for me

please stop coming back. i won’t wait anymore.

i love you so much, i wish i was better for you.

i’m finally over you living my best life with him but you still keep trying to come back

i think i love you. you make so crazy it makes me sick.

why can’t you tell how much you mean to me

I love you so much

it ends here… is not like you would care, just another girl.
i feel so stupid.

if in a distant future you're willing to make it work, i hope you break my heart twice as hard

You’re the only one I love. I’ve been praying you’ll come back. I’m sorry for it all.

I think the bracelet was this color

I still dont know why you left me

im always trying to be enough for you (I love you)

You appear in my dreams so much that I sometimes wish I never had to wake up.

in my dreams, our story actually began

I should've told you how I felt for you.

I wish you knew how much you pain you caused that night.

I've been missing you sm lately.. have you?

unfortunately, I’m still very much in love with you

I wish you wanted me like I want you

i miss you sm, you know how i am

Letting you go was one of the hardest yet easiest things to do.

wondering if ur awake rn because I can’t get you out of my head

I think I love too hard and I’m sorry

i know i will always forgive you and it's killing me.

i hate how you make me feel so confused

I’ll never stop giving you another chance

i wish u knew how much i loved u

I don’t think you ever loved me

i miss you a lot even though you didnt treat me all that well

you broke me. i hate that part of me still loves you and always will. i hate that you left and acted like everything was fine. I was fine eithout you until i decided to text you. we got closer and built the bond we lost, then you expressed your feelings and i expressed mine then you left and acted like everything was ok. i hate that you take advantage of my soft spot that will always be there. I hate it and i hate you. i know ill regret saying that but you make me feel so many things, good and bad. i love you but please just one more talk please. i just need closure.

Eres un gran chico y enserio fuiste alguien muy importante para mi pero debo dejar de hacerme ilusiones porque el unico que sale lastimado soy yo si me quisiste o no ya no importa solo quiero que sepas que en verdad te ame y que te deseo todo lo mejor espero que cumplas tus metas y sueños, que ambos podamos encontrar el amor en la persona correcta no puedo seguir haciendo esto. Creo que lo mejor será que siga mi camino en la vida y te deje en paz así que adiós.
Te ame enserio

i miss u. i don't think i ever really liked you like i made myself believe that i did, but i did like you as a friend. now i don't have any of that. i wish we could still be friends, but sometimes i think you don't even care to know me.

Nunca me imagine lo importante que serias en mi vida y de lo muncho que me doleria cundo te fueras de ella, eres la forma mas bonita que tuvo el destino de decirme que no podre tener todo lo que quiero en esta vida, te agradezco por todo lo bueno y te perdono por todo el daño que me hiciste gracias a el aprendi aunque en el momento me dolio mucho, te deseo lo mejor donde sea que estes y espero que encuentres a alguien que te ame.

You changed my life when I meet you and changed it again when you left me out of no where I wish you would just come back to me and go back to how everything was because you don’t know how much you broke me and hurt me

i'm really sorry, i should have talked to u about my problems instead of completely pushing u away. i still love u, and always will. i miss u so much.

En verdad luche por ti pero que triste ver que tú nunca por mi, siempre fui tu opción y hasta hoy entendí que debo dejarte ir, te agradezco porque fuiste mi felicidad durante mucho tiempo pero hoy cierro esa etapa en mi vida
Adiós...

Siempre pensando que eras lo que más necesitaba y que eras lo más fundamental en mi vida; después me di cuenta que lo más importante en esta vida soy yo. Después de eso, empiezo a valorarme un poco.

Quiero que sepas que me hiciste la persona más feliz en dos semanas y que siempre te voy a llevar dentro de mi corazón. Sigue siendo tan buena persona y se feliz.

Why is everything about you to good to be true. I want you to make things official, and i like to think you want to too, but i say such confusing things like calling you friend. Only because I’m scared to push you away if i tell you how much i like you. I love how much you’ve added to my life, but i hate how much you make me over think everything. You’re so great, but so am I. At what point does the heartbreak i create for myself because of you, make you being apart of my life not worth it. Why are you just as confusing as i am.

i have been feeling alone these days, i haven´t tell you that i want us to be more than friends because i want to be sure and don´t do it just because i feel alone, i want to love you, but is not the moment

hi pablito. i dont know if you'll ever see this but if u do i just wanted you to know a few things. i miss u. i miss everything about u. i miss the way u made me laugh and the way u made me feel at home. i miss our friendship. i miss our hugs. i miss being able to talk about whatever we wanted because u understood me like no one else. you were the best friend ive ever had. its been months since we've talked like we used to and i feel empty, like the color left my life. on another note, as much as i miss u, u hurt me so bad. i know it wasn't intentional but it did. u broke my heart, then stopped talking to me, and then started flirting with my best friend. i asked u how u were feeling all the time, grasping onto the tiny amount of hope i had left for our friendship. but it just wasn't the same. i was heartbroken. i cried every single day for months. i asked myself, “how could someone that i loved and trusted even more than myself, suddenly leave out of the blue? no strings attached.” we were best friends for almost two years, why was it so easy for u to leave? why would u tell me u had feelings for me, if u wanted to stay friends? why didn’t u try to reach out to me more, if u said u missed me back in june? why did u flirt with my best friend, and did u know u were causing me pain? the crazy thing is, even after all the anger and confusion and sadness you’ve caused me, i know all i want deep down is to be ur friend again. i still love u, -izzy
ps. u broke the ophelia code

I don't know how but i have fallen in love and i know this is going to hurt me but it dosent matter but at the same time it matters i know uu dont feel the same way about me and it hurts but as long as i see uu happy ill be happy

I didn’t know I’d love you for so long. Although it was years ago I still think about if maybe you still love me

Hey...um why did you said that you don't love me anymore but you still tell your friends that i miss you

I've never met someone that I actually though could be my lover. I always felt like I was a weirdo because I liked to read and learn languages and I loved history and dead languages that nobody cares about but I found them the most beautiful thing. Till I met you. I remember that you sent me my name in anchient Greek and I instantaniely fell in love. I also remember asking you if you read any of Oscar Wilde's book and you told me that you didn't just to piss me off, you love Oscar more than I do, if that's possible.

todavía te extraño pero estamos mejor sin nosotros, espero que tu vida vaya bien y que puedas encontrar la paz que necesitas. Deseo que el destino tenga algo mejor para nosotros y podamos ser felices juntos algun día

Hola, es gracioso pensar que tu y yo podriamos ser algo hermoso cuando claramente ya lo eramos, hubiera querido nunca perder tu amistad, y me lamento el hecho de no poder tomar tu mano en la facultad me carcome, te quiero mucho y es lo mejor para mi el ya no hablarte, lo siento, espero puedas perdonarme. Te adoro y gracias por brindarme esa linda amistad. S

Tengo mucho miedo de que nunca te vaya a superar, de que seas el amor de mi vida sabiendo que no puedo perdonarte, ni estar contigo