Unsent Messages

hi pablito. i dont know if you'll ever see this but if u do i just wanted you to know a few things. i miss u. i miss everything about u. i miss the way u made me laugh and the way u made me feel at home. i miss our friendship. i miss our hugs. i miss being able to talk about whatever we wanted because u understood me like no one else. you were the best friend ive ever had. its been months since we've talked like we used to and i feel empty, like the color left my life. on another note, as much as i miss u, u hurt me so bad. i know it wasn't intentional but it did. u broke my heart, then stopped talking to me, and then started flirting with my best friend. i asked u how u were feeling all the time, grasping onto the tiny amount of hope i had left for our friendship. but it just wasn't the same. i was heartbroken. i cried every single day for months. i asked myself, “how could someone that i loved and trusted even more than myself, suddenly leave out of the blue? no strings attached.” we were best friends for almost two years, why was it so easy for u to leave? why would u tell me u had feelings for me, if u wanted to stay friends? why didn’t u try to reach out to me more, if u said u missed me back in june? why did u flirt with my best friend, and did u know u were causing me pain? the crazy thing is, even after all the anger and confusion and sadness you’ve caused me, i know all i want deep down is to be ur friend again. i still love u, -izzy
ps. u broke the ophelia code