I was so madly in love with you, and you used it to your advantage. I still think of the days in the forest.

my handsome boy. that night, it was easier to sleep knowing you were gone, than all the restless nights trying to keep you from leaving. i'll love you forever and ever and ever.

you’ve made me feel something that i’ve never felt before, both good and bad. it was hard at first- none of us knew what we got ourselves into, how to act or what to look out for but i’m glad that we’ve over come out problems and are stronger now, the love is real and i cant thank you enough for everything you’ve done for me recently. i love you oliver

I’m so sorry I wasn’t mature enough to realise you could’ve been the best thing for me. I wish I had’ve handled things differently.

why the heck would you tell me you loved me when you clearly knew you were in love with her? who does that? and not even only once, but even after I went though the biggest heartbreak of my life, and FINALLY got over you, you hop right back into my life and do it all over again. that's just wrong. I've liked you since I was a kid, and you knew that. it was pretty obvious, and ever since then, you've always felt the need to lead me on. thanks a lot for that. thanks for making it so hard for me to live a normal life. all I ever focused on was you. I made sure I was good enough for you everyday which was probably the stupidest thing I've ever done in my entire life. I wasted SO much of my life changing myself to be perfect for you, and when I finally gave myself to you, you threw me away like a used tissue. you got your fun out of it, and didn't need me anymore. I just don't understand why you made yourself seem so committed to me when you literally were in love with another girl. I really hope it doesn't work out for you guys, not because i'm selfish, but because she deserves an amazing guy, and that's not you. have a nice life.

I’ve not felt anything for anyone since you. All I want is for you to be happy. I keep thinking how things could’ve been different for us.

to say i don't miss you would be a lie. i see you playing csgo and i think, hmmm, get off fucking csgo and talk to me.

god i hate that i still think about you, i don't want to because i know you won't be thinking about me but, i want you to be

im so sorry i lied about some of the things that i told you but i still miss you and i haven't seen you in over four years and you didn't even say goodbye. i know you're a year older and you have your whole life planned out but i just hope that maybe you remember me and see me in it too. i talked to your brother a year ago in the summer on camp. it was fun we called each other the mean girls i was gretchen and he was regina. he asked me about you but i didn't know what to say since you still take up so much of my mind. we don't even follow each other any more and i don't see you around. i miss you and i still love you. please find a way back to me

i was there for you whenever, all the time and you gave me nothing in return but somehow i still love you.. it will never go away

I don't think I will ever be able to rationalise how much I liked you
. . . you never felt the same :(

I loved you so much that it hurt, but it hurt even more that you were fine being strangers once again.

even though im dating someone else my heart shattered when you said you were texting your fave person because i always thought it was me. Guess i was wrong

was i ever enough? did you ever really love me? sometimes i feel like im wasting my time on a fantasy that will never be..

How can you continue to blame me and make me the bad guy in every story you created when you are the one who bailed each time? Who left without a conversation. You didn't love me, you loved the idea of me, you loved the idea that I may have loved you.

dear sweetie
I hope you are happy and safe right now... I don't want to lose you, I'm always there for you! ALWAYS!

i already know what u r gonna choose :)

you still make me want to cry, i hate you

I wish you would’ve kissed me.

even after everything, id still take you back and love you like i did in december. im sorry for us

i wish i could say that i hate you but deep down i know i dont. i hope you feel what you did to me

every poem i write is about you now

i wish you fought for me. i wish you fought for us. we would still be together if you didn’t give up

i dont know how i should feel abt you, but i honestly kinda miss talking to you lmfao

if you could see my thoughts, you would see your face.

If we can’t be together then stop reeling me in only to let me go when your conscience comes back.

after all this time I'd still take u back in a heart beat I'm done being angry at u and I miss u

Even though we hurt each other in the end I would never take anything back. I did love you.

i don’t regret our friendship, our love another story i wish you didn’t hate me. i’m sorry.

I'm sorry we grew apart. I wish we made up before you died.

i miss you,,, i want to hold you one more time and talk for hours

Everyday I can feel myself falling for u, harder than the last. Please be mine someday.

I really wish that you would kiss me

you saved me so many times, but you aren’t the same anymore. and i can’t accept that

It's been a year and I still feel the same.

I wanted it to work. It just…didn’t. It was fun when it was good. I think we’ll be okay

i will never love anyone like i loved you

i will never regret the look i gave you on prom night.

please come back im begging i don’t know what else i can say or do

i’m sorry for ending things through a text. that was wrong of me. i love you still

i know its unlikely, but I hope one day you'll like me the way I like you

I miss you. Please, come back.

on a flight to london rn, would you even come see me if i asked you?

i hope theres a reality where you could get better. we’d be together there. i think i still love you

I hate that you got the last laugh

i’m over you 100 percent now

i just wish you could feel what you say

i miss u a lot.

You listened when no one else would.


Now, I live and love you in silence.

You were the best thing that happened to me. Thank you for the best 2 years amor