Thank you for teaching me what I don’t want in a man. You hurt me so bad but I will be forever thankful that u were the ass u are

I love you still but I’m not Inlove with you any more. I wish we could get that feeling back.
I’m in a better place mentally now, I’d be willing to give it a go. But your too stubborn for that

why did you run from me, at the park? were you scared?
my brother is the age i was, now, when you first asked me out. it makes my skin crawl.
but i think you know how wrong it was. and that's why you ran.

I thought about kissing u today. And the day before that. And I’m not looking forward to doing the same tomorrow. I’m so confused.

i wanna get rid of you and i physically cant bring myself to
this has been the hardest 5 weeks of my life, i never thought we'd go so long without talking and i know the number of weeks is just gonna morph into months and years
i miss you so much i just want you to come back and pretend it never happened so i can have my best friend back
did i mean nothing to you, you said i meant everything to you when did it change
everytime i think i'm getting better and over it i go back to freezing whenever i think about you and everything makes me think about you
i said all the pain was worth it cause i got to be with you and now what
what was it for
just more fuckign pain
god i fuckign hate you
why did you do this to me you said you loved me
i know love exists, i've seen it and i've felt it but i just dont think anyone will feel that for me
i thought you did and we see hwo that fuckign turned out dont we oliver
you stupdi fuckgin abstard
i want to scream at you and hit you and hurt you but i still want to hug you

I love you . I miss us. I was so happy with you. I wish you would come back. you was my world and now you’re gone and I don’t think you’re ever going to come back to me. I miss you.

Pinkies.My first love. 2 years. I would have continued to love you and give you a million chances just so that you would stay in my life. I now realize how one sided that was. And how wrapped up I was in helping you grow - and pushing myself aside. I was all about you-everything for you. Every thought centered around you. Every daydream about the future including you. And yet, you ended up letting me down again. And breaking my heart in the worse way possible. At this point I have realized - I am thankful you showed me how much you didn’t care about me. I am thankful you shattered my heart worse than ever before. Because I would have never walked away from you. Because I loved you so much. And now I can move on to someone that does care. I know I’ll find someone who loves me back as hard as I loved you. I hope you realize one day that I was always there for you. That I stayed with you every time you hurt me. I hope you realize that you walked all over the girl that would have done anything for you. I am leaving you in 2020. I am leaving all of my tears cried over you in 2020. I’m leaving all of the hopes of you coming back in 2020. Pinkies.

i dunno what 2 say but that i miss your big blue eyes and the way you looked at me with them. you made me feel unreal.

I still remember all your favorite thing and your birthday, even if I wish I could forget. Is it stupid that all I can think abt rn is how much I want to see your face and laugh and smile like I want to be mad sm I tried to hold onto that feeling but I just fucking can't not even bc anger is a tiring or secondary emotion but bc when I do get mad it just goes away and I'm left feeling numb or crying. You were the first good thing in my life for such a long time and it hurts so much to have you still in my life but have to ignore how much you hurt me.

oli, i’m sorry for never letting you see my face. i’m just so insecure and i know you love me but i’m still scared. i hope you can still love me /p

I don’t know if your still with me but pls stop leaving me on delivered you told me you loved me but then proceed to break me wtf
dude

i wanna be close to u again, i want u to feel the same way i do about you. but you’re happy and i can’t ruin that just for me to be happy.

when we broke up i realized i had lost feelings for weeks. i realized that maybe it just wasn’t meant to be and that was ok. but i never stopped thinking about you since. when you texted me and apologized, i felt an emotion i could never describe. i wish we could talk every single day but it feels like you don’t want that. that’s fine. i’ll always laugh at your jokes and i’ll always be there if you need anything. thanks for everything

You hurt me so badly that at one point, all I felt was numb. I didn’t feel happiness, sadness, or anger, I just felt numb.

You hurt me so badly that at one point, all I felt was numb. I didn’t feel happiness, sadness, or anger, I just felt numb.

I was so stupid. U were right there in front of me all that time. I was so blind. Im happy ure happy, I just wish I was the reason why.

I wish I had realised earlier that the soft spot I had for u was more than that. I wish I was brave enough to tell u how I feel. But most importantly I wish I was ure happiness, not her.

I never loved you and I never will. I didn't even know you. And you didn't even know me. And that's why it was perfect. Asshole.

you are my first kiss, my first hug, my first everything but sometimes I think that i'm not your first love.

sometimes i think you're someone i could love. like really. maybe i have since we've become friends. i wouldn't ever tell u. but! maybe you'll catch on someday maybe. i hope so. bc sometimes i think im someone you could really love too. lobe u oliver

actually nvm i take back what i just said here. UR SUCH A BUTT. DUNNO WHY U AFFECT ME SO MUCH BUT U DO. ANGERY ANGERY ANGERY GRGRGRGRGRGGRGRGRGR SHUT

i really thought you cared about me but no u didnt, i hope you're happy and have a nice life
oh btw Nina is alright:)
Lola x

you never knew what it was like, i dont think youll ever leave my thoughts im so sorry for everything

i know we didn't last long but i can't help but wonder what would've happened if i was enough for you

you promised you’d love me forever, you were all i had and you knew it. yet you decided to leave anyway.
i’m over you, but if you’d come back one day i would take you back in a heartbeat. and i hate myself for that.
i hate myself for giving you everything, even my virginity.
you even took me on vacation with your family, you were so in love with me wth happened
fuck you anyway

I miss you buddy:( it’s cool tho ig, I hope you know I’ll always be here for you even when she isn’t tho bc I’m an idiot

Pinkies. I’m going on a date tomorrow. I’ve been waiting for you to text me and make it all better, but the reality has finally set in that you won’t do that. So I finally am allowing myself to start talking to other people. I hope one day you realize the mistake you made. And how bad you broke me tonight, without even being around.

I guess i knew even from the start it was never me but her. I wish yout hadn't lied and gave me hope. There was no reason why i still feel this way about you, god knows id stop it if i could. Now I cant look at your face without butterflies in my stomach that remind me you were never mine, but even though you hurt me without, i think I'm falling in love with someone who understans me. You will always be someone to me but now, I'm starting to get happy so please, block me on everything. I don't have the heart to do so and let me be happy.

You like her and it hurts me to see her reject you. If you see this just know I would do so much better...

you were not my first love, but you're the one who impacted me the most. every day I think about you, and I don't think you fully realize how much you still mean to me. you're my entire world.

You motherfucking eshay dog cunt motherfucker. You are so rude and up your own ass its so ridiculous. You deserve my foot up your ass. But I love you and you were so special to me

im sorry. i shouldnt have left you. im just not okay for the moment. im falling everyone. please dont hate me

I relapsed I'm so sorry. I wanted to ask to call you but sadly we don't ever call plus there is no way you are awake at 5am

te extraño, ni yo sé por qué si nunca hablamos mucho pero de verdad te quiero mucho y aún espero tumensaje

when did "i can't do this anymore" go from meaning "i can't not be with you" to "i want to break up"?

When you told me you liked me I couldn’t hear because of my phone. I texted you telling you I liked you back...you never responded.

Even though you may not even think of me for the slightest second, I think of you every second, and it kills me

Even though you may not even think of me for the slightest second, I think of you every second, and it kills me

Hi!
I have been trying to figure out what to say to you but there's no other way to say this, I like you. I know we don't know each other like at all but I think we could become something. I don't know why I'm feeling this strongly about you but this feeling makes me believe that this could truly be something great.

I miss the old you and I don’t think I will ever be able to get the old you back .I miss the excitement I had when I told my friends and family about you. You made me feel a way I’ve never felt before but this is my last goodbye I love you Oliver

I just wanna lay in your arms, smell your sent and look deep into those beautiful eyes of yours, you are and always will be my yellow

I know you're not in love w me but I just wanted to say that your smile, you style, your loving eyes, your character, the smile and motivation you give me is everything and I would do anything to hug you just one time. I love you even though we barley speak to each other ... please never stop giving me butterflies.

Hi bubs, haha well uh, i love you and i won. ur adorable, i miss u ur my bestfriend and my little lover man
xoxo little turkey

hi. we haven’t spoken in a while.. i wanted to tell u something and if we see each other again pls don’t let this make it awkward but when we were in primary school i had a hugeee crush on u? was it super obvious lmfaoo??

i love you and i miss you but i also hate the way that one day you loved me and the other day treated me like shit

even tho we met in seaside, u made the trip sm better and i would def want 2 see u again even tho we live in diff places

I dont know how you do it, youre my friend and act like nothing ever happend. Im not mad, im jealous really. But how? We had soooo much, or atleast I think so. Dont you ever just wonder if it woulda been better if we just stayed togheter?

i hope ure doing well. i wish things didn't end the way they did but it was for the best, you simply didn't care about me and that's ok. we always did bring the worst out in each other, anyways, always rooting for u -

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I see no reason to live, i have nothing to live for. I dont know you, yet your the one im living for. And i wish i had as much inportance in your life as you do in mine

why'd you have to go and become such an ass. u had a lot going for u. i miss the old u, and i loved u.