Why doesnt it feel like it should.Why doesnt it feel right,well that's what my gut is telling me.Theres no spark,no connection.What's wrong why cant I commit to this.Its either the fact I'm still stuck on someone else or that I'm too closed off emotionally to be in that kind of relationship. You could change my mind if you want.

I didn’t know I could still get excited about things. I still get excited about you everyday. I love you.

I still have a massive crush on you after 6 years. No matter how hard I try, I can’t get over you. This sucks.

i saw a new side of me. you made me want to be better, i never once told you but i love you, from the very bottom of my heart.

Tú fuiste realmente mi primer amor, aunque nunca llegamos a nada. Sigo pensando en ti siempre, aunque duele todo menos ahora. Espero encuentres a tu verdadera otra mitad algún día. My first and last.

You stopped caring about me, so I did too. I was there for your darkest times and you left me in the dust.

your my first ever love and i cannot imagine myself for being with anyone else... thankyou for saving me

I thought you were the love of my life... turns out u weren't and it's okay
I will always love you❤️

Look, I'm not the best person ever. But I'm nice, kind, funny and will love you. I love everything about you. I cry over the fact that you won't love me, but it's okay, love is overrated ♡

i wish I could tell you I’m over it and I promise I’m trying but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t still love you.

I don’t understand how you could say you loved me so and then hurt me so bad over and over. I don’t understand why you wanted to hurt me over and over. It was a choice you made every single time. And when I realized that it broke me. Pinkies though that I have healed so much since the last time you hurt me.

Ol,
I miss you so much and I hope you always remember the love I have for you and always will have for you. You are strong, kind, amazing. never give up on yourself, okay?

ik i hurt you with what i did but know that it hurts me just as bad i wish we could’ve had more time like we did before lockdown but ik that’s not possible rn

it hurts me the most that you moved on after you said you’d wait for me not because i knew whether i wanted to be with you again but that the way you changed how you felt and acted made me feel so alone

you think I wasn't effected but I cry when I realise I don't have you to call at night I cry when I think abt London or queen and slim, the first three to five months were the best and lockdown really ruined us

the only thing I keep trying to tell myself is what's meant to be will be, I don't want you back rn but I can't help but be upset

We are about to be everything and I cannot wait to tell u I like u very much as anyone before.
But, I'll need to wait, I don't want to be the person to make u “forget” ur ex, that doesn't goes that way, no matter that it was always me...

Thank you for what we had, I cherished every moment. I’m glad we’re still friends, we don’t talk a lot but I love you. I always will because you changed me and showed me life has meaning

when you said to kiss you, did you mean it? I wish i did. I wish a lot of things. Mostly I wish you'd explained what happened.

Oh you're so wrong. You're so damn appreciated. You have no earthly idea what I'd give away to have you hold me and tell me everything will be okay. I want to lay next to me and just hold me and tell me it'll be alright. You have absolutely no clue what I'd sacrifice to write you poems again. You have no right to say you're not appreciated. Even after all this pain I've been through with this breakup you have no idea how appreciative I'd be of a second chance, of holding our heads together and trying again. You have no earthly idea how appreciative I'd be. I would appreciate you to every little extent. I made a stupid mistake and so did you okay. We both did. So I'm willing to start a new. Why can't you be? Why can't you just be willing to heal, and wait to try again.

du är den första på länge som har gjort så jag har fått fjärlilar i magen. och jag vill att du ska veta att jag kramar om en kudde på natten och önskar det va du

I don’t even remember when the last time we’ve talked was. Why did you leave me? Tell me what I did wrong, please. I miss you so much. We were so close and you just disappeared. Please tell me what the hell I did wrong. I want to hate you but I can’t. You’re the first person I have ever had a real connection with, but then you left me hanging. At least come back and say hello. I waited for a message from you every day. Please come back. I miss you dearly.

I don’t love you anymore. I hate you. You used me. “I’m gonna f*uck her so hard! I don’t even love her! Haha” fuck you.

there hasn't been a day since we've met that i haven't thought about you,
i wish i was as special as you are to me too.

you once asked me what my favorite color was, and i said guess, i never had a favorite color until you said purple.

im sorry for what happened. and im sorry if it was all in my head. but I don't think I've ever liked anyone the way I liked you. you made me feel and I still think about you

there’s so much love between us but it’s not the right time. i want you so bad. i think about you everyday- what we could’ve been. you are my sweetest downfall. i hope you’re okay.

i hope you never see this but there will always be a place in my heart for you and ily no matter what

it’s so unfair the way you still have control over me after all this time. I wanna let go so badly but every time i try it’s like i suffocate and my mind floods with all the memories, every text, every call. and i hate you for it. but i cant really hate you. i cant just forget you like you did with me. grey. because you were once my yellow. now all i see are grey sky around your name.

i never cared that i "deserved better." i only ever wanted you. and even now you're still the last thing on my mind before i go to sleep, and the first thing i think of when i wake up. i just want you back.

i know we're best friends but I wish I was the one you were talking about when your eyes light up, like when you're talking about her

i love u, i will always love u. i’m gonna miss u so much, i already do and u haven’t even left yet. i’m empty without you

I wish you were still alive. I wish you read my last text. I was reminding you of how much I adored you

Some nights all i can think about is how it was my birthday, yet i ruined the weekend because i didnt cancel my plans

you make me so happy, i hope we last for a while. you're always on my mind its like u live their for rent free. anyways even doe i never say this, i love you.

I like you a lot . I couldn’t stop think about you all day and all night I would imagine a life with you a guy who would actually like me and guy who smiles and looked at me like nobody else did it made me have butterflies in my stomach I wanted to cuddle with you till the wee hours of the morning watching Netflix I wanted to hold hands with and eat lunch with you and just be wanted.

I liked you a lot I just didn’t have to strength to show you now your with her and I’m even more weak

You've hurt me without saying a word, I know its all in my head but it feels real. I love you and I know you love me too but sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough. You have dated girls who are so much more than me in any other way and I wish you could understand that I'm not as pretty or perfect as they are.

I know you like her but i still like you. It hurts because you’re my best friend and I’m here for u to vent to and you talk about her all the time. I can’t help but get a little jealous and mad that it’s not me. It’s ok though. Im her best friend as well and i know she doesnt like you back at all :)

I really did like you for a while. I genuinely thought we would make it through, together. I think we were both messed up though. I spoke about you to my mental health counselor, even now, more than a year later. She says I have trauma. She also says that "it might sound crazy, but maybe, he was a blessing." she justified that by telling me the bad parts of our relationship forced me to grow up. it hurt to hear but maybe she's right. so, thank you. and also? how dare you.

You told me I fear emotional connection. Your right I do but you did nothing to help me open up. All I wanted to do was tell you everything and I never did :(

I still love you, it's been 2 years and I still can't let go. I miss you, I know you probably don't even think of me

hi, thank you for cutting my bagel in half. you're kind of annoying but you're funny and look like you give good hugs.don't make me like you or whatever though

i know what happened between us was just a game for you, but i genuinely wanted you. i wish i never became so infatuated with this fake version i created of you. i wish i didnt lie awake at night pondering on what couldve been if you hadve just wanted me back. why didnt you want me? why wasnt i enough? how can i be enough for you? i hope one day you recognise that you lost an abundance of beauty, which is all i am, and all you are not. you are simply just a puppet master with tens of hundreds of girls on strings. i wish i could break free from the ropes you have attached to me, but i know i will always and forever want you. no matter how much it pains and kills me, i still want you.

you didn't enjoy hanging out together nearly as much as i did, but we were perfect- our minds matched like a puzzle piece.

how could you leave so easily? after everything we´ve been through, like it didn´t matter, like i was nothing

i know i messed things up between us because i wasnt in a good place but i love you so much and always will. i think about you almost every day even though its been a year and im sure this will carry on for many more.

your gaze is burnt into my memory. i still make room for you on the bus. i wish we said goodbye, i wish i thanked you. you were a great friend but clearly distraught about something. i hope you got the help you needed. i hope i’ll see you around, though only 10 minutes away, i’m starting to forget your face. fragments of our conversations visit me sometimes, i guess you’ve pitched your camp in my mind for the next while. it’s okay. you know where i am. let’s not be strangers?

I know that a few weeks ago we loved each other so much but..for personal reasons I just moved to another city, I cried because of you so many times but now, I'm depressed for my situation of life, so you left me when I needed you the most...

after everything you did, i still don't regret it, because now i'll never let anyone do that to me again. sincerely, k.