Unsent messages to NOLAN
From: ABC
To: nolan
Date: October 7, 2020, 1:56 pm UTC
a month ago i would have wanted to kiss you but now I still do but I won't because I deserve better than how you treated me. i thought that I was special to you by the way to looked at me but it turns out you looked at everyone that way. we created so many memories together but now they just seem tainted. i realize now that I was in love with the thought of you and how you made me feel but that wasn't you, was it? and if you truly felt the same towards me than you would have put the effort in. I also know that you are going through a lot and i care that your ok and i want to be the one you come to because you have no one else, but i don't think i can be that anymore because it just hurts too much. I still have to see you once and a while and that's just so painful because i know we had a connection. But its time for me to let go now. i need to show you that you missed out on a great person and that i don't need you and that i never needed you
From: ABC
To: nolan
Date: September 30, 2020, 1:14 am UTC
i miss you and i will always have a place for you in my heart. i wish things would’ve worked out for us..
From: ABC
To: nolan
Date: September 29, 2020, 2:31 am UTC
it’s been almost 1 year now , 1 year since we first talked , we barely talk anymore i miss when we would always talk every night all night , i miss the way you would say my name , i miss your laugh, i just wish i could go back and fight for you .
From: ABC
To: nolan
Date: September 26, 2020, 9:30 pm UTC
i was in love with the past , even after all the bs , i stayed with you. you couldn't do the same. you didn't deserve my heart
From: ABC
To: nolan
Date: September 23, 2020, 12:55 am UTC
i don’t even know what you look like anymore. did you grow out your facial hair and shave your head like you said you were going to?
From: ABC
To: nolan
Date: September 22, 2020, 4:17 am UTC
i always wondered what life would’ve been like if i had kissed you that night. i always wondered what life would be like if we loved each other more than just friends.
From: ABC
To: nolan
Date: September 16, 2020, 7:04 pm UTC
I miss you everyday. when we started out as friends I knew I wanted you in my life until the day I died, I don’t think I would’ve dated you if I had known it would end with you completely out of my life like it is now. I just miss you all the time, I never am not wishing you were by my side
From: ABC
To: nolan
Date: September 10, 2020, 6:27 am UTC
I’m packing essentials to potentially evacuate the OR fires. I packed your letters. I hope you are safe
