you made me trust and believe you so much to the point where i didn’t listen to myself when my body told me to run

u broke me... i trusted u and all u did was treat me like trash. did i even mean something to u? or was i one of ur “inexistent” friends. stupid me thinking that someday we could meet.

god, i think about you so much. i create these scenarios in my head of what we could be. you have no idea the effect you have on me.

thanks for breaking me. you were my everything for over a year, i knew after our first facetime that we were gonna be unstoppable. i guess things change. we were there for each other for everything and we were so interested in each other and it was genuine love. i felt something with you that i had never felt with anyone before...and my dumbass was too dumb to come to terms with it. i never meant to hurt you, that was the last thing i'd ever want to do. after you made a poor choice out of anger i felt so betrayed and had a terrible feeling that it was the beginning of the end. you told me you loved me for the first time and days later acted like nothing happened. things were going so well too, we were just getting physically comfortable with each other, we even talked about our future. i miss having my person everyday that would make me smile so hard my mouth hurt. i know that love has turned into lust and i have completely come to terms with that. i guess that's all i'm good for now anyway. i hate you because i can't help but love you, but now i need to let go...even though i know i can't. im going to end up hurt again if i don't find someone healthy for me. i still look for you in people, i need to stop wasting my time typing...waiting for you to call. i'm sorry that things ended the way they did and that i never told you how i felt until it was too late...i guess i might have been the problem. goodnight. xoxo

I'll love you more than you will ever know. I will be there for you in your worst and best times no matter what because you are the only one that I can fully trust. you don't realize it but I care about you so much. I would take a bullet for you with no hesitation. I wish I could tell you how I feel but you've been through so much that I don't want to burden you with my problems. Thank you for sticking by my side for all these years.

rly hope u don’t see this. it felt nice writing stuff like this so i came back. i wish u thought i was as pretty as the girls u send me on tik tok. i think abt is a lot and if you we were still together. the only thing that would bother me would be ur lust for other girls. ik it’s not true but in my head i thought i wasn’t enough for u. woah i have sm room on this thing. penis chicken stick

I know you’ll never see this. But I’m so sorry lovely. I’m so sorry

i still think about you from time to time love.

You can hate me if it heals you lovely. But I’ll never be over you. Not the way I should be.

why did she replace me so quickly in ur life if she's so annoying?

i look back and blame myself. because if i would’ve just calmed down, everything would be okay

If one day we could ever talk and be okay, I’d like that. I hope you’re well lovely.

i wish you would've just been honest with me, that's all i've ever wanted.

“i remember, i remember the days, when i’d make u oh so afraid.”

I’ll always love you. But I think I’m finally ready to let you go now. You’ll always be lovely to me

how do i tell you i’m in love with you without ruining everything?

I still think about you, tho it’s been years. I don’t love you but I want to see you one last time.

You aren’t too sick to be loved. I know that because I love you. Still.

i can be the person you want.

You’re still as beautiful as the day you were no longer mine.

i miss you no matter how much i say i don't. i wish you still loved me.

If I ever get the chance to wrap my arms around you again I’ll never let go.
I promise lovely.

The time was fun I hope we can do it again soonƐ>

I love you and I can tell you love me, please just ask me out already it's killing me

Was it worth it?

I love you, no matter how we end up I know I'll never stop. Stay strong sweet girl

I fell in love with you before I kissed you or touched your skin, I fell in love with you for you.

I love you, thank you for staying

I'm still so in love with you and I'm so sorry I hurt you

Oh how I miss you, I want to wait these two years. But we promised we wouldn’t.

i miss you. i wish u knew how much i miss talking to you. i wish it could’ve been different.

I wish you could know how much I wanted you to suddenly decide to love me

if you miss me, just say so.

i hope we cross paths again

I accept you’re not the one for me. I will always pray u get everything u stop urself from having

I told you my past and you still saw me the same way. thank you.

i do miss u. it’s been 4 years. it’s crazy but i don’t think it was just a trauma bond.

I miss you and think about you often. You were my best friend. If you see this, message me? <3

I have always loved you, I will never stop loving you, even if you decline my love I will still ly