Sometimes i think im in love with you but when im around you, my feelings are mixed and you seem more like family to me

i don't really know what this is, i don't trust my emotions, i don't know if its real or fake. but it's something i can't ignore. please help me figure this out.

I wait for your messages all day. Whenever they do come I answer immediately and think that your going to do the same. You wait at least 15 minutes before I get a reply. And the reply is always dry. No words, just a picture. Sometimes even a ceiling. We used to have it all. Share everything with each other. You were the only one I would cry to and feel safe with. You were my person and I understand that your not anymore. But when you said we should talk more often I believed that you would try to. But it’s just me. Me sending the texts. Me waiting for the reply. You get to go thrive in another country. I’m the one who has to sit here. But then I think. If we had both left the country. Both been taking our gap year. Both been the same age. Would we still have it all? Would there still be an us? Would we still communicate like we used to?

In another lifetime, I hoped we would’ve worked out. You’ll be a great dad in the future, I just know it.

i miss you so much but you’re honestly stupid not believing me about how the person i stopped being friends with ruined our friendship

u said forever ... what happend? u took all my happiness . yea we don't like black but its time for me to start using it cz its time to move on but damn i hate the fact that m still in love with you

I’m sorry for everything i put you through, i was in a really bad place and having you there just helped me get through it, I’m so sorry for using you when i knew you were in love with me

i think you are my soulmate..... i have so much i want to say but i can't put any of it into words. but i love u. that's one think i can say.

hey mo if you ever on the off chance see this. I think i might be getting a crush on you. i love it when you laugh but obviously im nkt your type and you would never be interested in me. i hope you get a gf/bf some day when ur mind is ready. even if its not me. no matter how much i wish you were even the slightest interested in me i know that it doesnt always end up like that. hopefully we stay friends for a while

ur smile made my heart ache. i just wish that i was ur type and that you actually seemed to like our friendship

Waan ku jeclahay. Forever and always. Our love will always be incomplete... but maybe we worked out in a different lifetime.

You said if I ever missed you or if things went wrong, then I should throw my arms up like a bird and breath... it’s unfortunate that I can’t do this forever.

I still wanna say it was nice to meet you I trough we will be only good friends but I felt in love with you and I hope you live your best live right now

I know deep down you had feelings but you never wanted to admit them because u thought it would make you weak but anyways thanks for treating me like shit but note that I still think about you a lot

You were my first ever real love. Am I stupid for calling you my first love...maybe but you are. I wish nothing but the best for you because you deserve it.like I told you I’m always gonna be here for you no matter what. And who knows maybe you were my right person...just the wrong time.

i was too busy thinking of u to even care if u liked me back. i was grateful for just ur presence

I still think about you and wish our friendship could have gone differently

you hurt me so much that I wish I never met you last summer

and i still talk to you, when i’m screaming at the sky

Text me

You’ll never know how much i appreciate you right now. I’ve never felt so liked and cared for

You’d never get how much i actually liked you.

I wish I could dreamim of u at least. Nobody loves me like you do
I Miss and need u like crazy

i thank the universe everyday for allowing us to exist at the same time x

I’m met someone else, wish u could’ve been different this time

I will love you forever, and ever, and ever, and ever.......... and ever.

i still kinda miss u

It hurts when u misunderstand me. our friendship doesnt make me feel good

Why did u change?

you're a beautiful boy with a beautiful soul. i have a big hug waiting for you anytime you need it

Thank you.

I wish I had the chance to give you a proper goodbye

hey mo guess who

i miss our friendship, i hope we can become close again this year :)

i miss you come back, you didnt need to delete ur account :(

i will miss you forever
i hope you come back one day and tell me i was right .

I think of you & what could've been pretty often still

Ik better than to wonder if you do the same

i love you
ive never stopped
im sorry

I miss and I love you. I can’t be with you on your special day. Please don’t hate me.

When I read these, I hope that you would care enough to write to me. I don’t believe it though.

i thought about you all day, i cant stop thinking about you. i want to ask how your doing.

I miss u , but ur so close

i wanted it to be you more than anything.

I remember you everyday even though my love has blurred into hate.

You are FORGIVEN even if you did not ask for it, not for you, but for my PEACE.

I love and miss you, Silly.

i hope you remember me every time it rains

My heart still beats and I just let my feelings flow until it gets tired. I still miss you, silly.

i know i’ve not known you for long but you’ve had such an impact on my life. thank you

How can I unlove you?

You gave me so many chances and I’m sorry I never saw that until it was way too late