you needed help but you took so long to ask. you hurt yourself worse mentally than anyone could physically

you made me so happy damn but u broke me in million pieces ik u are happy with him but damn u were my first love & i'm never forgetting how happy u made me how do i lear to love & trust again?.

i just want you to see yourself the way i see you. i want you to see your smile the way i do. the smile that somehow manages to soften every muscle in my body. i want you to hear your laugh the way i do. the laugh that makes everything else drift away. i want you to feel the way about yourself that i do. i want you to love yourself unconditionally, the way i do.

I can't even describe in words on how grateful I am that you came into my life you are literally the best thing that's has ever happened to me.
I love you

i dont think ill truly ever be able to put into words how much i love you. when im with you my whole body softens and the chaos of the world just melts away. you're my safe place. you're my person. everyday i think about how grateful i am to have you in my life. how did i get this fucking lucky?? i love you endlessly. love, twin bang

You've done the same thing to me twice now. youll know exactly what i'm talking about too if you see this. i hope you've finally found someone who makes you truly happy. i hate to see that your "morals" have changed but idk maybe a pretty girl is all you needed to change that. i hate you forever.
- the person who changed all of they're life plans for you just for you to leave them for someone else because they were convenient :)

I’m honestly so fucking glad I met you. From the moment I first saw u I knew instantly I would do everything for you

i never loved someone as much as i did and do you. i wish i could be angry so i could get over u but all i have is love for you

hey, almost new year!! i think we need to let this die out in the new year, there's no coming back and its finally setting in. im still so in love with you ffs :,(

I really couldn’t find myself making it past 11-12 and I didn’t think I could find someone who makes me happy- we had our ups and downs but you really did make me smile and happy this year- thank you so much, I really needed you in my life:)

i wish i wasn’t as fond of you as i am. i wish i felt differently than i did almost a year ago Please Free Me

can’t wait to ruin your life exactly the same way you ruined mine. communication is key.. right “bestie”?

i know you're not my first love, but i just need to say this. you're such a bitch. spreading lies about me? fine. but you made me hate myself. you made me hate my body. you made me count calories. you made me forget who i was. you made my internalized homophobia. you hurt me so bad. we weren't even fucking friends for that long. fuck you. it took such a long time to recover from you.

sometimes I wonder if I deserve this, I can no longer tell who hurt who more. I miss the old happy us

I miss you, I wanna text you I wanna call you but I know I hurt you and that ur better off without me in ur life.

i miss you so much, i stay up at night thinking about all of our memories. I just wish you weren’t so involved in drama with the people I care about.

Saw my post from 2 years ago on the page today. Wish I had the courage to talk to you. I guess it's too late now

I don’t ever want to lose you as a friend. You are one of the best things that have ever happened to me

god where to start. i hate you. so much. but thats only because of how much i once loved you. you were my best friend, for so long, and you ruined me. you betrayed my trust. opened me up to the world and just abandoned me. completely vulnerable. you let them rip me apart with what you did. its been over two years and i still haven't recovered. i nearly ended everything because of what you did. i have physical and mental scars that i'll hold with me for life. i still go to therapy to deal with it all. and you dont even remember i exist.
i hate you so badly. but i also love you. and i miss you. and that makes it hurt so much worse.

you put a lot of problems on me, and u just have to understand that im not here to fix them. I'm scared bc I think it would be better if we didn't talk as much just because I'm in a dark place and so are you- so it doesn't make sense to keep hurting each other with whatever is happening in our separate lives. you still are one of my good friends but I just think I need some space but not in a negative way

why? why did you hurt me like that. i trusted and loved you so much. but it was all fake and for nothing. i hate you i hate you i hate you

knowing u i feel like one day ur gonna check this aha so i just wanted to say thank you for being my bsf. you give me a reason to not give up on my life. you deserve everything in the world, I'm sorry i cant give u that in return for everything you give me. every little thing u do impacts me and others sm and i want you to know u are so so important to me. never forget how much i love you. i couldn't ask for a better bsf. i wish you the best in life

I wish you would just say no. I flirt with other girls to get over you. But they’re all in competition with you. And you don’t love me back.

i need to get over you. people say you never get over your first love and i really hope that’s not true because i’ve loved you for too long now. it’s not fair, i've never had closure and i probably never will. i want to move on. i want to stop thinking about you. i want to not want you. maybe one day in the future we’ll be together, i doubt it. but maybe.

i know we went through some shit (which was my fault) but idk man life doesn’t feel the same when im not talking to you. everything just feels dull and i don’t vibe with anyone the same as i do w you.
i get why you cut me off on socials and that but i just hope we can talk again soon, i miss you

i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry , your my best friend and i would do anything for us to be close again but I can’t let you walk all over me it’s not fair and I’m hurting

I'm sorry, we have such a love-hate relationship sometimes it's confusing. Some days I love you and want to spend every day doing all the things we always said we would do together. Other days I wonder how I let myself get this deep into with you. It's scary because I don't want to let you go because I know on the days where things are good I'll miss you too much. You're my best friend even when we both don't want to be. I feel like I don't even know you anymore and were holding on to how things used to be with us. We don’t even go to each other when we're going through something. It’s weird and off putting. I take responsibility for my part in that. I’ve hurt you probably as much or more than you’ve hurt me. It’s crazy. I never thought we would come to this. I thought we were gonna be the cool hot best friends; when really were strangers holding on to the past. I don't want to stop being your friend and I really want to make thing work. I can't do that if I feel like I can't talk to you, why do you think I’m writing on this instead of talking to you. I’m just so sorry, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry. I know sorry is just a word but it’s the only thing I can say considering how much I’ve hurt you and you’ve hurt me. We struggle with a lot of the same things yet we are so different in personality and in just how messed up we are. I try to reach out but you just shut me out, I’m not blaming you considering but sometimes it get old so I shut you out too. You see what I mean were not good for each other. The truth is I’m scared of letting you go because being friends with you means we don't have to grow up yet, not yet not ever as long as we’re friends. I’m so scared Mia, I don't want to have to let you go because without you I feel like I’m missing something because when it’s good its so good. It feels like us against everyone, and then one of us just isn't in it anymore. We keep going in circles but I feel like I know you but I don't. Mia, I’m so sorry, I'm sorry I'm not brave enough to let you go.

I miss you and when would actually talk to me. I know you've been going through something I'm here. I know sometimes I bail and honestly idk why I do it, But I know when it gets bad it gets bad so Im here and so are a lot of people.

not are you only my first love, but my first real heart break. you’ll never ever no the fucking pain i went through, never. please don’t take me for granted. i try my best to be there for you, even if you don’t feel like talking. but i don’t think you realise that sometimes, even though i make it look okay, i really struggle. i don’t actually think you realise the pain i still have to face to this day because of everything; i can’t even brush my teeth without being reminded. nevertheless, you’ll always be my first love and i’ll always be here. even if the feeling isn’t reciprocated.

ur fucking annoying and stop acting like shes ur best friend she's not u guys barley even hang and u blame her for shit all the time when u know hat shes been through stop trying figure out ways she could have avoided it or ways u can tell her "i told u so" be a fucking supportive friend and be there for her god damn

I know you're reading this, I didn't write it and I don't know why you're treating me like I did. I wouldn't do that to you even if we were the "cool hot best friends". If you really think I would do something as messed up as that maybe we should talk.

i loved you so much,i really did i used to say i just trusted you but i fucking loved you so much y p.o. u dumb bitch. but your a piece of shit. after i broke up with you i haven’t texted you and i’m glad because i don’t need someone that takes their anger out on me because i was too infatuated with you to know all you cared about was yourself.

i know we joke around a lot, but i i really am in love with you. i wish you felt the same. i’ve never felt this way about anyone. i miss you.

I don't know if you ever read any of these or if you interact with anything I've said, but if I had the opportunity I'd take you back in a heartbeat. You just need to let me know, there's so much I've been wanting to say...

i miss you. i truly believe u are my soulmate. i am forever thankful for you. forever we are infinite .

all i want is one text from you saying hi or asking if i'm okay. our conversations now are dry and aren't what they once were. what happened? did i do something wrong? do you even still think about me like i think about you?

lol i just looked at our chats and a video of u singing drew Barrymore lol i miss u good luck on ur date tomorrow bestie

i dont know how i feel anymore, ever since things changed i realised how much i relied on you emotionally. i really truly loved you but its hard when you dont give anything back.

i love you too much to focus on how toxic we are for eachother. we each caused the one thing that ruined eachothers lives - but then on the other hand, you're the only thing keeping me going. so tell me what i should do? should we continue to slowly destroy eachother's livelihoods, eating away at our passions and emotions until we're no more that numb balls of nothing? i love you. i always will. but i don't want to ruin you.

Eres una buena amiga, yo se que no te hablo mucho y creo que a veces piensas que te ignoro, pero no es así, nada mas te quiero decir que eres la mejor persona del mundo

I love you so much. Like so so much. You’ve been so amazing to me all the time the whole time. I love you so so much and I genuinely couldn’t imagine my life without you. Never ever again. Please stay and don’t leave me. I need you?❤️

sometimes you make me feel like shit you make me want to die but i need you and and i can’t help but feel you don’t need me you never did and never fucking will and it hurts so much

You used me. Tore me apart, and cheated. I loved you and was there for you. YOURE there reason for my trauma and sadness. You’re the reason I’m having trouble with my relationships now.

i think about what we had and cry. i miss the old you. you changed too much. you turned into the person you hated.

do you know how hard it is to hate you? i hate your personality, I hate the things you did to me, hate your fake apologies, your lies, the way you've indoctrinated your friends into hating me. i hate everything about you, you even give me the ick. so why do I still care about you? why do I still check every day if your in? why do I think about you, when I eat, when Im in the car, when I'm about to sleep. its so draining to care about you but i cant stop. i want you to be safe, i need you to be okay. i think no matter how much i hate you, its better than feeling numb, id rather than be heartbroken than admit your a stranger, because then what was it all for? i don't want to let you go, even if i hate the person you've become, i don't want to let go of the only person whos ever made me feel, feel something real. when i said i loved you unconditionally and would be there no matter what, i meant it. i guess you didn't.

i hate the fact that you live so far away and the chances of us ever meeting are so slim. i love you so much.

i hate the fact that you live so far away and the chances of us ever meeting are so slim. i love you so much.

im so in love with you. please read this. i picked this colour to match your eyes :) i hope that one day you feel the same way. until then i’ll guess we’ll just be friends. see you tomorrow.

hey, merry christmas! did u get the shoes u said u were going to? i did. hope it was a great day n happy new year almost i guess

i miss our friendship. we're only facebook friends now and that's the worst kind of friendship you can have. i miss you bro - but thank you for the memories, i guess we just weren't destined to know each other forever