Unsent messages to MEGAN
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:43 am UTC
Why do sense that you like me? Part of me wants to risk our friendship to find out. But, I am too scared of the unknown.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: November 2, 2020, 4:13 pm UTC
Somehow, you becoming friends with iza has made me less friends with the both of you. all the things i used to do with you, or with them, are now things the two of you do together and i just feel so alone all the time. i canāt say anything because i hate talking about things, and all you two are doing is being friends but i feel like absolute shit and itās all because of you, please, just let me have friends again. i donāt want to be stuck with maddie all the time
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: October 24, 2020, 5:26 am UTC
iāve loved you for so long. so, so long. and i was going to tell you. i really was. but then you got with him. but he makes you happy, and i could dream of taking that happiness away. iām glad that youāre happy, even if it costs me mine.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: October 20, 2020, 7:00 am UTC
I know you asked for space and time, but I still love you. I don't think we'll see each other again. I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy anymore.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: October 14, 2020, 12:45 pm UTC
You don't know me, but you make me so insecure. You were his first love, first time, first everything. How am I supposed to feel safe when he says he still loves you as a friend and when you two talk all the time. I'm so scared you two still love each other as more than just friends.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: October 11, 2020, 2:20 am UTC
I can't get over you. I know we were bad for each other, and I hurt us both. I tried so hard to get over you. I'm afraid I'll never find someone better than you.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: October 9, 2020, 8:28 pm UTC
You saved my life and you own my whole heart. If only you hadnāt been badly hurt in the process. I miss you
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: October 9, 2020, 8:24 pm UTC
You saved my life and you own my whole heart. If only you hadnāt been badly hurt in the process. I miss you
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: October 7, 2020, 5:29 pm UTC
Megan i miss you so much, i know i did you wrong and messed up and did so much butyou were my best friend for six years im a complete asswhole and need you back in my life you made my life complete ik you'll never see this but please message me i wanna fix it i love and miss you my nutmeg
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: October 2, 2020, 5:43 am UTC
MEGAN WE ARE GODS AND THERE ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW WEāVE ASCENDED EVERYTHING AND THAT WEāRE THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT MATTER I CANT WAIT TO GET THE MATCHING TATTOOS ILY
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: October 2, 2020, 12:30 am UTC
When you said you were still talking to him it felt like a stab in the back, and when you said it was the happiest you've been in months, it felt like you twisted the knife.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 30, 2020, 7:22 am UTC
thank you for making me feel unwanted. thank you for wasting 5 years of my life. thank you for making me feel worthless. thank you for putting me in therapy. thank you for not being there for me. thank you for forgetting about me. thank you for letting me leave you. it was the best decision of my life.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 27, 2020, 5:30 pm UTC
donāt answer me,
donāt break the silence, don't let me win. donāt answer me, stay on your island, don't let me in.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 27, 2020, 8:13 am UTC
you knew how much i cared about you. you didnt care at all. all i wanted was for you to care about me as much as i cared about you. your so good at pretending you dont even remember me; im hoping you are good at pretending and that you didnt just forget
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 15, 2020, 5:30 am UTC
congrats on the engagement, i truly hope she makes you happier than youāve ever been. iāll be by your side in spirit cheering you on, you guys are good together
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 13, 2020, 8:04 am UTC
I miss you and I miss our friendship. You gave me the happiest memories and Iām sorry that I hurt you, I hope that you see this x
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 13, 2020, 1:37 am UTC
What started as my āstraight friend crushā evolved into loving you and now you are out i just wish i had a chance.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:56 am UTC
maybe i should have said something back then, maybe if i said something then id be the one holding your hand and not them, maybe then id be happy :.:
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:22 am UTC
I wish it didn't have to end like this again. I never got the chance to say goodbye.
Please don't hate me.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 9, 2020, 9:45 pm UTC
I donāt know what I did wrong, but Iām sorry. I tell myself I hate you now but I think Iām lying to myself.
From: ABC
To: megan
Date: September 9, 2020, 1:53 pm UTC
you used to be the one person there for me everyday but when you got her attention again you left me on my own.
