i want u to know, that long message was not me. no matter how much a hated a person i wouldn’t go so far to say something like that. but i don’t understand. i don’t understand why i just got dropped. your only explanation was “i cbf w u saying i love u and checking up on me”. i don’t understand. did you only start talking to me because leah has a new “yellow”? and you knew you were mine? i was sick of you thinking i was pathetic and couldn’t stand my ground. i was only “cocky” because i didn’t know how else to not seem like a little girl because i’m not and i did stand my ground and i’m proud i did. i’m sorry if i was “cocky” but i’m not sorry for anything else. i’m not sorry for checking up on you, that’s just what decent human beings do. i couldn’t even think, what could i do different? like what was i supposed to do different. and how do i know that i can trust it when you said you love me because u said you never meant anything you said, that might’ve just been you saying that in the moment idk. but i don’t hate you, i cant hate someone i love that much. but i don’t understand

you used to be the one person there for me everyday but when you got her attention again you left me on my own.

I don’t know what I did wrong, but I’m sorry. I tell myself I hate you now but I think I’m lying to myself.

Fuck you Megs. Fuck you. I love you and you know it. I wish I never met you or some shit. You've ruined my life and you continue to do so. Stop leading people on.

I will never forgive you. I know you reached out after my grandpa died, but what you did was horrible. We had some really great memories and you let me go because if rumors. I don’t care if you think this is childish. If being childish means I have better mental health, then I’m childish

I still like you since 8th grade but sadly ik u dont like me back, and our conversations are starting to get a bit dry and the fact ur doing online the whole year is the worst.Cause ik i wont be able to hug u or wave u goodbye when i move to a different state. So now i hope when we get older we can meet each other again and hang out

I didn't realize how much I cared until you weren't there and I found myself missing the way you smell.

fuck you. fuck you and your perfect houses, your perfect nails, your perfect fucking everything. you always made me feel small, and i hated you. but i hope it makes you so fucking mad that i never think about you. you are just some bitch who is stuck in high school and living off of daddy’s money and male approval. i don’t need that shit in my life. have fun with my ex, you two deserve each other.

Megan i miss you so much, i know i did you wrong and messed up and did so much butyou were my best friend for six years im a complete asswhole and need you back in my life you made my life complete ik you'll never see this but please message me i wanna fix it i love and miss you my nutmeg

I wish I could tell you how I still feel. I miss the way you felt in my arms. And it’s weird to say, but I miss the time we had together even though it was only twice. I’ve felt this way since we met each other when we were young. I only realized how much I miss you when your gone. I just hope your doing well because in all seriousness I’m not. Life has been pretty hard not knowing your here for me anymore. During this time I figured out I love you, but now Love is becoming nonexistent.

I wish you didn't hurt me the way you did. I thought what you was doing was right. But it wasn't and you destroyed me. I feel like I can't be loved now because I have nothing to love as you ruined it all...

The more i need you the more my trust issues are telling me to run away. I know you wont hurt me but im just so scared to love

I really liked u. u liked me back, everything was perfect. I just kinda wish I didnt fuck up. -hope :) btw if u find this don't tell me u did lol

you made me realize all the things that are beautiful in life and could be in a person, and now no matter how much time has passed i see you in everyday.

remember when you said you’d never not love me? it took a few months for you to realize you could do so much better, but i hope you’re happier now and that he makes you happy

you destroyed everything about me. I tried to end the friendship, why didn't you accept it. you ruined me,
i hope it was worth it.

I want to move on because you don’t deserve my tears but I would rather hold on to the tiny bit of hope then forget about you

You saved my life and you own my whole heart. If only you hadn’t been badly hurt in the process. I miss you

You saved my life and you own my whole heart. If only you hadn’t been badly hurt in the process. I miss you

I wish it didn't have to end like this again. I never got the chance to say goodbye.
Please don't hate me.

Why do sense that you like me? Part of me wants to risk our friendship to find out. But, I am too scared of the unknown.

maybe i should have said something back then, maybe if i said something then id be the one holding your hand and not them, maybe then id be happy :.:

although we're no longer friends, i love u! please stay on this planet, there a people who care about you.

What started as my ‘straight friend crush’ evolved into loving you and now you are out i just wish i had a chance.

I can't get over you. I know we were bad for each other, and I hurt us both. I tried so hard to get over you. I'm afraid I'll never find someone better than you.

I miss you and I miss our friendship. You gave me the happiest memories and I’m sorry that I hurt you, I hope that you see this x

do you still think about me? because i remember you lending me your top and picking blackberries together. its only been 2 years but i really miss you.

i know we are not friends at all anymore but ur really sweet and i know we dont see each other that much but if i do i would make sure to smile

You don't know me, but you make me so insecure. You were his first love, first time, first everything. How am I supposed to feel safe when he says he still loves you as a friend and when you two talk all the time. I'm so scared you two still love each other as more than just friends.

you weren’t my first love, you were just my best friend. whoever has her next, always pick up her facetime calls, always.

you knew how much i cared about you. you didnt care at all. all i wanted was for you to care about me as much as i cared about you. your so good at pretending you dont even remember me; im hoping you are good at pretending and that you didnt just forget

don’t answer me,
don’t break the silence, don't let me win. don’t answer me, stay on your island, don't let me in.

how could you hate me so much for no reason. i’ll never forget the love you showed me when we were kids

the way that you treated me during our friendship was the worst thing i have gone through. you always think that you never do anything wrong but in reality you are the problem. ALL THE TIME. fuck you

Hey, just remember I'm always here for you. No matter what. Your such a kind, caring person. I love you.

You will always be loved. Wednesday.
I’m sorry I was so so so dumb.
You feel like I don’t understand you.
I was so bad at communicating.
I should have done more.
You gave me such a gift when you gave me that pain.
I will always love you but I never want anything to do with you again.
I was so close to killing myself.
You acted like I never mattered.
I felt like it was true.
Thank you for everything. ?

i miss you. i want you to come back. but i know you don’t want to and i know that’s not gonna happen this time. so goodbye dickhead

I hate how he loves you. I wanted nothing but for him to love me. I cried every night for months. Now i feel awful because of all the horrible things i said about you.... im sorry megan. you deserve a better friend than me.

I know you asked for space and time, but I still love you. I don't think we'll see each other again. I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy anymore.

i still love you. after all this time. u left and destroyed me, but i still would be here for you. txt me sometime. i'm so proud of you. live it up kid

thank you for making me feel unwanted. thank you for wasting 5 years of my life. thank you for making me feel worthless. thank you for putting me in therapy. thank you for not being there for me. thank you for forgetting about me. thank you for letting me leave you. it was the best decision of my life.

I hate you. but it's weird not talking to you anymore even though you always knew the right ways to make me feel shitty. You're a terrible person, always have been. it just took me until now to figure it out.

i will never give up on us, i want you to be apart of my life, i know that this is not how it will end. i love you

i’ve loved you for so long. so, so long. and i was going to tell you. i really was. but then you got with him. but he makes you happy, and i could dream of taking that happiness away. i’m glad that you’re happy, even if it costs me mine.

i’m okay with just being friends as long as it means i don’t have to lose you. but i’ll never stop loving you.

i haven't made you a playlist, but i have a playlist full of songs. that remind me of you lol. is that the same?

i knew it wouldn't work out and you left. i thought you'd come back so we could at least talk, but you never did.

i am pretty good at recognizing people’s intentions and energy. you had this warm light radiating off of you, your energy was pure.

i really like you but i'm scared you don't actually like me, you just miss being w him and want someone to have that with again
or i've jus read the whole situation wrong and you haven't even said you like me lolz
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I know you have a hard time opening up about things and the fact that you’ve spoken to me a lot more about things recently means more than you know, you’ve changed my life. I’m so glad we met, please come back after Christmas. I miss you. I’m so proud of everything you’ve achieved this year. Thank you for always picking me up when I need it. I’ll always be here to listen and make you laugh. always my lil onion