Unsent messages to MATTY

Why wasn’t I enough? Maybe you weren’t the one for me, but deep down I wanted you to be. Maybe in another life hey?

my twin flame, please come back.at least tell me where i went wrong so i’m not questioning my worth.i know i could be a little much sometimes and i’m sorry. i’m so very sorry for whatever i did to cause you walk out of my life. being separated from you hurts deep into my soul. you are the other half of me and i need you here to be okay. i care more than you could ever imagine. every little thing makes me think of you. i cry to space song every night hoping you’d come back. i can’t listen to the 1975 anymore. i know you’re not an evil person, i know it hurts you to see me this hurt. you have to have at least an ounce of empathy and care in your heart for how this is affecting me. i will always wait for you, nobody could ever replace you my dear, i love you.

I say that I'm over you, but you're still the one I picture in the scenarios I make before I fall asleep