Unsent messages to MARISSA

we promised each other, but i am the only one that kept it. everything reminds me of you and i can’t seem to escape it. i try to convince myself that i hate you, but i love you, i really do. i cant handle you coming in and out of my life. please just stay out. you’ve done enough. if this is love i don’t want it.

Marissa, im sorry i don't ever message or respond to your texts. Frankly I am too tired to. Im sorry if you ever feel that I hate you its just I feel incapable to be a friend. I don't treat friends as people to stay close to but rather people that I can always replace. I don't want to rekindle our friendship but I hope you can find someone that will treat you better than I ever did.

I know your heart is broken, and I will wait for you until you feel ready. He treated you horribly and did not know what he had, his loss will be my gain. You are a beautiful loving brilliant fur baby mama, and a good person, you should have never been with such an evil person. He never knew what he had. I will love you forever until you are ready.

you realize you literally made me afraid to touch people right? now everytime i have the chance i feel like i’ll do something wrong or fuck it up and i don’t think you know how that feels

i just want to talk. about everything that happened. i need closure. why did you do the things you did?

Hey
its your sister here
right now you're crying in your room overthinking like we all do and yeah
we were never really close and i know im a lot to handle too. just know you're loved and wanted and needed and you don't owe anyone anything
i love you
love,
allie

I’m sorry I let my insecurities get the best of me, you were my first I didn’t know better. It’s been years and I still think of you.

I just want to love you so you realize how easy it is to fall for you. How perfect you are. I don’t need you to love me back I just want you to know.

im so glad we met, thank you for everything. please take care of yourself. just know that you arent alone and you are so very loved. please dont be afraid to ask for help. i love you bitchhh

You need to forgive yourself, you only knew what he told you, you tried to love with all your heart, he broke you but you can put yourself back together.

ik you go on here whenever ur sad, I just wanna say I am here for you. you brought so much joy into my life and I couldn’t be more grateful for having u. i am so proud of u. i love you.

No matter what Life will bring you or I I will always love you no matter how much we go through together.

I hope that one day you are able to appreciate your uniqueness. Stop doubting yourself. Everything will be all right.

Well, you got it your way. You were victorious. If only you knew how many endless nights I spent crying, how the words you said still haunt me to this day. How that night I had a plan. Though I still somehow have a fraction of love for you.

I love you o much and you mean the world to me. I stay up every night wondering what you are dreaming of and if you are safe. We are only online best friends so I can't wait till the day we can finally meet. When I see you I always try to figure out what you are thinking, but it never works. I love you.

so there aint many marissas, so chances are youll know this is from me. i fell for you, so god damn hard and fast. i hate myself for letting me fall so quick. it was just the other day that you were talking about how happy i made you and how you wanted to make so many memories with me, to this morning you saying you just cant. it breaks my heart and i feel so stupid. im sorry if i did anything. i want to wait for you i really do but theres that chance that you will never come back. idk what to do or say. i want to say so much to you like we can get through this together but i know ill be shut down and rejected. ill always be here for you. i love you spud

I'm still sad we're not friends anymore. We used to be close. I miss you a lot but know we are both better off.

Although we briefly liked each other, I still want you now even though its has already been 4 years. I don't think I will meet anyone as talented and beautiful as you.

You were everything to me put I let what other people had to say about us get in the way I will forever love you

im so happy now that I took you out of my life. best friends since freshman year but you were always so jealous and hateful. time to come to terms that the reason people always leave your life because youre toxic. get a life. mine is much easier without you.

you're a self centered, mean, entitled, bitch. that's probably the reason people don't like you. i never saw it and i thought to myself, oh maybe they're just saying that, or it was a one time thing, or a disagreement. no. you only care about yourself and idk ab u but i wouldn't wanna be remembered as the bitchy, two faced thot. im just sayin take it or leave it :))