so there aint many marissas, so chances are youll know this is from me. i fell for you, so god damn hard and fast. i hate myself for letting me fall so quick. it was just the other day that you were talking about how happy i made you and how you wanted to make so many memories with me, to this morning you saying you just cant. it breaks my heart and i feel so stupid. im sorry if i did anything. i want to wait for you i really do but theres that chance that you will never come back. idk what to do or say. i want to say so much to you like we can get through this together but i know ill be shut down and rejected. ill always be here for you. i love you spud