i'm sorry that i couldn't be the girl you wanted me to be. if i knew how much pain i would've caused you, i wouldn't of ever even spoken to you. i hope you were telling the truth in our last texts. give your dog some love for me. i wish nothing but the best for you

we screamed star shopping together at the top of our lungs in your car at 4 am and you kissed me at the red light. i knew then you were the one

you’re either going to be the love of my life or you’re going to absolutely destroy my life. and i can’t figure out which one.

you told me to leave you alone. so i did, i just wish i would've known what i did to make you so upset all the time. i wish we didn't have to end like that. im sorry. i really am. i'm sorry i don't ever try, i've given up and it's hard to do anything or even be functional. i deleted everything i had that reminded me of you, but you still can't be rid from my mind. god damn you for making me love you like this. i hate you, but my heart still aches for you. wish you'd text me one last time. i'm sorry bubba. goodbye. i love you, i always had.

hey... it’s been a long, long time. i still think of you occasionally. what we had was.... different. special. important. i’m not rlly sure why i ended it... maybe bc i felt scared. what we had was so wrong... but i also miss it sometimes. you were a big part of my life for a long time, and i hope you know that, even though i ended it, i still loved you. i hope you’re doing well

You were so good at hiding things that I actually believed you loved me...which is why my trust for everyone is gone bc of you.

I wish i could hold you in my hands one last time. I can still remember your scent, your touch your laugh and i’ll never experience those things again. i love you

I wish things ended differently between us but I know you’re happy now and that’s what matters the most.

I regret dating you because you’re a bitch. But even though I don’t like you anymore, I still pay attention.

I don’t understand why you fucked me over and I don’t think I ever will but all I do know is that I think I’m better off without you even though a small part of me still wants you

My body still aches for you but my mind knows it will never work. Are you still the man I thought I knew?

you are my best friend in the whole world lol. no matter who comes and goes into your life i will always be here. i literally fucking hate everyone except you. i love you and i dont say it enough but just talking to you can make my day instantly better. i miss you so much lets hang out so i can give u ur sexy christmas gift. u smell like shit lol BYE LOSER!!!!!!

After everything we went through, your only excuse was we weren’t feasible? I still don’t understand.

You were the only one who cared to pronounce my middle name right... And I still meant nothing to you.

maybe it was because i was so young and didn’t understand what love was that it effected me so much, it still hurts. i still think about you. i miss you. i hate, you why were you so mean. i just wanted to love you. i’m glad it’s over. miss u ugly.

i miss you, i miss you with my entire heart. but you aren’t mine to miss anymore. i really do hope the next girl makes you as happy as you made me and treats you the way i couldn’t. i love you forever and always.

you will always be in my heart, but i don’t love you anymore. you can’t hurt me again. i did it. i hope you do too soon. good luck

I miss the way you used to kiss my scars and tell me I was beautiful... if only I had seen the scars you carried sooner... I love you C Xx

you were just like me. and i still think i’ll never find anyone like you. but fuck your ex for being hotter and for you being “lonely”... i thought you had me

I'm sorry that I hurt you & that I was not ready for a relationship. But I hope you've accepted you were in the wrong too

I miss you. Or is it the memories I miss. I loved you, with all my heart, even when you broke it. Speak to me, please.

hiii, if I could go back in time and fix what we had I wouldn't hesitate to do it in a second. i've never felt heartbreak like this. you'll always be part of my life even if youre no longer in it and refuse to text me back. I don't think I'll ever be able to listen to a lil peep song again bc of you. its so hard not to let my mind wander to the moments we has together while driving in your car. I felt safe w you, actually loved and cared for. im dumb for letting my insecurities get in the way. anyways ill be here if you ever wanna fix things, bc a love like this never really fades. thanks for the memories we made I'll forever cherish them and probably compare every new guy in my life to you. you were the first guy I really grew to love and learned to live in the moment with. the effort you put into seeing me was enough to show me that you really cared and I wish I still had time to show you that effort in return. I thought I had time, time to love you more, and now I regret not loving you with all my strength even if it came off as clingy. I decided to give you a chance and im glad I did, I'll always love you bby. even if I only got to be with you a short time I don't regret it, bc id rather love hard for a short time then not love at all.

hiii, if I could go back in time and fix what we had I wouldn't hesitate to do it in a second. i've never felt heartbreak like this. you'll always be part of my life even if youre no longer in it and refuse to text me back. I don't think I'll ever be able to listen to a lil peep song again bc of you. its so hard not to let my mind wander to the moments we has together while driving in your car. I felt safe w you, actually loved and cared for. im dumb for letting my insecurities get in the way. anyways ill be here if you ever wanna fix things, bc a love like this never really fades. thanks for the memories we made I'll forever cherish them and probably compare every new guy in my life to you. you were the first guy I really grew to love and learned to live in the moment with. the effort you put into seeing me was enough to show me that you really cared and I wish I still had time to show you that effort in return. I thought I had time, time to love you more, and now I regret not loving you with all my strength even if it came off as clingy. I decided to give you a chance and im glad I did, I'll always love you bby. even if I only got to be with you a short time I don't regret it, bc id rather love hard for a short time then not love at all.

i hope you don't realize how much love i have for you too late. i'm one in a million baby, don't forget that

every time i feel like things might just work out for us, you find someone else to fill ur void. don't realize the feelings you have for me too late

You were my most painful “almost. I miss you everyday and I hope one day you’ll find your way back to me and we can start all over again. Till then you linger in my mind and I will keep you safe there.

you hurt me. and I hurt you even worst. and i hate myself for it. i love you with my whole heart. im seriously in love with you and it sucks.

I wish I could be with you but there are so many reasons keeping us apart.I want to give u the world, if u would give me a chance

you hurt me so bad. I missed you for the longest time. I would write so many texts but never send them. You really hurt me badly and left me broken. I got over you and was finally doing great until you decided to try and come back. I'm finally letting you go now.

i gave you all of me and you walked away like it was nothing. the difference between our love was that you just said i love you but i had actions to back up those words. i loved you so much john cameron and i still do. more then youll ever know and more then you probably deserve. you broke my heart and still took pieces of it.

We were so bad at communication lol, I'm surprised we got as far as we did. I'd like to apologize, but you seem to be stand off ish about me.

I wish I could tell you how I feel, but I can't. I think about you all the time. I hope you're doing well. I hope the new girl is everything you want

4am, nothingness & thinking of you. 6pm, chaos & thinking only of you.
I think you might be my muse.

I never got to say I love you. Everyone knew it, I did, you definitely did, but for some reason it was 3 words that we never actually said. I loved you for years, you had my heart from the moment we met. You opened up to me about how you felt about me so I trusted you with my heart. You told me I was the girl you saw a future with. But you broke me in ways that I didn’t think was even possible. I cried until I ran out of tears to cry. What hurt me the most was seeing that while I was desperately trying to hold myself together, begging for you to be there for me, you were already occupied being there for another girl. The same girl that I questioned you about time and time again. You told me I was being dramatic and overreacting, at least now I know that I should always trust my gut instinct. What I struggle with the most is that I have 100 reasons to hate you but still I just can’t. I can’t believe I spent so long wondering where I went wrong to make you drop me like you did. I remember so clearly leaving your house that night, puffy eyed and rosy cheeked, trying to compose myself for the car journey home with your dad. Kissing you goodbye knowing that this would be our last kiss. I spent so many nights trying to remember what it felt like to lay my head on your chest and hear your heart beating. So many nights hugging my screwed up blanket wishing that it was you for one last time. I miss you sometimes. I really do. As much as I say I’m over you, and I think I am... but it’s the little things that sting. Although I’m no longer in love with you, I love you cam.

I miss you so much. You’re the light of my life. I know you’re the one. I love you more than you know. -forever & always

you left me behind and I loved you anyway. i hope you got what you wanted since it cost our relationship to get it.

I only wanted you to care about me. For you to show it. And even after what you said, I still love you. And I'd take you back in a heartbeat. My love for you will never vanish even though you've caused tears to stream down my face.

thank you for showing me what young love really is. i miss you more and more everyday, come home soon

You're my best friend in the whole world. Thank you for everything, you are so incredibly special to me.

its you. it always has been, ever since when I told my mom you were my soulmate in 7th grade. I cant wait to fall in love with you everyday

i’m sorry i hurt you . i never meant to . i was caught up in what i thought was love when it wasn’t . you’re my soulmate and friends , gf , enemies , i love you . no matter what. you’re too kind for this world .

Thank you for showing me how it feels to love someone who never loved you the way you thought they did

i really wanted you in my life. i would give you everything. you were my best friend, but you were also the one who got away.

I am sorry for the way I treated you. You treated me bad in a different way. We weren't good for each other. I want you to be happy though.

I really wish you never did that to me. I still regret everything and miss you even though it was all your own doing. You fucked with my head so you would have a distraction from your own shitty feelings and push them onto someone else. You never cared, it was all a game to you. But the difference is that I cared, and a little too much. I don’t love you, I don’t like you really. I miss what could’ve been before you ruined it. It’s taken me a year to understand fully why someone would do this. And the fact is, that you’re not a nice person. You’re selfish, damaging, ego-tistic and honestly a dirtbag. I don’t care about you like I once did.

i really loved yp i thought but then i saw luke and i dont love you but when i see you i wish i could go back to what we had us staying up all night at my house then falling asleep next to one other at 13 i wish you werent they way you are somethimes im sorry i lied but i fucking hate you cunt but i still love you ik i was just another person tho i want to kill you

i finally kissed you sober. you’re in love with me and i’m leaving. i never thought i’d be this person.

just facetime me. im a little awkward but i promise im funny. we can watch a show together, if you’d like (bring ur dog!)

no, i don't want us to be just friends and neither do you, we both know. you're my soulmate, no doubts about it, we should give it a try.

When I met you everything went calm; like driving under a bridge when it’s raining.
It’s been raining A lot since you left.