Unsent messages to MARCOS

I love you a lot I truly think you are my soulmate I wish the universe gets us together

I'm over you, but I'll never get over our memories

u have no idea how much u mean to me

you are the love of my life, even if it is not for my life.

i love that i get to call you mine

We used to be besties now we don’t talk the same. I miss u. ❤️

I will always watch you from afar...

I love everything about you to the way you hum along to songs when you don't know the next lyric to the way you would find out what I like and pretend to like it. But loving you hurts it hurts a lot when you stopped loving me ages ago, i know I wasn't the best girlfriend nor friend but I don't under stand the point of staying in my life, getting my hopes high. but I don't know what I would do if you weren't in my life. I try to get over you by thinking about all the shity things you've done, or by talking to other guys but they aren't the same. you stayed, you never talked about my body none the less sex unless I bought it up. You actually loved me and I didn't care so I'm sorry I'm really sorry Marcos, i love you.

recuerdas el dia que nos casamos de mentira que prometiste que el anillo de dulce en algun punto se hara realidad. bueno aun tengo tu anillo el que me dejaste con tu hermana, aun tengo la carta donde me pedias perdon pero que tu vida era una mierda y que yo solo era tu luz y me duele pensar que si solo ubiera ido un dia antes an estarias con nosotros. Pensar eso me pone triste por que ver a tu madre tirada en el suelo sin poder entrar a tu cuarto , y yo entrar y ver tu cuerpo tirado en la alfombra con las cartas y el anillo en mi carta, no se por que la tuve que leer pero esa carta decia "lamento no poder verte mas supongo que en algun punto de vere en el infierno,y creeme que ami me hubiera encantado casarme contigo cuando seamos grandes poder tenerte como mi esposa y que mis hijos sean tuyos eso era mi sueño pero todo se arruino y perdon"

i wish i could tell you over and over how badly you messed me up. but every time i tried it didn’t end good. fuck you.

i picked red bc that’s ur favorite color:’) but i wish you would have been patient with us.why did you have to leave?u left me at my lowest point in life. u would be the person i’d go to. now, you’re not there so I suffer in silence. anywayss, I love you no matter what and please take care of yourself. you think you’re not worthy of love, but ik u r. I’ve seen it. well ily again and say hi to your mom for me

Joder, e estado enamorada de ti 6 malditos años y nunca lo supiste me fui del cole sin declararme y ns pq tw quería si me tratabas mal :(
Nunca lo supo mis amigas nunca me confense, de verdad date cuenta, pero estoy contenta de no habertelo dicho pq me jodiste mi estado mental, q te jodan

Hay cosas que por separado se nos escapaban pero si nos juntáramos nos podría ir mejor, te echo de menos.

Every time I look in the mirror the memories of you come flashing back. As if you never left...expect you did. wish things could've worked out

Actualmente estamos juntos, y de verdad, te amo.
La vida nos junto por algun motivo.
Espero descubrirlo a tu lado.

i'm sorry for lying to you and for breaking your trust. i want to earn your trust back but it's your choice on whether you want to trust me again or not.

hi i dont have a crush thats kinda sad ig .i hope i find someone who loves me and treat me well .I what to feel loved for the first time to feel like im important to someone

i am not sure what we even are, youll go hours without talking to me, sometimes days, come back spend time get what you want and then become frustrated again, i am just tired of feeling so useless, so much pain is living in my heart, my lungs are collapsing, and i feel so afraid of what will happen between us, because I do truly LOVE you.... is my love even enough for you?

De verdad me quieres? Te importo o solo me estás utilizando? Me gustaría que tuvieras el mismo interés que tengo yo por ti que tú por mí...
Ya no sé qué pensar

Se que algún día descubrirás esta pagina y leras este mensaje y solo quiero decirte que nunca te deje de querer y el dejarte realmente no fue por que perdí el interés, fue por las inseguridades que tenia y por que no te quería dañar pero al final te termine alejando de mi, perdón.

Sigo esperando tu mensaje cada vez que llueve. Debería superarlo, ya han pasado 2 años. Es más difícil de lo que pensaba.

ive dated others but when it came to u, i fell so inlove like no other so i consider u my first true love, i still think about u and hope u come back but ur dating someone else now.. i hope they treat u good, i hope that they kiss ur emotional scars, i hope they shower you with love, i hope she comforts u when ur parents are fighting, i hope she tells you that ur better than enough, i hope she makes u feel like ur the only one, i hope she loves u with her whole heart, i hope she likes anime, i hope shes willing to learn and experement new things with u... just like i did... was i not good enough?

I really miss you. Like a lot, I cry about it every day even though I know you could care less about me which makes it hurt even worse.

I love you like nobody else, and you only play with me, with my feelings, despite knowing what I felt and that I was fragile, you don't care ?. And the but it is that even if, still getting fucked many things, YOU STILL MATTER TO ME AS THE FIRST FUCKING DAY WE MEET. There I realized that you were my true love.And where did I realize that we would never be together ? ...

im sorry things didnt work between us. thank you for taking care of me always and for trying to understand me. You will always have a piece of my heart. ill always be here for u, no matter where we are. Im sorry and i Love u

If I'd known it was going to have so much money five years ago, I'd still have fallen in love with you.

I regret not liking you back when you told me you liked me. We were kids but I still think about it to this day. I should’ve picked you and not him. Now when I look at you all I can ever think is how I let you walk away. P.S. I still have the necklace

I’ve tried reaching out to you and saving our friendship but you always make me feel like such a fool. I don’t even know why I keep chasing after you, you obviosuly have let it go and replaced me already. I can’t help but think that you meant so much more to me, I really thought my kids would call you uncle someday. I hope I can have a friendship like ours again one day because I really did cherish it so much. I just wish you let me have my closure and I regret putting you in the middle, I didn’t think I would be breaking up with two people that day...goodluck with everything.

your my first love , i didn’t believe in first love but then i met you , the vibe i got from you can’t be replace , we no longer speak and are on bad terms , but you will always be the guy i want

you’re in chattanooga and i am here. why do you care about the girl you left behind a year and a half ago?

There’s so much to say, I guess I wish I was enough for you. I wish you saw me the way I saw you but after months of trying I decided to give up it’s hard to say goodbye cause the thought of your hand on my cheek gives me butterflies I wish you felt the same. I know you’ll never see this but I’m still happy you came into my life we’ll always have our late nights together.

love, dummy, babe, dumbass,
this time we both cried when we said goodbye. must have said 'i love you' 10x. maybe nothing was ever broken. or it still is. or it was fixed. idk. but you're my first love - nothing can change that. a selfish part of me wishes you never had to leave.

I still miss you everyday and it’s been 4 years since I last saw you. I am in love with you and I still hope that even years from now we will meet again and be together