Unsent messages to MARCO

how are you? i hope you are doing fine.

after summer i don't think im seeing you again , i hate it

It’s all over, we can’t do anything to fix it up. It’s done.

don’t ever leave me :(

I wait for you everyday

i really miss you. i hope you miss me too

you were so harsh to me, and apologized way too late.

do you like turtles?

I’m sorry. I felt like I was losing u.

I’m sorry for everything that had happened. I love you! Always.

please just try to understand me. im begging

i dony think im gonna ever stop liking you. 7 months

hope you realize what you lost

i like you ;o

i wish we were still friends

you gave up too easily rocky

I like you

i cant have this relationship with you , its starting to hurt

Even if I can't see you, a part of you will always be with me.

please don't leave.

I learn to keep myself busy, but when I pause I think of you

i pray everynight for you to feel the same way

why not me?

Sometimes I think about what we could've been before this all went downhill, then I remember that some things aren't meant to be.

Nostalgia
Las palabras se las lleva el viento, como a mi futuro
Escribiendo mis miserias en ese papel en blanco
Transparente como el agua para casi todo el mundo
Sentimientos que fraguan y se hunden muy profundo
Esta es una marea de sentimientos atípicos
Oír notas de piano siempre me mantiene en calma
Es hora de quitarle la máscara a nuestra alma
Y ahora sé que el tiempo es un cabrón
Pues no perdona ni se detiene con ninguna acción
Siempre me ha repetido que todo es culpa mía
Todo va mal conmigo y lo asumía
No soy feliz y lloró, porque no estás tú
Me hace falta un abrazo tuyo para salir a la luz
Pero te marchaste, ya no te encuentro
Sólo quiero verte una vez más
Volver a sentir que nada va a salir mal
Tan sólo quedan recuerdos que cruzan por mi mente
Si el tiempo pasa, no sé cómo superaré
El haber perdido todo ayer
Encontrándome sola delante del espejo
Sin ti a mi lado, sólo noto mis complejos
Tardes jugando juntos, inigualables
Sintiéndome feliz aunque fuese en un par de tardes
Mataría por vivir un momento más a tu lado
Yo sé que es algo disparatado
Sin duda todo se a
fulminado
Regresar al pasado y haber aprovechado
Cada maldito segundo, es lo que he soñado
Pero ahora es difícil, sólo quedan recuerdos
No puedo pasar página por mucho que haga el esfuerzo
El tiempo es un cabrón y nunca se detiene
Tengo que seguir caminando, aunque siempre duele
Todo se fue a la mierda, y tome decisiones incorrectas
Joder no soy feliz, qué hago aquí?
No encuentro mi sitio
Sólo soy un bicho raro que añora el pasado.

I’m glad to say the chapter of my life where you were ever so prominent is finally closed, but for you I’ll always keep a bookmark.

Fuiste una persona muy importante para mi, se que te hice mucho daño, pienso que en la relación ninguno de los dos fue claro en lo que cada quien quería, vivimos lejos del uno al otro, ninguno de los dos se enamoro y eso me duele pensarlo por que yo quería que funcionara, yo por mi parte no di todo de mi para intentarlo, me canse de saber que a ti te interesaban mas chicas y no solo yo, nunca me explicaste lo que sentías por mi, a lo que yo tenia que deducir pero eso no me bastaba, no me hare la inocente por que se que igual yo no fui clara en lo que yo quería contigo, y siempre fui sincera contigo diciendo que yo era una persona muy dificil y que es insegura, inestable. Me gustaba la amistad que teniamos, nos llevabamos perfectamente como amigos, pero yo la regue cundo te dije que me atraias cuando si, en su momento fue asi, pero nunca me enamore de ti, nunca estuve envuelta por ti, solo me gustaba tu compañia, pero lo peor es que era antes por que ahora no te necesito, ya no espero por ti, no me alegras el dia como antes, me aburri de ti. Ya no te extraño, estoy bien sin ti, ya no te pienso como antes. Solo queria el deseo de poder conocernos en persona, y ese sigue en pie, solo que ya no te quiero como mi pareja, te quiero como un amigo, un conocido.

i miss you more than you could even imagine. i wish i could have told u that i wanted u when i had the chance. I'm sorry i was such an insecure idiot and messed it up. you would have been so good to me.

me duele demasiado que las cosas hayan terminado así, tenia tantas esperanzas de que volvieras a mi porque suponia que tu tambien lo querías, me duele algunas actitudes que tomaste conmigo y quisiera que me dijeras la verdad de lo que sentiste hacía a mi, te ame como nunca imagine amar a alguien y siento que lo seguiré haciendo para siempre sin duda fuiste la única persona que supo tocar mi corazón, espero que estes bien con ella y que te quiera mas de lo que yo lo hice, este contigo en tus mejores y peores dias, te apoye en tus sueños esos que me contaste pero mas que nada te ayude y te hable cada que tengas miedo cuando llegue tu ansiedad, me duele saber que solo fuiste una persona pasajera cuando yo te quería conmigo toda la vida pero aveces los planes no se dan, y por ultimo quisiera que un dia me hablaras aunque fuera para arreglar las cosas que hasta ahora siento se quedaron a medias, te amo infinito tonto

ur so so perfect and i wish u could see that. u actually light up my day and i love u so much asshole

Bueno...Quiero Decirte Q Aún Te Extraño,Se Q No Fui De Lo Muy Segura Y Linda Contigo Pero En Verdad Te Quiero Y No Se Lo Q Hice Mal Para Q Me Cambiarás X Otra Persona,No Se Xq Antes El Mírarte A Los Ojos Me Daba Tranquilidad Y Sentía Esa Conexión Entre Los Dos...Y Ahora Ya No Lo Puedo Hacer Ni Si Quiero Tengo El Valor De Hablarte.

Remember Celeste, always remember Celeste. My half and my mirror, I can only see myself marrying you.

Hi dumb, I still love you 4ever and always and I really fucking wish we didn't let things get as fucked as they did

I've done of these for you before, but scrolling through the many Marco's on here I can't seem to find it.

I miss you so much. It's been so long since we've spoken. I've reached out again, and I'm waiting to hear back from you. I'm so infatuated with you and I don't know why.

I don't want to let go of my claim on you. I want you so bad. I miss you Marco.

i miss the old us. i don‘t know what happened to us but sometimes I rlly miss u. my heart is burning but i try to stay cool but the fact, that i wasn‘t good enough as her hurts like hell

When you stand on the grass and the sun casts paintings on your skin, sometimes I dare to hope you'll love me

I really liked you..I don’t know if I do anymore but I know deep down I still do. I don’t know your feelings towards anyone and I wished I did. So here I am, saying what could never be said. I fucking like you and I wish I didn’t.

I love you. I absolutely adore you and I will never have the courage to tell you how much u mean to me. I’m scared of losing you

i’m missing u a little tonight. things are going great for me and i feel like i can breathe for once. i don’t want to talk to u, but i miss u no matter what. let’s both look forward to what life has in store for us. i’ll always love u stinky, more than all the stars.

i hate that our friendship wasn’t strong enough for love and i hate who you have become because i miss you

Im not gonna pretend like im perfect. Im far from it. but i di dgive you my all. I loved you with all my heart genuinely. Im sorry i was insecure and im sorry i hurt you, by being hurt by your actions. It sucks yk because i can still say every part of my mind and heart loves you. I miss our late night talks, I miss playing games together or how safe it felt when you were over. I miss watching shows and movies together. I miss laughing until my stomach hurt and our little tickle fights. I miss teaming up to mess with my sister. I miss naps with the cats. I miss us and how good we were before I knew. I wish you never did what you did but i cant blame you. If i were you i would choose them over me too. I just miss how i felt worth it for once. I miss thinking i was someones first choice even though i wasnt yours

You see my biggest fear was that you would have came back when I was over you, and you did I was happy and you came back, but after wanting you for a year I realized you only came back when you are at you lowest, but you weren’t there all this time I needed you. Now you can die??

I loved you and u didn’t care u used me out of boredom it was so obvious but I pretended not to see because I wanted you that bad now I regret that,but now YOU want me Me Not a chance
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I'm sorry I pushed you away. I know I should be happy for you and her but it makes me sad. I don't think she loves you.

I no longer miss you. Even after everything you did I have to admit that I missed the feeling I felt when I was with you. But now I longer miss you. I no longer need you to be happy. You ruined me and broke me down to nothing and it was so hard to pick myself back up after you. I struggled for so long, looking for someone to help me up. But you made me realize that I don't need anyone to pick me up. I got myself. You needed me. Needed me to be happy, for money, for attention, to do basic human things. I finally escaped from you and I'm happier than I can ever remember. I do not miss you anymore. You keep saying you love me, but when you say it, it doesn't feel the same anymore. It just feels like empty words. I fell in love with my best friend and I shared a lot of firsts with you, but you're only proof that you can't fix things that have been broken. You weren't my soulmate and that's okay. But please let me go so I can be happy. After everything you've done, just do this one good thing for me. Let me go.

My friend’s dislike you, and I’m keeping myself in denial. But I still wanna be with you. I love you so much it hurts.

Maybe in another dimension, with tiny differences we would of worked out. But not in this life time. We were so close.

i miss all the times we had together. you were really my person and i still care about you and it sucks because you really did break me. but i became a better and more grown person because of you and i appreciate that. i wish we could’ve ended on a better note, i’ll always be here for you.

You call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest and now I'm just a crumpled up piece of paper lying here

Loving you was red
But loosing you was blue like I never know
What color should I associate with you then?