Unsent Messages

I no longer miss you. Even after everything you did I have to admit that I missed the feeling I felt when I was with you. But now I longer miss you. I no longer need you to be happy. You ruined me and broke me down to nothing and it was so hard to pick myself back up after you. I struggled for so long, looking for someone to help me up. But you made me realize that I don't need anyone to pick me up. I got myself. You needed me. Needed me to be happy, for money, for attention, to do basic human things. I finally escaped from you and I'm happier than I can ever remember. I do not miss you anymore. You keep saying you love me, but when you say it, it doesn't feel the same anymore. It just feels like empty words. I fell in love with my best friend and I shared a lot of firsts with you, but you're only proof that you can't fix things that have been broken. You weren't my soulmate and that's okay. But please let me go so I can be happy. After everything you've done, just do this one good thing for me. Let me go.