Unsent messages to MADELINE
From: ABC
To: madeline
you always liked to read your name on these, so here's one: it hurts so much, missing you. sometimes i forget that you're gone. i'm afraid that it's going to feel like this forever.
From: ABC
To: madeline
why do you dump me for new friends every couple years? i wish so bad you would just leave me for good. it hurts so much i spent months depressed because of you. i want to hate you so much but we're so alike. i hate it. i hate it. please find new friends and stop this cycle
From: ABC
To: madeline
i’ll never understand why you went out of your way so often to make me feel special just so you could leave without telling me. and then be upset when you came back and everything changed. i never felt more ashamed or embarassed of myself than when i was your friend.
From: ABC
To: madeline
You pretended that I was a terrible person just so you could have a reason to hate me. But in reality, you couldn’t give a flying fuck about me while I was the only one who ran the extra mile for you when no one else would. Deep down inside you know I was the greatest thing to ever happen in your life.
From: ABC
To: madeline
thank you for helping me through the toughest times of my life. im sorry for cutting you off, its still too much and i hope you know how much i appreciate you.
From: ABC
To: madeline
you were everything lovely.
you taught me love is real in all the ways i thought it wasn’t.
i wish you would have stayed.
From: ABC
To: madeline
Hi Madeline this is Vika and I just want to let you know that I will always love and appreciate you even if we’re no longer friends. I appreciate everything you have done for me and how you made my life better in so many ways, you’re someone I’d really consider a best best friend. *Runs away and shits on the floor cutely*
From: ABC
To: madeline
yeah because IM the psychotic bitch now? ur one to talk freak. maybe if u didnt talk shit about other people behind their back or have crushes on ur "best friends" boyfriends, then maybe id still talk to u. ur lucky im not a snitch or u wouldve gotten ur ass beaten a long time ago. but yeah "xoxo".
From: ABC
To: madeline
You deserve the love you always tried to give. You deserve to be with someone who will make you feel like the most amazing person they’ll ever know.
From: ABC
To: madeline
It think it’s almost one year that we didn’t talk. Do you still listening the songs that I suggested to you? Bcs I can’t listen especially the one song that played every time while we were having fun. And I know I had the best taste in music :)
From: ABC
To: madeline
i wish i could relax enough to be someone you would like. i think i could, if i really tried.
From: ABC
To: madeline
i still dont let anybody use that nickname you used for me
From: ABC
To: madeline
I loved you. I can still picture your smile when I close my eyes. I miss you. But you left.
From: ABC
To: madeline
Madeline here. Idk who has been writing me. if you loved me, tell me.
From: ABC
To: madeline
I miss you so badly. But not as badly as you hurt me. Have a happy life.
From: ABC
To: madeline
i still believe that we are soulmates, i think you know that deep down too.
From: ABC
To: madeline
maybe we were never meant to be, but i’m happy i had you while i could !! i hope u stick around
From: ABC
To: madeline
I’m happy you go by the name i used to call you. i miss you too, xoxo
From: ABC
To: madeline
mads I'm attached and it's weird because I never felt this way about anyone before.
From: ABC
To: madeline
hope school is going well & youre safe.I miss you & hope we can make it work one day.I love you- ????
From: ABC
To: madeline
i still think about you every day and it’s been almost 4 years. the only girl i’ve ever loved.
From: ABC
To: madeline
I've never hated someone that I loved so quickly. You aren't who I thought you were
From: ABC
To: madeline
i think about you every minute of the day. i see you in everything, everywhere :))
From: ABC
To: madeline
I love you. You can tell me everything. I’ll love you forever
From: ABC
To: madeline
I wonder if you are still waiting on an apology, sometimes I want one from you.
From: ABC
To: madeline
i miss you/us sweet girl. i hope you reach out, like i said you won’t get blocked. can we try again?
From: ABC
To: madeline
You'll always be my best friend, but I can't keep living history and pretending it's the present
From: ABC
To: madeline
I wish you'd have told me I made you uncomfortable before you broke up with me. I still love you.
From: ABC
To: madeline
i wish i had the strength to be your friend again but i'm too much of a coward. love always.
From: ABC
To: madeline
i never would have said it if i’d known. i wish you wouldve told me. but i’m sure you’d say the same
From: ABC
To: madeline
as im typing this we are still together. i love you so much and i want to spend my life with you
From: ABC
To: madeline
You were the only person I ever felt comfortable being myself around. I can’t thank you enough.
From: ABC
To: madeline
I did love you with all of my heart. I’m clean now, but it breaks my heart I couldn’t be back then.
From: ABC
To: madeline
did you even mean what you wrote on that postcard when we graduated?
From: ABC
To: madeline
I miss you. I am still in love with only you. Why don’t you love me?
From: ABC
To: madeline
i bite my tongue whenever i see you! i used to know you inside out
From: ABC
To: madeline
I’ll always remember our week in Cali. That was the happiest time of my life
From: ABC
To: madeline
I still find myself looking at you longingly—something I know I shouldn't.
But I still do.
From: ABC
To: madeline
I miss your goofy self you really brought out what I look for in someone promise I’ll respect them
From: ABC
To: madeline
i still think ab us. ik it’s not the right time for us but it hurts that u left. i love you always.
From: ABC
To: madeline
I don’t know if we should try again. I’m feeling confused, maybe we should talk about it?
From: ABC
To: madeline
you said you cant do a relationship because you cant provide, but is it bad that im okay with that?
