You made me hate myself, it felt like I was stuck in tight chains. Yet I loved you and wanted to keep you all to myself. I was the one holding the painful chains that you brought to me.

i wish there was a way i could go without breaking your heart. i want to be with you forever but i can’t keep on living

What’s up Meg, just an update, don’t want to keep you waiting or anything, just waiting for the right moment so I can pour everything that I’m feeling out into words the best I can. Until then just keep sitting pretty :)

I am so thankful to have you in my life. I love the time that we spend together and I am so glad we met. Love you baby.

you are so wonderful. i don’t know what to do, because you’re so pure and innocent and i’m so fucked up and dark. but you light me up in a way i didn’t think i could be lit up again, and i thank you for that. i’m sorry for my dark and twisty, i hope i don’t turn you dark and twisty. i adore you meggy and i hope i’m enough

I fucking miss you so fucking much. I miss seeing you, I miss our conversations. I miss our friendship. I still love you, you were my best friend. I am thankful that you were my best friend. Call me sometimes, you have my number. Thanks for everything. Thank you for helping me stay alive. There are so many things I wanna tell you.

i wish we could try again but i think its best if we move on. i will never forget you. i will love you forever.

You may think I don’t care or even that you are unworthy but a part of me will always love you no matter what and I hope you realise I will always be here no matter what happens. If you went into hospital I’d be one of the first people to cone and sit by your side praying you are alright. It just sucks you don’t do the same for me :)

You might’ve been the one. I kept trying... I’m happy we don’t talk anymore. Maybe it will pass. Ladybugs bring me down

I am so sorry, every day I want to text you, but you deserve better than me, you are the kindest person I've ever met. I wish I told you that more.

u have beautiful hair and when u turned around to look at me i wanted to kiss u and ik u would make it all better

I hope you still read these. I told my dad about you. He said he was always rooting for us. imy bug

I think the memory of you is going to haunt me forever

I’m sorry. I hope you’re doing well.

I know you still read these, you should know I really am sorry for everything, I wish you well.

I love you, even with the growing distance that'll come. I feel our story isn't over yet.

i still see you shaking your head at me when I asked if you loved me anymore. I still do, I’m sorry

My neighbor is blasting Taylor Swift all night and you would have found that really funny.

I’m afraid I love you .

i wish you knew that i appreciate you so much

I hate your girlfriend but I know you love her and I love you so I will never say anything.

I saw all the notes.
I know they were about me.

i miss you

I miss our friendship. I'm sorry I ruined everything. Thanks for getting me hooked on Taylor Swift.

I hate that you weren't mad at me,that you didn't talk sh*t on me, and I'm mad you sent that text

it’s too early to tell you that i love you but i want to more than anything

My soulmate, I miss you day in, and day out. I hope we find our way back to each other. I love you

thank you for giving me a future to look forwards to when i used to never want one

You truly are my sister. I love you

thank you for adventuring through life with me. ily.

thank you for adventuring through life with me

YOU LOOK LIKE A BABY GIRAFFE BEAUTIFUL <33

i miss you so much. do you miss me like i miss you? i just want it to be like how it was before

you were my first love and i think you’ll be my last. i can’t love anyone like i love you

i love you so much my sweet girl. no one gets me quite like you do

Goodnight and good morning, my darling.

I'm letting go, moving on, burning the bridges. I know you won't come back. I don't blame you.

I hope you’re still alive. You left a big impact on me. I hope you found a place you belong.

I hope you find everything you've been searching for. I just want you to be happy.

I'll wait forever if I have to. There's no one like you

I forever wanna be your friend, through thick and thin. I’ll always love you. Hehe

I miss when I was your first choice. What happened?

I need you more than want you, and I don’t know why you hung up, but I’m still on the line

orange is your fav color. i miss you but you were so cruel to me in the end. i don’t know what to do

I shouldn't have treated you the way I did. You were too young to be hated so much. I love you.

in the end, it’s you and me. i will be waiting for you always megs <3 i love you too much

purple was always your favorite color. i hate how we ended but i can’t change it now. i’m sorry

If everything had to happen again I wouldn’t change anything

I’ll never see you as a bad person. I choose to remember the softy you showed me for a short time.

You were my best friend & did the most damage. I wish I would have seen it sooner.