Saying goodbye to you hurt way more than i expected but maybe it was what i needed to move on ?
Ps it hasn't helped much, i just miss seeing you around.

I wrote this and didn't have the courage to send you the actual text so I'm just going to leave it here instead. I don't think you really want to hear from me ever again anyway.

"Hi -- I just wanted to say, I got in a place recently where I hurt myself, and I wanted to tell you that I'm so, so sorry for responding the way I did when we were together, when you were the one struggling. I don't know if you'll ever want to be my friend again, but I remembered everything tonight and I just needed to say this to you, I'm so sorry. What I did wasn't fair to you or okay. I hope you're doing alright now, and that one day you might forgive me for this. I found out for myself recently what that must have felt like. It's horrible. I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry.

oh wow came here to find it well i found it AND I CRINGED SO BADLY i hope you do find it imma do another one :)

I love my kiddo sm and I wish I could just be something for her yk like a shoulder to cry on or someone to just talk to about her feelings and life cause I really do love her sm I just wanna be with her

My kiddo
My love
My everything
My one and only
My dream
My wish
My best
I love u so freaking much

I care for u and I worry for u sm that I don't even have the energy to do so for myself but idc cause all the caring and worrying for u is worth it as long as I can do something to make u happy

im crying ur so sweet :) guess what UNO REVERSE CARD BLOCK i love you so much kiddo idk how to explain it to u

can i have your hoodie please im cold and i need to cuddle with something to fall asleep with baring luna :)

I wish I could be a better sister to you but you find me annoying. The other day you told me to go kill myself and trust me I really want to but I know it would make mum sad. I really want you to be happy and I cry a lot when I see you upset. I know your friends are assholes and I wish people could see the real you rather than the one they push you to be.

sorry if you ever read the things i wrote on here and cringe. i didn't realize it'd be this hard to move on.

i wish we had progressed the first time, then maybe the second time and you leaving would have never happened. i miss u but ur not good for me

I regret not asking you to speak, not explaining myself better. I miss you

I wish we could be friends. I really, really loved you.

I forgive you. Be king and good to yourself. Be good to him. Be good to others.

I thought I saw you today, passing by my house with your car. What I would give to see you again