From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: February 16, 2024, 10:01 pm UTC
i thought that meant we were ok. not friends, just ok with eachother.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: February 13, 2024, 6:23 pm UTC
I still dream about you and miss falling asleep on call with you
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: February 2, 2024, 4:44 am UTC
Hopefully we’ll be brought back together to try again one day.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 31, 2024, 10:05 pm UTC
I wish we would have met under different circumstances and I'm sorry that I messed it up.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 31, 2024, 4:53 am UTC
babygirl i'm still day dreamin' about you. wish we could have met at a better time.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 31, 2024, 3:48 am UTC
One day I hope you read this and know I considered you my first real love, I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: December 28, 2023, 7:16 pm UTC
I love you so much you don’t even know how much you saved me. I love you
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: November 11, 2023, 12:16 am UTC
I wish u knew who I was. And if u did u would love me back
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: October 31, 2023, 7:41 am UTC
I don’t get why you had to leave me like that, I know you didn’t like me like I love you.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: October 30, 2023, 6:29 pm UTC
Kiss me <3
I’ve liked you for so long and am so happy to know you like me.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: October 30, 2023, 2:26 am UTC
I know you hate me I wish things could’ve gone differently. The universe has its ways
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: October 25, 2023, 2:51 am UTC
You made it so easy to smile, even when your with someone else I’d do anything to protect yours.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: October 24, 2023, 5:12 am UTC
I wish you would’ve picked me instead. I would give you body and soul at the call.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: October 15, 2023, 4:40 am UTC
i wish you could see yourself the way i see you. maybe then you wouldn’t suffer.i love you endlessly
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: October 14, 2023, 6:59 am UTC
I still miss you over a year later, I wish you had given me some closure
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: October 13, 2023, 1:55 pm UTC
your the best thing that ever happened to me, please never forget that
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: October 2, 2023, 8:20 pm UTC
I really wish you all the happiness… you truly were the best. Maybe in another life we’ll meet again
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: September 30, 2023, 6:24 pm UTC
I think we're soulmates; I wish we had better timing.I miss you and I still listen to our playlist.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: September 29, 2023, 4:21 am UTC
In case u don't know, I love you so much. You will be always in my prayers.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: September 26, 2023, 2:12 am UTC
I don't think I even hate you. I'm just disappointed. You let me down when I needed you the most.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: September 26, 2023, 2:09 am UTC
It's been five years since we last spoke. I'm in college now. And I never stopped writing about you
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: September 10, 2023, 6:36 am UTC
I don’t get why I still think about you
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: August 6, 2023, 12:30 am UTC
i wish you loved me as much as i love you, even right now.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:21 am UTC
today i came out to someone as nonbinary for the first time; i'm just hoping you might read this and be proud of me
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:34 am UTC
I love playing chess with you. Every time we play I fall more and more in love with you. You're my endgame. You know I suck at endgames, I'm more of an opening person.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:10 pm UTC
I guess I just don't understand why you said you wanted to hang out again and then don't respond. Kind of wack and pretty shitty of you if you ask me.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:25 am UTC
You were my first love. Stolen glances and secret flirting for 6 years. You weren’t brave enough to commit
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:25 am UTC
You were my first love. Stolen glances and secret flirting for 6 years. You weren’t brave enough to commit
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:55 pm UTC
i'm sorry that i love you because i still don't feel like i'm good enough for what you deserve (everything) and, yet, i still hope
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 5, 2021, 5:11 am UTC
i long for the day we finally meet face to face. you have brought me so much happiness, i love you truly.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:37 am UTC
i'm still hoping there's the us in the future just like we talked about all those years ago - did you let go or are you still holding on too?
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:44 am UTC
yeah i had a crush on you for like 4 months and part of me still gets jealous when you talk about other ppl and i dont like it bc im in a relationship.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:27 pm UTC
I've never understood why you always appeared into my life you really confused me at that, but what I do know was that I laughed and had great memories with you before you moved away - :)
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: December 31, 2020, 9:58 am UTC
i'm still awake, sitting here listening to taylor swift because i know i can live without you but i just don't want to
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: December 18, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
it’s been years and i’ll never text you first. out of spite and because i don’t really want to talk to you and give you an opportunity to gaslight me. but i’m not a pushover, and i never was.
i deserved so much better, first from him, and then from you. i deserved so much fucking better. and the worst part is that you fucking KNEW i deserved better and you were too fucking selfish to give it to me. you don’t even know how much hell you put me through. i’ve finally healed. i finally have peace. but i needed to say this. FUCK you. fuck you for what you put me through. i did not deserve that.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: December 18, 2020, 1:47 am UTC
hey, it's me again. do you still think of a future where we're together or is that long gone? say hi to the moon for me regardless
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: December 10, 2020, 3:12 am UTC
Hi, babe, I don't think you are in pages like this one, but te quiero very much and I love having met you, I find things I like about you that I hadn't thought about and I learn a lot from you, espero que todo siga asà de bien y sé que irá mucho mejor, bb KASASJ spanglish
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
i miss you so much. you didnt deserve to go the way you did, but i hope you are at peace. rest now. you finished your job here.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: December 3, 2020, 11:22 am UTC
why you gotta say all those cute things and do all those cute things but remind me that you wouldn’t date me... cmon
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: November 26, 2020, 6:29 am UTC
i miss you more than i possibly know how to say and that terrifies me - do you think of me the same way?
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: November 20, 2020, 6:00 pm UTC
would you kiss me on spaceship earth again? i dreamt about it last night; miss you with everything in me
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: November 16, 2020, 3:22 pm UTC
i'm not sure it'll ever be me you choose (why would you?) and i don't think i'll ever be fully okay with that; i love you
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: November 14, 2020, 12:57 pm UTC
I read the letter you made for me in our 1st anniversary everyday, it hurts the way we thought we would be together till the end, I guess we would never go back again, darling, nobody said that it would last forever, that doesn't mean we didn't try, to get there :(
love always, NHNC.
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: November 12, 2020, 2:23 am UTC
11/11: the date reminded me of you every time i looked at it; do you still want our chance at everything?
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: November 10, 2020, 9:47 pm UTC
if we can still try my future is yours and i think it always will be. watched the moon last night, miss you
From: ABC
To: Mac
Date: November 2, 2020, 2:27 am UTC
i love you more than anything but rn is starting to not feel the same. i'm afraid of the future with you.