it’s been years and i’ll never text you first. out of spite and because i don’t really want to talk to you and give you an opportunity to gaslight me. but i’m not a pushover, and i never was.
i deserved so much better, first from him, and then from you. i deserved so much fucking better. and the worst part is that you fucking KNEW i deserved better and you were too fucking selfish to give it to me. you don’t even know how much hell you put me through. i’ve finally healed. i finally have peace. but i needed to say this. FUCK you. fuck you for what you put me through. i did not deserve that.