Unsent messages to LUIS

I miss you so much. I wish you just listened to how I feel when i expressed them. I wish I put in more time for you. You need to make up your mind, it’s either you want me or don’t. You block me on everything and unblock me the next few days. Once I block you on one social, you come running back and wanting me back and give me so much love but then the next day...you act like nothing happened. Stop confusing me. I want you back but you need to mature. I love you.

i still went back to you even after you ghosted me for 3yrs and came back as if nothing happened...& i'll do it again bc when we hung out it all felt like a fever dream..

You called me a sunshine and told me that life will always treat me good, and here I am; dim and lost, because I’m without you.

i might have let you go but im still deeply in love with you. I just hope she can give you what i couldnt.

u were my middle school crush. maybe things would have been different if i had told you back then... i guess i´ll never know

why couldn’t you just love me the way you said you loved me? your energy changed so much, you were geeked when you didn’t have me & then when you got me you threw me away as if I didn’t really matter. I really hate the way you are right now, but I’ve came to realize that you’re not on my level yet & who knows you’ll prolly not get there. I wish you nothing but good in life, much love

Hey I miss you we haven't talked since my birthday and I hate that thats how it is now I think about you everyday and I just hope for the best when it comes to you just know I love and miss you

Ha pasado mucho tiempo, me gustaría que supieras algunas cosas que nunca te dije, creo que la primera vez que me enamoré de alguien, fue de ti, te quise más de lo que imaginas, siempre en cada momento pensaba en ti, nunca logre olvidarte por más que lo intentaba, tu recuerdo siempre volvía a mi, muchas veces intentaba encontrarte en otras personas pero nunca lo lograba, nadie me hacía sentir como tú, en estos momentos que no hablamos y si es que en algún momento llegas a leer esto, me gustaría saber que estás muy bien! También decirte que siento que nos conocimos en un momento complicado, espero que más adelante nos volvamos a ver, nunca te olvidaré, estoy segura de eso...

I never thought I could feel this way about someone. Please don't leave me again. I don't think I could make it through that again. You're the loml.

Espero que consigas todo lo que te propongas y encuentres a alguien con quien puedas ser realmente feliz. Y aunque no lo veas ahora, nunca me vas a perder, pase lo que pase estoy aquí

I’m falling for you and I can’t stop. I wish I could but I just can’t and it sucks bc you could leave if you wanted to. Although, I hope you don’t bc we’re worth it.

Nuca me arrepentiré de conocerte y apesar de que terminamos por culpa de nuestras familias aún te amo y se que es mutuo , ambos teníamos planes y se que en algún momento los cumpliremos , recuerda siempre que te amo❤️❤️,te extraño .

te dejo la parte más rota de mi, la que siempre te puso delante de todos y espero que no me la regreses nunca.

adiós

I knew you were toxic after the first time. And still you broke my heart more times than what I can count. FYI I would let you do it again.

I wish you knew the way you made
me feel how you hurt me but I guess that’s something you would never understand

I love you more than anything in the whole world but nows not the right time. its killing me but its true. Your the first person I've truly been in love with and I wish it would have worked out but we don't always get what we want.

I and all my other friends fucking hate you for what you did to MY BFF, you little piece of shit. Go die in ass and fuck yourself. ALONE. You honestly don't deserve anyone or anything.

Perdón porque no te demostré en verdad quien soy, y que por más que quedemos en vernos en el futuro nunca va a pasar. Te amo

Perdón porque no te demostré en verdad quien soy, y que por más que quedemos en vernos en el futuro nunca va a pasar. Te amo

Even tho it’s been years, I still think about you. I read love stories and watch romance movies..and your the first person who comes to mind...maybe in the future we will meet again and fall in love. For now, I have to fix what you broke.

I thought that with time I wouldn’t think about you as much but I was wrong it’s been 5 months and I still think about you every single day.

I'm sorry that I couldn't keep you by my side. I hope someone else makes you happy now.
If I could, I'd change everything.

You will never know that for Christmas 2019 I was planning on gifting you a plane ticket to go visit your grandparents because I knew how much you missed them.

im broken n hurt from you but yet im still falling for you.. why do you have to do me like this. its not fair that i have to feel like this bc of you and i can’t stop. i’m letting myself get hurt and hurt and it doesn’t stop i just want to know why me.. •

Idk why I always want it to be you. I want to actually have something work out. But you clearly don’t, I know we’ve never been anything serious but it still hurts. I wanna be good enough for you which makes me feel like sh!t. Even through everything I wish you nothing but the best, and I just really wish I hadn’t fallen cause now I don’t think I can even look at you as just a friend. But it makes me feel so stupid cause once again we weren’t anything. But hey if you happen to read this. Just know you probs know who wrote it..lol hi. Anyways I’ll see you around bud. I miss you

Why did you have to go back to her? I know I hurt you first but we would still be friends if it weren’t for her. I miss you and I just want my best friend back. Also you guys seem so toxic I don’t want you to get hurt again you don’t deserve it. I love you but this fucking sucks

I miss you so much but you seem so much happier with her and that makes me happy. Take care my faded memory

You fucked me over, made me want to give up, I have you everything I could. The least you could have done was given me closure, I’m the one who lost the most

As I’m typing this you and I are about to have our 11th month! I love you so much my sweet bb’s. I really hope we stay together forever. You love me like no other and I truly feel loved by you. Even if we do breakup you will always have that special place in my heart.
Mush

The bottle of wine you told me we’ll drink together.
Sometimes I’m wondering who you’ve already drunk it with..

I know you told me I deserve the world. But I just wanted you. I know you’re not ready. But I can wait.

thanks for breaking my heart and making me feel like shit for 3 years...i think i still have feelings 4u