Unsent messages to LUCY

I am so sorry for everything I’ve done to you and I hope I can make things better in the future I let my immaturity in the past affect us and I’m so sorry, I just need a chance to show you that I am serious about this working and to show you im serious about our future I love you and I mean everything I say to you about how much you mean to me

thank you for noticing my mental health slipping when no one else did. i'm sorry for making you worry about me. i should be a better friend to you.

I wish we got the chance to be in love. I messed that up and can’t stop thinking about what could’ve been.

I wish we got the chance to be in love. I messed that up and can’t stop thinking about what could’ve been.

i miss being your best friend. im sorry people ruined it for us because u were my twin flame. u still are even if I'm not yours. i love you. i hope one day we can go back to what our friendship was. thanks for the best summer

I miss you desperately. My soul has a hole in it. I would do anything for you to text me again. I wish there was something I could do to fix this I NEED to fix this I need you in my life- ...Whatever I did to make you stop loving me. I'm sorry.

I hope you stumble upon this website, search your name and find even one of the messages I left for you. I think you'd appreciate discovering them here, like an old necklace or trinket in a memory box.

I don't know if we'll ever see each other again, but there are still some things I never got to say. I don't know if I'd ever have enough words to tell you. I've tried in messages, letters and in person. You gave me your time and heard me out. For that I am so grateful.

If events unfolded differently, we could have kept in touch. We were always such good friends. We mattered. That got lost somewhere along the way. And though it wouldn't have fixed anything at the time, I should have been a better friend to you. I wish I told you that sooner.

I'll always remember that letter you wrote me, which you gave me under that tree, after I met you at the station.

"And only time can tell,
Who we'll be years from now..."

Be well and be you.

You and Mr Beauty-and-the-geek deserve each other. I hope you’re happier now with him... seriously. By the way, my last Ex was a model. You downgraded, I just upgrade ?

Thanks for being you. It’s cheesy and cliche but I love you. Thanks for being real. I’m so glad we met

i know you're not the cheesy type but im really so grateful to have you in my life because you've helped me so much and i can never thank you enough

I’m sorry I loved you too much too fast. I’m sorry it scared you. I’m sorry I let you destroy me. I’m sorry I’ll never be whole without you.

I noticed you still follow me on Spotify. I smiled at some of your playlists. I hope they still make you smile too.

I always wonder if you check your name hoping I'm leaving notes saying I still love you. I do by the way

i hate you for what you did but i also love you. like- fuck you for hurting me so bad. fuck. you. but i still love you.

I lied - I’m pissed you didn’t invite me but you invited the rest of our friends. I just didn’t want to sound clingy but it actually made me really sad seeing all my best friends partying without me.

y- you're my soulmate. i still want us but im so afraid of us fighting again. please. please don't hurt me:(

you're my everything. im sorry we didn't work out. i couldn't argue with you every day. i just wanted to love you. trust me, i really really want us to work out. but idk what'll happen. you seem happier without me so i'll respect that. te amo mi amor. forever (hopefully).

hi. i still miss you but you don't know that. i couldn't take it anymore. just know that you are still my world and forever will be. seeing your face every day hurts so bad. i love you honey. to the moon and back and back again.