i need you to break my heart, for i promised i would never break yours, but i wish i had the guts to tell you that i believe i made a mistake choosing to ask you to be my girlfriend that cold night... i just, i dont know what to do, i need you to break my heart please, i want you to be happy but happy really isnt with me, im not right for you and im really fucking sorry if i lead you to believe that, i dont want to hurt you, fuck thats the last thing i want to do,, i love you, but i cant keep doing this to you, you deserve better than what im putting us through, so if you see this.. please, just break my heart.

sorry i didn’t try to keep our friendship going and let us grow apart. i miss you. you’re still one of my best friends, even if we haven’t actually been friends in a long time. i dont even know if you think of me anymore..

Been a year now since we spoke. We may never have any kind of contact again, but we have that moment.

you broke my heart again and again, yet i still care so much about you. break it but don't shatter it

I really like you but im too scared to tell you. Our friendship has gone on for years now i just want to hold you in my arms and never let you go. Our love all our inside jokes. Your my bestfriend

Our conversations are dry. I feel like I care more about this friendship than you do. You are so caught up in yourself that you can't see that we have drifted apart. One day we won't be friends and instead of being sad I will be relieved.

Do you remember me? Us? All the things we said? All the time we spent together? I'm still here... waiting for a sign.

thank you for being there for me when little people were. I will always love you even when you don't love me back.

I’m sorry for the way I treated you. I should’ve been better. I’m sorry for hurting you, you deserve the world.

Thanks for being you. It’s cheesy and cliche but I love you. Thanks for being real. I’m so glad we met

hi. ur the only ex friend i think about. i miss you. i miss the laughs we would have, i miss tagging u in things, i miss talking about boys we didn't really like, i miss going out with u, i miss being able to tell u to come over. i will never tell u this, but most days i wish u would text me something like this. u have always meant a lot to me. i wish things had never changed between us. i love u. i think i always will. i hope u have more courage then me and that u will text me.

Please don't leave me. You're struggling, and I can see that. But I seriously don't know if I can do it without you. Please stay strong. Please keep trying. I need you, so many people do. I love you, stay safe.

ik u will probably never see this so here i am ig. i wish u had wanted to ruin our friendship too. i keep hoping for the day when u will turn around and tell me u changed ur mind because i think we could have loved each other. but rationally ik u probably wont ever like me back so i have to try and move on (even though moving on from you is so much harder than any other crush ive had you idiot). part of me wonders if i will always care about you this much, it sure feels like it rn; but still, u dont like me that way and i respect that. i never want to destroy our friendship by trying too hard to have u love me back. u mean so much to me and while it hurts knowing that i will never get to learn those stupid tiny things about u that lovers learn, i could be content just seeing u smile. after all that is how i realised i liked u. u laughed in that stupid green sweater and that was it.

You and Mr Beauty-and-the-geek deserve each other. I hope you’re happier now with him... seriously. By the way, my last Ex was a model. You downgraded, I just upgrade ?

your music has saved me

you’re a great person i love being friends with you. i love running lines with you, you’re so smart!

you were my best friend, i miss you so much, and i’m sorry for how we ended.

You brought me out of the void with the warmth of your kindness

so glad we became friends last summer. see you soon!!

I’ve never had a best friend. My brain loves you and my heart doesn’t want to lose you.

I hope you're happy with her.

idk what im doing

Come back if you ever want to do it again, I still wish you the best :)

i love you VERY much forever & always... made it ur fav colour too xxxxxxxx

from the dining table

I smile n miss binging shows on the couch with u. I lost your number. It’d be nice to do it again

i miss you, i know what it really feels like now :)

I wish i didn't live on the other side of the world,ilysm it makes my heart ache u dont even know

Though you've hurt me so much, I still miss you so. Even if I don't want to.

your smile is so pretty and i absolutely adore messaging you. i wish we met sooner.

it's embarrassing how much i still wish u wanted me more than a friend. idk if ill evr get ovr u :(

You told me about a cute dream you had of us. Then you left the country. I hope you come back. Lol

i wish we could’ve said goodbye, you changed a lot about me :)

I hate that I have to remember you longer than I knew you. I wish you’d get out of my head.

I wonder if you feel any guilt at all

I miss our friendship

I love youuuuu!!!!

I love you and I still hope one day we can finally be together.

i wish we talked more before now

please just don’t forget me. even if my memory fills your heart with hate

i don’t think i’ll ever be able to get over you but maybe you’re just my first wlw situationship

I miss you, everyday. I know you hate me and i’ll have to live with that. I’m sorry. I love you.

you will forever be my best friend. even if we never see each other again

how does it feel to live the life i dream of living?

I know it’s been years but if youre ever feeling lonely please reach out

Love. I'm so sorry I wasn't there to protect you from him.

It most likely won’t work out for us anyway. You’re still the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen

I'm so sorry, love.

i really hope that you are doing well. i still worry about you when youre not at school.

I miss you. We always used to go to CVS together and play in the woods in my backyard.