Unsent messages to LINA
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: March 18, 2024, 1:08 am UTC
I grew to love you too much, in a way I shouldn’t. Do I still? Will I always? You’re so far.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: January 12, 2024, 2:17 am UTC
i think of you when i have news to tell someone. i hope you achieve everything you dreamed of.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: November 12, 2023, 2:07 pm UTC
i desperately hope you want to be with me and won't break my heart because i really like you.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: November 7, 2023, 1:07 pm UTC
u hurt me but i love you, i don't wanna leave you
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: November 2, 2023, 1:16 pm UTC
I thought we were so good. Why couldn’t you love me like I needed you to
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: October 28, 2023, 10:36 pm UTC
ur the reason im still here
i love you baby
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: October 24, 2023, 2:56 pm UTC
I’m so thankful for you and for everything we’ve gone through together
I love you
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: October 18, 2023, 7:48 pm UTC
I wish you gave me time to show my love
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: October 9, 2023, 1:10 pm UTC
I am sad that this didnt work out but dont really wanna say this to you directly
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: October 1, 2023, 3:51 am UTC
Hi Lina I love you so so so much, I adore you so much thank you for being amazing and a great person
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: September 19, 2023, 8:09 am UTC
I still talk to the moon about you, about us.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: August 25, 2023, 3:21 am UTC
i like you so much but i can’t tell if you’d feel the same
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: August 6, 2023, 3:12 am UTC
You’re so endearing. I can’t seem to get enough of you.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: July 23, 2023, 8:43 pm UTC
I don’t hate you, I just felt really hurt and needed some space
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:15 pm UTC
i wish you would’ve told me instead of lying to me
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: January 14, 2021, 10:13 pm UTC
you're like the prettiest girl I know. I'm jealous of you. he likes you because you have a nice figure, eyes which are brown and blue, you're smart, everyone likes you. yet you hate yourself. i want to be you.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:27 am UTC
you were my best friend. you turned on me. i hate you stupid bitch. but i miss you. i miss your stupidness.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:32 pm UTC
fuck you for flirting with me even though we broke up, for texting me at two in the morning to get clarity, for fucking with my head so bad that i actually believed i still wanted you after all this time and all these thing you have done. fuck you for ruining girl in red, for your mom being so nice to me, for being the first person i told about my hyperfiaxtions and being the first person that understood not understanding. Fuck you for all the times i've thought we might work out, for every time you let me play with your rings while we held hands and fuck you for choosing those swings as 'our spot'. I loved them, now i can't even bear to walk past them. Fuck you for getting angry at silly stuff. Fuck you for holding me in your arms and telling me it'd be okay after I just broke up with you. Fuck you for being the first person i told about what was happening to me. Fuck you for not kissing me on thirty october. Fuck you for being so supportive sometimes, and fuck you for handeling my self destructiveness.
Fuck you for keeping up with me for six months. Fuck you for being you. Fuck you for not making this work. Fuck you for being my teen romance. Fuck you telling me i look like a chimpunk. Fuck you for telling me i was gorgeous, even though you were still dating him and I was very much not gorgeous. I think I might've been in love with you, but you never really showed me the real you. So yeah, fuck you for all that.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:16 am UTC
i miss you, i screwed up real bad but im just too afraid to go back to you since you've already moved on and found a new bestfriend i hate myself for it but theres nothing i can do but say im sorry.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:07 pm UTC
i miss you and i need to talk to you before i leave forever. please come tonight i cant wait any longer
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:43 pm UTC
im so thankful for you, over the past few months weve become so close and your an amazing person. ily
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:26 pm UTC
You changed so much I can’t even recognize u everyone noticed and started calling u a whore because u seek man attention I don’t even see my friend anymore who r u and what did u do to her ? Don’t u realize that everyone is talking behind ur back ??? FUCKING wake up
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: December 26, 2020, 4:52 am UTC
i got drunk and called you last night. i told you that i was trying to call my friend and i pressed the wrong number but i just wanted to heard your voice again.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: December 14, 2020, 4:51 am UTC
The first person i felt myself around kinda sad you had to go like that. Maybe i don’t deserve nice stuff.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:17 pm UTC
You left me 5 years ago, without saying goodbye.. are you fucking kidding me?? I spent 4 years almost every fucking day with you and then you leave without saying anything?! Do you have any idea how bad it hurts? Why? What did I do? TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?! and why do I still miss you..
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:59 am UTC
i always have flashbacks to the day we went to the boba shop together. and i realize how uncomfortable i made you. i realize how loud, pushy, and embarrassing i acted. im sorry that i was too much. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: November 13, 2020, 6:31 pm UTC
You smell like lemon grass and sleep to me and you taste like apple juice and peach but I'm afraid that I taste of nothing at all to you.
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: November 3, 2020, 6:44 pm UTC
I wish you could know how much you hurt me and that I’m so much happier now that you aren’t in my life
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: October 21, 2020, 10:58 am UTC
I wish I could say that your eyes light up just for me and nobody else, that you can't do anything but smile when you see me cause that's just what I feel whenever you walk in the room. God, you're so pretty, it's insane. But I would never dare to tell you, because what would they think if they found out?
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: October 19, 2020, 6:39 pm UTC
Oh I WISH I could tell you how I feel. I wish I could be him, just for one day, just to be allowed to love you. I wish I could see what's going on in your head when you look at me. Do you feel the same as I do? I just want you to see this and think about who could have wrote it... please
From: ABC
To: lina
Date: October 8, 2020, 9:58 pm UTC
I know we’re just friends but I want more than that. I never told you but I was falling in love. I never said anything because I don’t want to lose you and I know you don’t feel the same but I am falling in love with you and everything about you and it’s leaving me heartbroken knowing we’re just friends but I’d rather be just friends than lose you
