Oh I WISH I could tell you how I feel. I wish I could be him, just for one day, just to be allowed to love you. I wish I could see what's going on in your head when you look at me. Do you feel the same as I do? I just want you to see this and think about who could have wrote it... please

i miss you, i screwed up real bad but im just too afraid to go back to you since you've already moved on and found a new bestfriend i hate myself for it but theres nothing i can do but say im sorry.

I wish I could say that your eyes light up just for me and nobody else, that you can't do anything but smile when you see me cause that's just what I feel whenever you walk in the room. God, you're so pretty, it's insane. But I would never dare to tell you, because what would they think if they found out?

you were my best friend. you turned on me. i hate you stupid bitch. but i miss you. i miss your stupidness.

You smell like lemon grass and sleep to me and you taste like apple juice and peach but I'm afraid that I taste of nothing at all to you.

you're like the prettiest girl I know. I'm jealous of you. he likes you because you have a nice figure, eyes which are brown and blue, you're smart, everyone likes you. yet you hate yourself. i want to be you.

You left me 5 years ago, without saying goodbye.. are you fucking kidding me?? I spent 4 years almost every fucking day with you and then you leave without saying anything?! Do you have any idea how bad it hurts? Why? What did I do? TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?! and why do I still miss you..

fuck you for flirting with me even though we broke up, for texting me at two in the morning to get clarity, for fucking with my head so bad that i actually believed i still wanted you after all this time and all these thing you have done. fuck you for ruining girl in red, for your mom being so nice to me, for being the first person i told about my hyperfiaxtions and being the first person that understood not understanding. Fuck you for all the times i've thought we might work out, for every time you let me play with your rings while we held hands and fuck you for choosing those swings as 'our spot'. I loved them, now i can't even bear to walk past them. Fuck you for getting angry at silly stuff. Fuck you for holding me in your arms and telling me it'd be okay after I just broke up with you. Fuck you for being the first person i told about what was happening to me. Fuck you for not kissing me on thirty october. Fuck you for being so supportive sometimes, and fuck you for handeling my self destructiveness.
Fuck you for keeping up with me for six months. Fuck you for being you. Fuck you for not making this work. Fuck you for being my teen romance. Fuck you telling me i look like a chimpunk. Fuck you for telling me i was gorgeous, even though you were still dating him and I was very much not gorgeous. I think I might've been in love with you, but you never really showed me the real you. So yeah, fuck you for all that.

I wish you could know how much you hurt me and that I’m so much happier now that you aren’t in my life

i miss you and i need to talk to you before i leave forever. please come tonight i cant wait any longer

i got drunk and called you last night. i told you that i was trying to call my friend and i pressed the wrong number but i just wanted to heard your voice again.

im here for you. always baby

i think of you when i have news to tell someone. i hope you achieve everything you dreamed of.

it would be nice if you cared

I love you I wanted it to be you and I will always choose you . My lovely liar.

You‘re so beatiful in every way it can be.
I love your shoulder but stop mobbing me
I love you

I am so so happy. so proud of you. I want to know everything and I miss you.

I still talk to the moon about you, about us.

why did you leave.

I know you're watching my every move

I grew to love you too much, in a way I shouldn’t. Do I still? Will I always? You’re so far.

You look happier

I wish you will see me like i see you

I miss u sweet girl

our walks.

You always promised to say you would understand but you never did

hope u know i love u forever. i never stopped betting on stars for u. i still miss u in every song.

Hi Lina I love you so so so much, I adore you so much thank you for being amazing and a great person

Im sorry for not loving you like you loved me I just dont think I can love anyone at all

i wish you would’ve told me instead of lying to me

I am sad that this didnt work out but dont really wanna say this to you directly

obsessed with you stargirl

obsessed with you angel

I don’t hate you, I just felt really hurt and needed some space

i think i’m in love with you

I wish you gave me time to show my love

I just wanted to see you graduate. Every day I think about the mistakes that made me lose you.

I don’t remember how to spell your full name anymore, i think about you a lot. Sorry for everything.

idk if u ever loved me the way i love u. i’m ok with that now. i wish u joy i don’t have

I’m so thankful for you and for everything we’ve gone through together
I love you

i love u so much
always

You’re so endearing. I can’t seem to get enough of you.

we just started to know each other but i feel like i’ve seen beautiful glimpses of your whole life

I wish to forever stay a part of your beautiful and exciting life <3

ur the reason im still here

i love you baby

You make my life a better place

I thought we were so good. Why couldn’t you love me like I needed you to

Ur the best part of my day

I wish I could tell u how perfect I think u r. u are always on my mind and I love it.

i miss your voice