my soulmate. best friend. sister. it’s been almost 8 months without you. please never let yourself get to that point again. rehab is what you needed but i miss you so incredibly bad. i want you back home and i hope you’re doing better. i’m so proud of you

whyd you have to go with her? why couldn’t you have just stayed with me you made me so happy and now you’ve destroyed me. you were the bestest friend i could’ve asked for and i thought you liked being my friend too? i hate that i still miss you

For some reason, I believed, more than anything, it was us in the end. Turns out we're not, and I'm okay with that. But I'll always love you.

Thanks to you I finally know my worth. You hurt me, broke me, and embarrassed me, yet I came out stronger

Please for the love of all things holy, I’m crazy about you please tell me you feel the same. Ask me out and I’d gladly say yes.

I would like to think I can forgive you. I hope you're doing okay and finding happiness I really do. True happiness.

I uh chose brown cause that is your skin color LOL. Um this is awkward cause I know you never thought of me EVER or at least in that way. You definitely were not my first love or girl crush so your not as special as you think, sorry that was harsh. BUT, you were the first girl to make me question a lot. my other girl crushes I had not realized them yet but with you I knew I wanted to be more than friends. We are surrounded by lesbians every day so I knew if I held your hand it wouldn't cause WWIII. Then you got a girlfriend. If you just got a girlfriend I would be fine a normal girl but you HAD to be with HER. She constantly looked at me like I was some gum under the chair like WTF did I do. Then you go and get with her. That's what hurt the most. But, its not like you cared or noticed because you never noticed me in the first place. Even though we were on the same team but then so was she. I guess we both found our girl crushes on the field. I tried to comfort you when I could but SHE was always there. It always felt awkward so in the end I gave up because I knew there was no point. I am writing this because I am over you and the stupid little girl crush I had. Thanks for that heart crushing experience HHAAH hope I never see you in person again HAHA I will probably run/look the other way or ignore you because that's just me and it's not like you'll notice I am doing anything because your like a boy, you are so oblivious and couldn't even realize how BAD i had it for you. Then I saw you guys hugging on the bench at school. That was when I knew you never even saw me or knew me at all. HAHAH if you knew who wrote this you'd get so awkward HAHHA ummmm yeah glad this is a thing I feel better already

I can’t get you out of my head lately.. it’s strange. I think about your voice, your smile, and f****** you. You deserved better than what I gave you.. I didn’t deserve the time you spent waiting for me to get it together and I didn’t deserve all those chances. I still believe after all this time that you are my soulmate that I let slip away.. I was too insecure and I really wish I had some manly advice when I was younger.. I’m especially sorry that I never had the chance to talk about it and tell you my feelings. Not that you’d care, but it would have been nice to get it off my chest.

i just wanna text you like we used to a year ago, i really miss you and i understand you don’t miss or care about me but i’ll always love you no matter what.

thank you so much for everything. i was a dislocated bone and you popped me back into place. it hurt, but i feel better now.

honestly, screw you lol. you literally left me for the popular girls and tried to blame it on me. i dont want or need your negativity in my life, but somehow you find a way to get back in and make me miss you. we were BEST friends so i dont understand how it could be that easy for you to do that.

You hurt me beyond belief. I asked for communication and instead you ghosted me, you never gave me an explanation which killed me but I’m glad we’re apart. btw, gay and conservative are complete opposites and you managed to be both? ... what the fuck?

Also. Please learn how to kiss.

i only want you. i wish we could start over... but i think we messed it up and i don’t know if we’ll ever get the chance to bc it seems impossible. but there’s just something that’s different about you. it hurts but i’m learning to live w that

i wish i didn’t miss you anymore but i do and you liking my stuff and just reappearing now and again doesn’t help:( you have a gf let me let you go fgs it’s nearly been a year i should hate you if anything ...

I’m so sorry for how childish I was in the break up you deserved better, although you weren’t the nicest yourself you still deserved better.

i really like you but i don’t know what to do about it. you’re this bright and really cool person but i don’t know if you feel the same way. i get jealous over everyone and i just want to be around you. you’ll never see this but if you do, i want to be with you.

hi lauren i LOVE UR clothes and i wish i could have them u have such a good fashion sense and i love ur aesthetic ure so pretty but ure so scary when ure mad let’s hang soon lol

You're rlly pretty it's not fair and also I like your hugs and the hand holding AS FRIENDS cuz ure straight LOL

you werent my first love but you are my best friend. u chose someone else other than me and thats ok. ik i can be annoying but you didnt have to abandon me, we went from talking everyday to me feeling like im not wanted and only talking once a day. im sorry

I always knew this is what is right for us, but I never wanted to let you go. Forgive me for wasting our time.

Thankyou for hurting me to the point I hated myself thankyou for showing me what I didn’t deserve I knew better than you.

sometimes i wonder if i'll see my name on here. it never is. i swear i'm over you but i wish you gave me closure, it was the least you could've done.

I know our situations are different and we’ve both moved forward with our lives since HS. Truth is, I still think about you all the time.. you’ve found someone and that’s cool, as long as you’re happy, I’m happy for you, even though I feel in my heart you should be with me. I don’t even care I would die satisfied, even if I was able to have one night with you.. I know I’d want more, but I’d take any amount of you.

i miss our friendship. we hung out everyday and i spent the night every weekend. what happened. why can’t we go back to that.

you were all the colors in the world to me. i know i wasn’t the nicest, but i will never forget you. i miss you sometimes

I'm sorry and I miss you. I wish you would tell me what I did so that I could make it up to you. It's been a couple of years but I still love you like we were still best friends.

someone once told me "if a girl texted me like that, i'd fall in love with her too". i think about that a lot.

I hope I never lose you. That no matter where life takes us that we stay in touch and if we grow apart eventually we get brought back together and pick up like we never left off. You’re a really bright light to everyone around you and I’m so happy that you’ve grown in ways to see that and you still have so much more growing to do. You’ve got a good future ahead of you because I know the type of person you are. You’ve got so much more to explore, learn, feel, and deal with it and I know it’s just going to make you 10x the great person you already are. What we you’re going through these next few years were in school together I hope you blossom with the highs and grow stronger with the lows. I’m here for you always and I appreciate you doing the same. I feel like I’ve gotten to know you so much in just 1 year but I feel like it would take a lifetime to really get to know you, and to be honest you’re like the only person I know who I feel that way about, it’s something different but it’s special.

You’re my best friend and I’ve treated you so wrongly. I’m sorry. I don’t know how to make up for this.

Thank you for everything you have ever done for me I love you so much I'm sorry I have to leave you now but just know this is for the better I love u a lot please always remember that

Hey best friend, I love you more than you will ever know. I'm sorry that things are ending up like this I never ever want to hurt you but I'm afraid this will. I'm really sorry please just know Lauren this is for the better I'm sorry but I have to go now. Don't worry ill watch over you and keep you safe I'm sorry I hope u have an amazing life and just remember you're gorgeous and you always will be forever and ever. I'm gonna miss you a shit ton, I love u g :) "Blueberries"

whenever i was with you, i thought about what we could've been. it made my heart hurt seeing you with her.

it’s been a year exactly since the day we met and u still occupy more of myself than i do, i could fill a whole house with what reminds me of u. i think i will never move past myself or this feeling, though i wish everyday that i could. u clearly never had the same space in u for me to reside. i am hoping this is the last piece i write to u because this was supposed to last 364 days less than it has.

You're still the only one I've ever loved. I don't know if it's because you broke me or because I still haven't found someone as good as you.

I want to be your friend because you seem so nice

I wish you chose me over the college experience, Im still in love with you and I miss you.

You’re my best friend and I love you with all my heart. I could never imagine a life without you x

If I could go back, I would have been there for you.

I'm so sorry for everything
I love you.

If I could go back, I would have been there for you.

I'm so sorry for everything
I love you.

I still think abt u a lot, I wish we could've worked it out, I'm rly sorry abt what I said too :/

I’ll never be tired of you.

I love you but you will never know.

I am grateful our friendship ended. I never I knew I could be this happy.

i cannot risk our friendship but u real great, i like u a lot

you will always be the one that I love. Forever.

i still think about our friendship every summer

I don’t want to force myself to not care.

you’re the best sister ever. you taught me love before i even knew the word.

I should've been there for you. I wish I could swap places with you.

Why can’t the person I actually want to like me like me