Unsent Messages

I feel like im your puppet. I have liked you for 3 years now and you come into my life whenever you choose and tell me you "miss me" but then you just leave and before you leave you talk to me about different girls, ill never be one of those girls. Why do I fall for you every time you text? I should've learned my lesson awhile ago, but here I am still waiting for your response while im on delivered for 2 weeks, and 2 weeks ago I was supposed to hang out with you. I never heard from you again. I can't keep doing this to myself, why do I? your a stoner who plays tennis and has Long brown/ blonde hair. I will always have a soft spot for you but now I need to let go because staying up late for a text that im never going to get is silly. I miss you are I will continue to but you know, its time. I can't believe I told you my feelings, I always do that with you. I tell you my feelings then you leave. Goodbye Kyan.