Unsent messages to KRISTIAN

i don’t want to wait another lifetime to be w you. i regret letting my fears get the best of me. imy

I pray for you almost everyday. I sincerely hope you’re happy. You are such a sweet boy.

Thank you for giving me life again. I hope I get to be yours forever

I hope for you to confess to me today, I would’ve made sure to accept it and be yours forever.

when are you finally going to kiss me?

i want my body to be forever engraved in yours. you can tell me anything and i won’t abandon you

I almost ran halfway across Europe just to see you

I've learned a lot ab love. thanks for teaching me the hard way

if only you had been honest with me from the start, i would have understood, but instead i felt my heart break

i know we are friends and won’t ever be anything more cause of our past, but i still want you, and i wish you would still want me too, but being friends is better than being strangers.

I'm starting to get better. I wish you could see my transformation, but I know I need to let you go, i love you and miss you everyday.

You are my everything and i hope u remember that even if we aren’t together one day, you will always be in my heart.

We've known each other for so long but when you left, I wasn't ready to let you go yet. Now I'm stuck reminiscing on the past
xoxo EM

Hey. It's almost been a month since we broke up. I still miss you like crazy, even more than before. I miss your touch, smell, and smile. I wake up in the morning going to check my snaps, to see if you sent me anything. Maybe you miss me? Maybe you want me back? You became my addiction, a dangerous addiction, where I'm losing myself in the process of trying to get you out of my mind. It's so hard though, I can't do it. Maybe because a part of me still thinks that you and I will end up together?

I know we knew we weren't meant forever, but a part of me really wanted us to be. I wish there was something I was able to do in the past to show you that I wasn't like the rest. I only wanted your soul and heart, nothing more, nothing less. I miss you more than anyhting. You're still the first person I think about before I go to sleep and when I wake up. Why did we have to end like this? Why couldn't you give me an explanation? Why am I still craving you after everything you put me through?

I love you, but it’s a different kind of love now. It’s an appreciation love. You introduced me to so many new things and took the time to explain the beauty in being a Jack of All Traits. So I love and appreciate you for that. I truly hope youre well and finally happy, because everyone deserves a little bit of happiness in this fucked up world and I’m sorry I couldn’t have given you that.

Hey, you were my first love, my first kiss, my first touch. Now your all gone. For what? Some stupid fotball game u had to focus on that was more important than me.

Ohh fuck! Aquí estoy haciendo esto, ya que estoy entendiendo que no te importo ni un carajo y no quieres recibir un mensaje mío...
Ya no estoy molesta ni con ella ni contigo! Te quería presente en mi vida, pero ¿cómo es obligar a alguien a quedarse si esa persona no quiere.? Ayyy deseo lo mejor para ti encerio anhelo que cumplas tus sueños y seas tan grande como hoy lo eres, te perdono! Brilla siempre!

The thought of you gives me butterflies, I just want to sit and watch the sunset with you and talk about shit and tel you how I feel

You were so different. When I talked to you, you genuinely cared and listened. You remembered the small things, and yet in the end you were exactly like everyone else. At one point I thought we were meant to be and now I have no care to talk to you ever again.

I like you so much I can’t find the strength to tell, I want you to notice me and talk to me and ask me out, please