fuckkkkkk
ur such a dick but at the same time idk in a way. man, u have been such a big part of my life but you’ve ruined me. hate u but love u lolzz

by placing me on a pedestal, i felt i couldn’t communicate my decaying mental health, for i would taint how you perceived me. an angel, you once called me. i wonder if you believe you were the only one suffering. i would cry myself to sleep knowing you were an ocean away, and i couldn’t do shit while you kissed them. You were the hardest lesson I have ever learnt.

i wonder if you realise just how much you traumatised me. you called me your angel once, and placed me on a pedestal. what i don’t think you realise is how decayed my mental state got from the constant tip-toeing of my words. i would happily sacrifice my own feelings to help you through an episode. that’s changed now. you were the hardest goddamn lesson i’ve ever learnt.

You'll only ever see me as a brother but know that you mean so much more to me than that. But I'll have whatever you'll give me, and if family is what you see of me then that's enough for now.

I still feel the guilt, doesn’t matter that you’ve ‘changed’. Ur hand isn’t round my neck but I still can’t breathe

i’m sorry i hurt you and overwhelmed you. it was never my intention and i respect your decision of cutting me off... it just hurts because even if i wasn’t to you.... you were my world. your smile and voice made me feel so happy and i’m sorry for making you fake liking me for so long. i’m sorry and i would fix everything if i could. but what can i do, i’m just a useless little girl

.... i still miss you

i can't find any submissions with your name so im scared you'll see this.

You...taught me a lesson. A good one. Ill cherish it and our memories. Im sorry I was ignorant to that part of you. I hope you find a lover like you so you'll truly be understood and loved the way you need. I've spent all this time reflecting on what happened and thinking. You did what you did but im not angry anymore. I wish we could talk out what happened but I respect your feelings and space.

youre not my first love, but you were the only genuine one, at least i think. i thought you wouldnt leave especially since you liked me first. i guess i was wrong

Sometimes it feels like ur hand is round my neck, all over my body. You only hurt me with ur words but I feel like a puppet on strings.

im sorry. you didnt talk to me for a month and i now we havent called in 8 months because seeing you made me sad

i look forward to my birthday message from you each year. i love that you remember, i love you.

Youre the most amazing friend I couldve ever asked for. I will remember you for the rest of my life.

i hope you know i mean it when i say i love you more than life. your my favourite part of my life.

For some reason I'm still waiting for you. For something so short it was hard to let go of

For some reason I've still been waiting for you. For something so short it was hard to let go of

Do you care?

Lowkey kinda miss you. Sometimes I wish I never left. Sorry my pretty girl :/

i love you, baby. one day i’ll write you something nice, i just need time… <3

I miss the way you made me felt, sometimes I wish you would talk to me again.

i imagined your whole personality in my head and it hurts that u are not that good of a person

i wonder if you still truly love me or just don't want to tell me you want me to leave me.

I want to be yours but I know that will never happen.

i miss you, you dont appear in my dreams anymore

i wish u chose me instead of them

I still I love you, I promise…

Why?

you keep my mind intact. i love you more than anything. nobody could ever outdo you, my angel.

I miss you. For years you’ve plagued my heart. I need you.

you keep my mind intact. i love you more than anything. nobody could ever outdo you, my angel.

I can't seem to forget you

Why won't you tell me you love me? I'm sitting right across from you. I want you to love me.

i'm sorry again.

i wish you wouldn't tell me nice things then ignore me i don't know it really hurts

i appreciate you for being my friend

I’m glad we met mi amor, lets keep walking beside another even with this distance.

Honestly, i look for ur account under my views.

Please come back bby I miss you , I will wait as long as it takes.

hi ren, one day i’ll give you lilies again. when our paths cross again :)

U lost feelings quickly and tended to ignore me, yet I can't help but love you sm.

I’m still not sure if I like you more than a friend,you wouldn’t more than that,said it yourself.

i will always love you i wish i wasnt avoidant

why would you do that

you were my best friend, my lifeline. i just wish you had respected my privacy

i love you to saturn and back <3 you’re my whole universe, angel

Thinking about you less these days. I can’t keep dwelling over what could have been. I love you.

Why couldn’t you just give me a goodbye? You promised you would if you ever left me. I love you.

i don’t want someone else i want you.

whenever i walked too far u were still my home

i think i like you

I don’t want to date anyone else ever again. The fact we don’t talk anymore still hurts.