You used me. However as me having a little bit of heart left in me, I am sorry for always being clingy to you, venting out my problems to you when you may be going through worst. I left you for a reason this time, why are you so cold towards me? look what you have done, you've made me turn into you. I am the cold hearted one now. I won't stop caring for you, but just know you won't be seeing the old me anymore. Not that you will care to read this, and not like I give the two fucks about you bitch. Oh yeah and I love you. I will be waiting for you, if you don't come back then I will at least have myself .

you are confusing me, you seem like you do not care yet you wrote "I love you" to me? I don't even know if it's you. What if I am thinking about everything for nothing. FUCK. I love you too.

I am starting to believe it is you sending me these messages. But, I will not know until you tell me. I do not hate you. You can't say whether I am mad or not. You just turned, cold all of a sudden. I was talking to a totally different person 3 years ago than today. I respect changes in people but something seemed off with you. And you don't seem too expressive either with your feelings. It's fine tho, It's like I am you now. I act like you, talk like you. I've even developed not giving a shit. Hope your proud.

i would text you everyday if i could, but i am afraid you will think i am to clingy. i’m feeling like i did too much.

I wish I could give you a hug right now. Please stay strong okay? get up and grind on that shit. I love you.

I will try my best to grind and become the best person I can. I miss you, but we need to concentrate on some other things for now. I am seeing small changes in me, hopefully they will increase in a good way over time.