Unsent messages to KENNETH

I love u and it scares me. everyone says i can’t trust you and i’m starting to think they’re right.

i like you a lot... your laugh your voice everything about you is so lovely

I think I loved you at some point.
But not in the way u deserve to be loved.

I hope youre okay take care

i miss you squish

You hurt me, but I miss you so much

I've loved you too late.

Hope you have a nice life with her. I'm happy for you.

should i let go?

i miss u. pls come back.

i wish i could tell you how much your absence is affecting me.

hope you are okay there! prayers for you.

You made me forget about all the rest. I would even go as far to say you were my first love. I will always love you forever and always. I hope someday we will meet again in the future and have everything we dreamed of. Until then, I love you forever and always, us against the world

i wish you knew the way you made me feel. it never meant that much to you but it was everything to me.

i miss you so much. All i want is for us to talk again. i wish you would just give me a chance to show you how better of a person i’ve become

lol, i miss you.. why’d things have to be like this. maybe in another life we’re meant to be. maybe..

hii i know you probably wont see this but hehe i'm getting tired of u being mean as fuck for no reason, u keep roasting me but at the same time you're being sweet. i still love you though we're bestfriends now remember

i love u. but u love her. it’s okay, you’ll never know abt this anyways. i miss the way we used to be. maybe in another lifetime...

hi, i know u prolly hate me sm rn, but i cant blame u, after all i treated u so badly when all u did was love me. i want u to know that you were never the problem, it was me and my big ass ego. i will always cherish u, thank u for loving me, although i never deserved ur love. i often think about u and regret everything i’ve done to u. i hope one day you’ll find it in your heart to forgive me.
love,
your first gf :)

The song speechless by dan and shay still reminds me of you. I imagine hugging and dancing with you.

i hope you had a great day today . I hope you've been doing well since we stopped talking . i hope you have a shoulder to lean on . I hope you aren't sad like you used to be . I hope your family is doing well . You may have harmed me and broken my heart and used me , and yet i still wish you the best because i'm still in love with you . I thought i stopped loving you months ago but i'm not . After all these years i still love you . I still have this dream of waking up one day and have a message sent by you...but i know that dream will never come true , because you don't wanna come back and if you did you would be the one i text everyday and be the one i sleep with on the phone and be the one i laugh and smile with . You did me so wrong though why couldn't you have just told me the truth . why did you keep coming back when i kept pushing you away why did you keep trying to fight for me when you never felt the same way like i did . i'll never know what your intentions were when you would want me to meet up with you after school and hug you...i never understood that . did you feel bad for me ? because i was lonely? because you didn't feel the same way? WHY TELL ME WHY !! why did u do this to me why is it always you why does everything come back to you . i love you...and i miss you and i hope i do see you in the near future , but i have to move on...this si hurting me way more than it'll ever hurt you .

hi:) you probably think that it's not me and this is not for you but it is. I just want to let you know that I don't want to love you anymore I am so tired of loving you knowing that you can't give back the love that I give you. I want to move on. I need to but I just can't and I'm still trying my best to move on. I hate you and I always wish that I never met you. I always wish that I never replied to that message. But that's not what happened. I replied and talk to you for hours, days, and months. I want you to be my last so bad but we don't always get what we want and that's fine, I'll try to be okay with that. you moved on so fast and made me feel that I am that irreplaceable. I love you but you're hurting me so bad. I wanted us to work but since we broke up you prove to me that my decision is right. Instead of you doing something that could make us get back together here you are moving forward without me. here you are making new memories with a different person. I need you so bad but I chose to keep the problems to myself. I have so much to tell you but I don't want to talk to you anymore and I don't want to see you ever again but that's impossible. I love you but I also need to learn to love myself and I won't be able to do that if I keep on loving you. I need to end this. I need to let you go and accept the fact that we can never be together again and that you already moved on. I hope you're always happy with her. do everything to make her happy. play video games with her, hug her when she's sad, be consistent, and always give her reassurance okay? I know you both still love each other. I'm so sorry for ruining your relationship, please let her know that. I love you but this has to end. goodbye, my love.

you were my first love, never told you that but everyone knew. you were my best friend, you hurt me so much, and then you moved away...

I still can’t put into words exactly how you made me feel and what we shared. I’ve never experienced something so pure and painful at the same time. It hurts me to think of how well we knew each other and how so little we know now. Some days I wonder if I’ll ever have a hint of the connection we had, with someone new. I think of you every once in awhile and it still hurts that I had to let you go. I know the same love never comes twice and I’m thankful I got to experience this one with you.

You’re always going to be the one I love more than anything even if you hurt me I still love you. Almost 4 years later and I feel like you’ll never feel the same... I’ll waste a million lifetimes trying to feel a bit of your love. It’s killing me but you’re all I want. I love you endlessly.

Hey. I want to tell you so many things right now. But the most important one is, that I still love you. After our breakup my friends said this feeling is going to be gone in a short time. But no. I am here. After almost three months and I still love you. And I don't understand why. We were just together for a short amount of time and I can't let go of you. All my feelings for you are still there and sometimes I have the feeling that something doesn't sit right with what you said as you broke up with me. That it wasn't the End. But I can't message you this because I know you would think I am crazy. But if I don't do it maybe I will never get to know, if you still loved me too. I just don't know what to do. And if you maybe will see it. And maybe will know that it is from me. Nugget I still love you

the thing is, i really loved you like to the point where i actually start thinking about a future for us but you are acting like you are using me in some kind of way so now im growing very distant from you. You couldve told me about the other girl instead of hiding it away from me.

some part of me still really cares for u. i wonder if u still remember me. u made me feel so wanted. i'm proud of you. i hope you're ok.