Unsent Messages

hi:) you probably think that it's not me and this is not for you but it is. I just want to let you know that I don't want to love you anymore I am so tired of loving you knowing that you can't give back the love that I give you. I want to move on. I need to but I just can't and I'm still trying my best to move on. I hate you and I always wish that I never met you. I always wish that I never replied to that message. But that's not what happened. I replied and talk to you for hours, days, and months. I want you to be my last so bad but we don't always get what we want and that's fine, I'll try to be okay with that. you moved on so fast and made me feel that I am that irreplaceable. I love you but you're hurting me so bad. I wanted us to work but since we broke up you prove to me that my decision is right. Instead of you doing something that could make us get back together here you are moving forward without me. here you are making new memories with a different person. I need you so bad but I chose to keep the problems to myself. I have so much to tell you but I don't want to talk to you anymore and I don't want to see you ever again but that's impossible. I love you but I also need to learn to love myself and I won't be able to do that if I keep on loving you. I need to end this. I need to let you go and accept the fact that we can never be together again and that you already moved on. I hope you're always happy with her. do everything to make her happy. play video games with her, hug her when she's sad, be consistent, and always give her reassurance okay? I know you both still love each other. I'm so sorry for ruining your relationship, please let her know that. I love you but this has to end. goodbye, my love.