Unsent messages to MADI
From: ABC
To: madi
the things you did to me where horrible and traumatic. you were my best friend for years yet you still took advantage of me. i still haven’t told anyone because i know how much your reputation mean to you and i wouldn’t hurt you like you hurt me. i forgive you but it still hurts. Fuck you madi
From: ABC
To: madi
listen im sorry, it seems like i have forgotten you but i havent. i think about you everday and how we used to talk. i miss you alot and your always on my mind. i just wish we could start talking again. but its fine. you have someone else now just forget me
From: ABC
To: madi
why'd i pick you over the girl i had a crush on, just for you to ignore me till i called you out for it
From: ABC
To: madi
you are so toxic i don’t know how i’m still here with you. im sorry to myself since i can’t bear to leave.
From: ABC
To: madi
im so sorry, i really am. for me. your the reason i believe in love, i secretly but not so secretly still love you, i have so much of you in my heart, you will never be unloved by me, you are too well tangled in my soul. forever and always
From: ABC
To: madi
you taught me a lot about myself at the time. even though we def weren't right for each other, i wish you nothing but the best
From: ABC
To: madi
girl i love you but i can't tell if you're serious or not sometimes and i think you hate me sometimes but we should hang out lmao
From: ABC
To: madi
I've been thinking about you alot recently. I made alot of dumb mistakes and I know it's my fault that you stopped loving me, but I never got over you. I tried, trust me because it hurt to keep loving you, but I realize now that it never stopped. I miss us. and I have noone I can talk to about it. it's tough being in love with someone who barely remembers you're alive
From: ABC
To: madi
actually care about you so fucking much but you confuse the living shit out of me, also, all your friends make me wanna kms
From: ABC
To: madi
i sometimes wish we could just go back to normal and laugh again. you love me i love you. i miss you angel.
From: ABC
To: madi
sorry for how i've been, you mean a lot to me. my mental health is just completely fucked right now
and things that happened a while ago that you don't know about have been constantly on my mind but that don't mean i have the right to take out my anger and stress out on you. you wouldn't understand and you shouldn't have to understand my problems so i don't mention them, i have so much anger and sadness inside of me at the moment and i don't want you to have to be around that. ily madi x
From: ABC
To: madi
After today I can’t stop thinking about you but I am so scared about ruining our friendship I don’t know what to do, I can’t lose you
From: ABC
To: madi
I don’t know how I feel or how I’m supposed to feel, and now your dating someone, and I think I’m genuinely starting to see us together. It’s taken me long enough but it’s the worst timing and now I’m scared out of my mind! It might just be me over thinking things but all of a sudden things are changing and I don’t know how to stop them :-(
From: ABC
To: madi
hey, i'm sorry if i annoyed you and we might never talk again but i just hope that you aren't mad at me and that a silly boy didn't ruin our friendship
From: ABC
To: madi
“Fill the silence”... bitch please! You were trying to better yourself! You think your followers means you instantly achieved more than me, but you haven’t! I train with professionals in London nearly every week and have legit performed in London! My life is on track right now and nor you or some trashy singing teacher knows the half of it okay!!! I tell him nothing! And you have achieved NOTHING MORE THAN ME and have done NOTHING MORE THAN ME to help your future... just because he suggested an agency doesn’t mean your trying harder, if he hadn’t suggested it you wouldn’t have even known who they are! I ain’t even gonna pretend you won’t see this cos you will but don’t go messaging me all apologetic cos I don’t really care I just want to put you back in your place because clearly for some bizarre reason you think your better when your not so drop it from here on out and let’s carry on
From: ABC
To: madi
hey lol. i miss you a lot. i lied, was toxic, and was horrible sometimes. but i always did love you. i can promise that. thank you for everything. from, the gon to your killua
From: ABC
To: madi
i still think about the good times we had b4 it all changed. we were both so young. i hope u find urself
From: ABC
To: madi
When I fell in love again years later, I knew it was real because the same feelings I had for you came flooding back. I knew I had to take the risk.
From: ABC
To: madi
okay idk about love but you were my first girlfriend so that was something i guess. sucks we couldnt hang out a lot and thats what got me out of the relationship. im not good without affection, but this is getting too long. anyways hope you find this and ill see you at church sometime.
From: ABC
To: madi
I knew you didn't care, but I severely underestimated how much. Fuck you, Madison. You're gonna get what's coming to you.
From: ABC
To: madi
it’s been 16 months since you left. i don’t blame you looking back. i guess all good things must come to an end huh? i will always love you. i hope your new girl loves you like i did.
From: ABC
To: madi
Don’t ever tell me how to live my life again! You aren’t in charge of me, you don’t decide what I do!!!! And let me tell you that you are doing no better than me and have not done anything better than me so stop acting as though you’ve got it together and pretending I need to be fixed or sorted out because I’m just as established as you; and get over turning every time your bored into a “therapy session” for me when truth be told... I don’t actually need it!
From: ABC
To: madi
hey ig?. okay i'll be serious. you made me feel less alone in the world. you made me laugh a lot. you made me feel appreciated. thank you. please remember that none of this has anything to do with you. you were always good enough for me. you didn't do anything wrong. it's all me. please take care of yourself, for me. i love you
From: ABC
To: madi
loveliest soul i have ever met. your happiness literally means the world to me. i hate to see you leave :(
From: ABC
To: madi
madi, i loved you and i think i still do. nothing has been the same without you, glad you’re happy though.
From: ABC
To: madi
I really thought it would get easier by now... i still find myself thinking about you, or memories of us every day...
From: ABC
To: madi
you asked me hi we became friends and i said i didn’t remember but it was too graphic for me to tell you that you sent me a meme and asked if i was okay randomly right before i tried to hang myself. i’m not religious but i know an angel when i see one. ur my bestfriend
From: ABC
To: madi
thank you for opening my eyes. real friends wouldn't do what you did to me that night. I was just trying to look out for you
From: ABC
To: madi
I love you. We haven't really talked in a while and I hate it. I wish we could do stuff that makes it seem like we are a couple, like actually going on dates and stuff. I hate that I barely see you everyday and I miss being around you all the time. Since we started dating, I have developed stronger feelings for you, I love you so much
From: ABC
To: madi
i wish the best for you. you've been through a lot. you deserve so much good. i hope you find what makes you happy.
From: ABC
To: madi
It’s my fault you’re gone now:( now I look for you in everyone else and nobody compares.
From: ABC
To: madi
I wish you would come back. I wish they had never hurt you. I wish it was the way it was before.
From: ABC
To: madi
Can’t believe we’re graduating soon. You’re always on my mind, tom. Even after all these years
From: ABC
To: madi
You are not who I thought you were at all. How did you pretend for so long?
From: ABC
To: madi
Sometimes I think your ashamed to love me, even your friends hate me.
From: ABC
To: madi
how do you really feel about us? you wanna get back tg? ik how i feel but i need you to know too.
From: ABC
To: madi
i will never forget your deep blue eyes. they’re engraved in me forever. i miss you, and im sorry.
From: ABC
To: madi
If i had waited, just for a little longer, would it have worked?
From: ABC
To: madi
i still think about our day together all of the time. it hurts
