Unsent Messages

i hope you had a great day today . I hope you've been doing well since we stopped talking . i hope you have a shoulder to lean on . I hope you aren't sad like you used to be . I hope your family is doing well . You may have harmed me and broken my heart and used me , and yet i still wish you the best because i'm still in love with you . I thought i stopped loving you months ago but i'm not . After all these years i still love you . I still have this dream of waking up one day and have a message sent by you...but i know that dream will never come true , because you don't wanna come back and if you did you would be the one i text everyday and be the one i sleep with on the phone and be the one i laugh and smile with . You did me so wrong though why couldn't you have just told me the truth . why did you keep coming back when i kept pushing you away why did you keep trying to fight for me when you never felt the same way like i did . i'll never know what your intentions were when you would want me to meet up with you after school and hug you...i never understood that . did you feel bad for me ? because i was lonely? because you didn't feel the same way? WHY TELL ME WHY !! why did u do this to me why is it always you why does everything come back to you . i love you...and i miss you and i hope i do see you in the near future , but i have to move on...this si hurting me way more than it'll ever hurt you .