Unsent messages to KALEB

even though youve hurt me and put me through so much i still love you. youve made me stronger in a way... now that ive broken up wih you i realize i deserve better. i will never forget abt the times we spent together. good luck i guess.

i don't know if ill ever be ready to get serious with you but not being able to see you every day is painful. I wish covid died in a ditch like my dumb ass. I wanna kiss you and hold hands and maybe a lil extra... i wanna get you boba and eat out, go to the movies, or on a road trip. i wanna take cute couple pics and drive around at night with my head on ur shoulder. I'm not entirely sure if I love you but I know that I will someday, and I hope you stick around long enough for that. we didn't get along in middle school and I wish we had gotten over that because now your one of the best people in my life and although we don't text very often when we do, it's honest, and passionate. i wish I could just live in another dimension where life is insignificant and all the petty issues that piss people off here just disintegrate into nothing. I might love you, kaleb. thank you for being there for me, and I hope we still talk after grade school is over and done. My mental health hasn't been great, I'll admit, but along ith some others, you keep me anchored for now, and I hope you'll stay by my side faithfully because I will too.

I learned from you what it meant to feel attracted to someone. What it meant to want someone. What it felt like to be used and tossed aside by someone. I hope you became better. I found someone better.

you lost me when you stopped talking to me i deserve better n i don’t give out second chances i’m better off by myself

i just think you’re really cool lmao and u rlly make my day i’m just rlly bad at expressing my emotions but i swear i really like you even though i know you probably think i don’t but i want to spend every second with you because u bring me so much happiness so thank you :)

How could you do that to me I trusted you I told you thing I have never told anyone and you used them against me you used me and then got with my best friend

hey ummm .., i really want to be with you and meet you, you have been the only thing making me happy these days, you make me smile, laugh, and make me feel glad, I'm so happy I met you... i love you.

hey lol. i messed up. we both have. i know it wasn't supposed to end like that, and im pretty sure you do too. i miss you a lot. you were my person, and i was so entirely there for u. u hate me now and tell me how happier u are w/o me, and i hope it is true i hope you are so happy. i dont think our chapter was supposed to end like that, and maybe there will be a whole sequel story abt u. i mean we are just young dumb freshman now so who knows. btw happy bday.

hey lol. i miss u as a friend. we were so close and now we dont talk at all. if u see this. pls text me

you always gave me butterflies. you made me feel appreciated. you were one of the funniest people i knew. thank you. i’ll miss you.

I was so open, I trusted you. I was there for you but I wasn't enough. How is she better for you than me?

if there’s ever a chance you get to read this, i still feel the same way ive felt for you two months ago on this day. and the months before that. the way i’ll probably always feel about you. at first i wasnt ever going to come back or even write any of this at all. but for some reason ever since I met you, I had known it from the very start. in order for me to be happy now though, I have to start focusing on myself. Even though you’ll always be in my heart, we still have so much to work on in our lives. life in general has been crazy lately; these past two months have been so much to handle for me and you both. and even though we may be living our own separate lives, at the end of the day, i know we’ll always be there for each other. and and I couldn’t be any more grateful to have a person like you to come into my life. ever since you did, everything has changed. now, i couldnt imagine my life without you in it. and i’m so glad i was able to help you discover yourself along the way. because that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you; for you to be happy. because that’s all you deserve. but I promise you, I will do anything in my power to keep you happy. and for now, i’m going to try to do what’s best for the both of us. and even if it takes my entire life, you’ll be worth the wait. whether or not you feel the same way, i know it’ll be okay. because as long as you’re in my life, that’s all that matters :) until next time

i miss you, not just you, but your smile, your laugh, the way you looked at me, the way we talked about our future together, you were my everything and just out of the blue i was nothing to you anymore you went and found someone better and the sad thing is i took you back and i will always take you back bc i am so in love with you nobody else matters and your just different from the rest but so similar, i pray to god every night that you will come back and ur finally started to come back but im losing you already. i just miss us

god i love you so much and it hurts so much. i know i cant wait for you forever like i told you i would but i know im gonna wait for you forever and always because i truly believe you are the one

Your fucking toxic. I wish i never even thought of you as "the one" because you never will be and you NEVER were. All you do is find a girl to toy with, play with their feelings and then go find another girl to toy with.

i hope you’re okay. i miss you so fucking much. i hope u found the happiness i couldn’t give you. i wish i could just tell you how much you mean to me. i love u forever. mwah.

A year ago today I was mad at you and I wouldn't talk to you. Looking back on that, I really wasted that time. I miss you.

i honestly thought we would work out. but in the end you only used me. i still cry over you to this day when i know you’re with someone else

You broke every loving bone in my body, even after you showed me I didn't matter I stayed. Why didn't you try was I not worth it?

i deleted everything like you said but it still didn’t make me feel better and you still left so now i have nothing but memories trapped in my head slowly disappearing longing to hear your voice but also stay tf away from me

Every time I talk to you, I feel as if it's the first time because i'm scared and not ready to let that day go yet.

Hey, I understand that we don't talk but i've never had a crush before and i'd like to have one. I've thought about it and you are the best option. You're the only person that I can stand (not to be rude). So i wanted to talk to you more, get to know you as a person instead of a classmate. Um this is really awkward but it's worth a shot. Yeah. Have a good day:)

you are my soulmate, my best friend, and everything in between. i love you more than anything k. thank you for saving my life.

i love you. and god it hurts my soul everyday. i’m convinced we were soulmates who just met at the wrong time. I just want our friendship back. the easy flow of us. Everything i want is in you. You didn’t pick me and it broke my fucking heart. but even with all of that, you will forever be someone i’m in love with. and everytime we come back even if it’s as friends just seeing the sparkle in your eyes when i talk and you just sit there and listen. your company takes away my emptiness. it makes me forget all of the terrible things in my life. but it’s always temporary. god. why does it have to be temporary. everytime you come into my life i wake up and the world feels okay. i never think i can fall deeper in love with you and yet every single fucking day i do.

do you think something could've happened between us? no matter how much you love her, i'm still up for sex.

You are the best person i've met. I love you so much. I don't know if you'll find this but if you do I love you like so much you don't understand. You saved me without knowing.

i was stupid to believe that i ever meant something to you. we both know i never did. it’s been 4 years and i know we’re not the same kids we were in middle school, but i wish you could love me as much as i once did. please text me, i miss you

you broke me i wanted so much with you and you shattered my heart i talked to god about you ig forever meant 8 1/2 months and then you leave

I love you with all my heart and I never meant to hurt you the way I did. I hope you heal fully from the damage I caused.

i love you the same way i loved you two years ago, if not more. i miss you. i'm proud of you, and i hope one day, if we're meant to be, god will bring us back together. you'll forever be apart of me.

I will always love you.Things aren't the same, but the happiest i've ever been was when I was falling in love with you.

i’m not sad about what happened. it just hurt that you left in the same way everyone always leaves me. it hurts because i feel used by you. it hurts because we were so close and now we can never go back to that. you knew everything and even if we never talk, every time i look at you and remember everything you told me and the memories we had.

The fact you picked your girl best friend over me. Broke me. I loved you and I still do. I hope if this works out again... I hope you don't make me feel like a second option. I was there for you through everything, if you wanted to be with her. Why'd you put me through that. I feel like you are talking to others girl right now while we are talking again, I hope not. I love you and I missed you so much...

I've beat myself up every day since I ended us. we could have been something so amazing. I wish I had put myself first for once and chosen you. I miss you kaleb

I have mad feelings for you, and at times it seems like you feel the same then others it’s like we barely ever met. I see you in my future and I want you in the present... I just don’t think you feel the same. Don’t tell me you’re waiting for me and then completely bail on that. You’re tearing me apart and I just can’t make myself stop wanting you. You’re too perfect

you never knew how much i like you. maybe i am just your friends little sister, but to me you were more. it hurts that you never saw me as more than a friend, and didn’t realize what was right in front of you.

i loved you more and you knew that. but then you saw her, and left. left like everything we had meant nothing

honestly fuck you bro i hate the fact that i’m in love with u and u don’t want anything to do with me. ?

I think a part of me hates you now. I wish you never lied. I wish you had just told me your feelings. I wish you didn't push me away. I miss my friend.

You're not that same person that I had my first kiss with. He wouldn't have hurt me. What happened to you?

I know your happy without me. sorry for being such a bother in your life. i miss you. comeback. please