Unsent Messages

if there’s ever a chance you get to read this, i still feel the same way ive felt for you two months ago on this day. and the months before that. the way i’ll probably always feel about you. at first i wasnt ever going to come back or even write any of this at all. but for some reason ever since I met you, I had known it from the very start. in order for me to be happy now though, I have to start focusing on myself. Even though you’ll always be in my heart, we still have so much to work on in our lives. life in general has been crazy lately; these past two months have been so much to handle for me and you both. and even though we may be living our own separate lives, at the end of the day, i know we’ll always be there for each other. and and I couldn’t be any more grateful to have a person like you to come into my life. ever since you did, everything has changed. now, i couldnt imagine my life without you in it. and i’m so glad i was able to help you discover yourself along the way. because that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you; for you to be happy. because that’s all you deserve. but I promise you, I will do anything in my power to keep you happy. and for now, i’m going to try to do what’s best for the both of us. and even if it takes my entire life, you’ll be worth the wait. whether or not you feel the same way, i know it’ll be okay. because as long as you’re in my life, that’s all that matters :) until next time