Unsent messages to JUSTICE
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: October 4, 2023, 3:02 am UTC
It feels like your gonna hurt me so I’m scared and I think I’ll have to hurt you first.
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: October 2, 2023, 5:02 am UTC
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you in the future, ily
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: September 26, 2023, 7:13 am UTC
You've already made me feel so loved compared to anyone else
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: August 14, 2023, 8:02 pm UTC
ik u not loyal at all but I want us ag
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: August 5, 2023, 2:01 am UTC
My love, you’re my better and everything i’ve ever wanted
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: July 29, 2023, 9:43 pm UTC
You hurt me, and I just wanted to live you
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: July 14, 2023, 10:43 pm UTC
i wish i had one more time to just talk to you again.
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:40 pm UTC
you were my first love and our memories play on repeat in my mind. i miss the good memories mi amor. xoxo hun
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:08 am UTC
i cared about you, deeply. it hurts to see you do everything i wanted, with someone else.. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: November 4, 2020, 10:16 pm UTC
i keep wondering why i come back to this, it's not like you'd see/care but i think it helps...
today was bad, though.. i haven't slept in 26+ hours because of my brother and horrible actions he made, and i couldn't talk to anyone about what had happened, though somewhere in the back of my mind was you, and i thought about somehow talking to you directly and unloading to you because i'm scared, and i'm sad, and i miss my brother, and i don't want my life to spiral like this anymore.. i just want to be okay, i have nobody, i'm so so so tired. i hope you're well though, as i do.. i don't know what to do, my mind is swimming and who even knows if i'll remember typint this out. i'm on meds to calm down, and i've been self medicating to numb myself out but jesus christ i'm not numb, i just have to pretend i am. and maybe pretending that i'm actually sending this to you will help me somehow, and i can imagine you replying back with some helpful words and maybe i'll feel okay. my hands are shaky and i feel like i'm gonna vomit, i hate being anxious over things out of my own control. god. i'm sorry. i was terrible too, wasn't i? i treated you wrong, and for that i'm sorry and i have regrets about the whole thing.. maybe one day i'll stop coming back to this to get out my thoughts to the mere idea of you. i just wish things weren't so rocky, and i wish you weren't so far away from where i am. that's unfair in itself, isn't it? i'm tired now, i need rest if i can get it, cause now i'm rambling like a crazy person and i don't remember anything i said thus far.. but i'll put it out there because i have one life, and today has shown me god doesn't exist so who the hell am i supposed to live for if not myself? crazy, huh? again, not like you'll ever read this because i'm not sure this is the type of "scene" for you, but who knows. maybe the universe is odd like that, or maybe it isn't. reality is strange now, but you're quite nice.
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: November 3, 2020, 1:37 am UTC
y'know.. i'm always thinking back to when you sent me a generic picture of a blue bouquet because you'd remembered i liked the color blue... my memory loss is significantly worsening with the days, but i suppose it's nice to remember the little things that made me things feel whole.
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: October 12, 2020, 4:46 pm UTC
It’ll always hurt to think about you and what we had, but I don’t think i’ll ever get over you. I will always love you.
From: ABC
To: justice
Date: October 12, 2020, 4:45 pm UTC
It’ll always hurt to think about you and what we had, but I don’t think i’ll ever get over you. I will always love you.
