Unsent messages to JT
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:25 pm UTC
I wish you understood how much it hurt me to always be put last.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:09 am UTC
i love you and who you are. i love your laugh and smile
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: January 18, 2021, 9:19 pm UTC
You made me happy until you left. Then you destroyed me. This is when I needed to learn how to find true happiness in myself.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: January 8, 2021, 4:54 am UTC
I love you every second of every day, Kid. I wish I could be with you but I know it’s not what you want. I miss you like crazy, and I’ll love you forever. - M
P.S. why are you always here?
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:29 pm UTC
fuck u. u made me do shit i didn't wanna do and u fucking broke me and made me think i wasn't good enough for love. but guess what? fuck u because i am. 2 years on I found a guy who makes me the happiest girl and he makes me feel worthy of love. so yeah, fuck you.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:26 pm UTC
fuck you. you selfish cunt of an asshole. i hate u so so much. its been 2 years now and im still affected by it. you fucking prick.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:16 pm UTC
you fucked my mental health us and for what reason? coz you as a 16 year old wanted to fuck up a 13 year olds life and leave her broken and emotionally scarred? you fucking piece of shit. i hate u. fuck u. i hate u for what u did to me.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:07 pm UTC
fuck you. really, fuck you. i hate you so much for what you did to me. you fucking asshole i was 13. so yeah, fuck you.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:08 pm UTC
i wanted to love him, i truly did, but every time i would think of love, the only man i could ever think of was you.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:12 am UTC
ill most likely never forgive you. you left because of something YOU did. we both know I didn't deserve that. I just find it crazy that you say you cared about me and you liked me a lot but you literally picked up and left everything we had in less than a day. real dick move on your part. you're never gonna get through life if you don't know how to get over something so small. I would call you a pussy but that's mean. I really hope you learn how to deal with your shit. open up a little more next time. relationships don't work unless you're honest with other people.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: December 18, 2020, 4:05 pm UTC
I used to miss you all the time, now I’m glad that I moved on. I’ve found someone who makes me happy, I hope you do too
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:03 pm UTC
hey. i wish it could’ve lasted longer. you were honestly my best friend and it hurts so bad to lose you. i wish you didnt have to cheat
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:40 am UTC
i am so sorry. i wish you could know how terrible i feel. yes everyone reading this. i ghosted him. and i feel like shit about it. if only you could know that the only reason why i did it was because my friend liked you. a friend that i value so much. when we started talking, i already knew that she liked you, but what was i supposed to do, ignore you? and you were so sweet, i just couldn't do that. but the fact that i was betraying my friend just kept eating away at me, and eventually i decided i just couldn't deal with it anymore. so i didn't respond to your text. of course, you had no idea why i didn't respond to your text. you just thought i was a piece of shit. and you're not wrong. now another thing is eating away at me. the idea that i could ever make you feel like you're not good enough. and if you're reading this jt, you are so good enough. you are incredibly sweet and i wish i could carry on a conversation like you can. anyways, i just needed to get that off my chest, because I've been really upset about it ever since. oh, and you're color is red because i know that's you favorite color:) i wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: December 3, 2020, 6:22 am UTC
so yea I'm falling for you lol. You make me feel safe and ok. I'm taking things slower on my end then usual with the catching feelings part. Maybe we'll be together soon. I hope we'll be there sooner rather then later but for now, nothing makes me happier then you being my bsf and me being yours.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: September 21, 2020, 6:33 am UTC
i really wanted wanted to fall in love you. i could take lying to myself but not to you. believe me when i said you deserve better, you always will.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: September 21, 2020, 6:31 am UTC
i wasn’t the person you thought i was, i tried to love you but i couldn’t fall in love with you no matter how hard i tried. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: JT
Date: September 13, 2020, 5:03 pm UTC
I just wanted to tell you that I liked you since we're in high school and i really miss our little talks. I still remember that time you told me about how your parents fell in love... I wish that's how we end up till today.
Some of our mutual friends often said that we both are so alike and that we should be dating.
No wonder why we both stayed single for a long time. It's funny how I'm feeling this way even though I clearly knew you don't feel the same and that you probably have no idea about it.
