You’re still with me and i’m thankful. But i’m sorry for ruining things with my insecurities and trauma from the past. it’s just so heavy to carry around and recover from it.

I have so much love for you. If only you’d tried a little harder, we would’ve been each other’s person.

Hey I’m so sorry about where our relationship is going. It’s so toxic now and not going to lie it’s your fault. You’ve changed. You were so nice to me before and now your just rude. Calling me annoying and a retard and all this other stuff. Like bro I was trying to fix things but no you’re probably going to go tell your side ho about the whole thing. She wants to get with u, and ur obsessed so just break up with me and date her. It’ll be better that way. I don’t know if I’ll be able to move in if that’s what happens because I do love you but it’s so bad now. It feels like there’s nothing I can do to fix it. I’m sorry. I just want to be able to FaceTime you more and talk to you without you being a dick more. But that can’t happen now can it. It’s so difficult talking to you now. And that’s because you’re always pissing me off or getting mad at me. I’m so sick of it bro. I can’t deal with it anymore. All I want is for you to be nicer, block olivia, stop flirting with other girls and for you to call me tell me you love me and that your sorry and to just tell me what you want be to do better other than talk to you more because I do talk to you. That’s all. I’m sorry and I love you so much.

why did you let go of everything we had so easily? you did exactly what you said you wouldn’t to me. I still love you when i know i shouldn’t...

I will always love you. I will wait until I become right girl right time. I think about you and Miss you in everything I see and do. Even four years later you are still deep down in my heart

not being with you for the past months hurts and ik I fucked up but I need you and love you if I could change the past I would I LOVE YOU

Words cannot describe the way I feel for you, even if you hurt me. I have never felt this for anyone else, even though you’re gone. My heart aches for you.

I really loved you. I’m sorry I ruined everything for us, I miss you and still love you pls come back to me

i hate you but i still love you. i’m so mad at you for how you’ve made me feel. i hope you see it one day and get out of there.

Hace nueve meses que te has ido, aún recuerdo el día exacto en que te fuiste, lo que hablamos, lo que me dijiste días antes de tu partida, y desde ese entonces no has salido de mi cabeza, me haces pensar que soy una molestia pero tengo la esperanza de que nos volvamos a volver a encontrar. Aún te quiero mucho y te extraño como no tienes idea, espero que me recuerdes.

i love your bag, your face, your philosophy, you. thank you for making things brighter, unknowingly :)
p.s not into velvet underground, but the bag is still dope

You lead me on and broke me. You asked if I would stay forever and never leave, I said yes, forever, I should’ve been the one asking that question. Either way, no matter the answer, it would’ve been a no.

Yknow you're hard to love... I still do but sometimes I wish I knew exactly how you felt, I sometimes feel like you keep me around for company but will never actually capitalize on a true irl relationship. I love you but damn be honest please, it'd be better that way.

i liked you, atleast i thought i did. we talked every night. i didnt care what people said about you. i should of. they were right. i never regretted dating who and i will never regret it. you taught me that i deserved more than what i had expected. you taught me how someone should of treated me and now i have someone who does. im sorry i hurt you, but you hurt me first.

u were the 1st person in my life i couldn't stop thinking about. now that u have a girlfriend, i feel like i have no other choice left. i felt that u were the only person who would actually want to talk to me or love me

you said you would come back but you didn’t. i’m sorry for losing hope. if you’re out there, i miss you.

hi josh. imy. ik i cant text u anymore & im still trying to forget u exist but i cant. how'd u do it so easily.

you said you would come back but you didn’t. i’m sorry for losing hope. if you’re out there, i miss you.

I cried when you left because I thought you'd feel different about me when you got back. I was right.

i loved how innocent our love was, everything was easy with you. i learned a lot from you and have made peace with the fact that i was not the one for you like you were to me. you will always have a special place in my heart.

It’s been a year, and I occasionally still think about you. The way you smiled, the way you laughed, the way you said my name. I was so young back then, I should’ve known that there’s an ending to things. I cried over you, it really hurts being told that you liked someone when I thought I was the only one. Stringing me along.

i love you so much and im sorry for ending things, i just havent found myself yet and i needed the freedom to do that. but i thank god every day that you are still here with me. you are truly a blessing. i love you.

we were the definition of right person, wrong time. I wish it lined up and we did something about it.

Thank you for having approached the best of my life, I am eternally grateful. I hope you are always very happy, you deserve it ?

thank you for everything. it’s been over a year now and i really don’t know if i’m over you or not. i tried talking to another guy but it just reminded me of how much i still want to be with you. you’re such a great guy i really wish we never broke up. you are my first love and i will love you forever joshua

i was so stupid to think that we would be friends for ever. You still left me after everything we've been through

I want you to know that I only left because I was struggling. I didn’t feel good enough for you, but we were good enough for each other. I just didn’t realise it. I don’t know if you check this, but if you do - please call. Let’s talk. I won’t say who I am, but if you are the Josh I love you will be able to remember this - us, in the sea, I’m wrapped around you - cuddling. I can’t swim well so I clung to you, we saw a turtle! I miss that.

i’m sorry i couldn’t be her. deep down i always knew that it would never work out. i even saw it coming but i’ll always be happy for you. i love you and i’m forever great full for all that you’ve taught me. i’m am hurt that you went back on your word and did what you said you wouldn’t, but i hope one day we can put aside these things that drove us apart and become friends again. i wish you well for everything to come. thank you

I'll never forget the day our eyes met. I've regretted not making a move every day since and I now have to watch you love someone else because I was too late to make a move.

I'm convinced we were each overs first love, i will always love you but the painful part was realising we was happier without each over. i love you forever and always.

you make me so happy, you almost make me forget my problems. i didn't want to loose you but i need to be better before i can be with you- i hope we can meet again in the furture.

i'm positive us falling in love was fate. from first seeing you when i was 7 and you was the boy who lived across the road then going to the same secondary and having the same humour then our best friends dating bringing us closer. despite everything, you are my greeny and no one can change that. we are better without each over but you josh are my greeny.

i want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road someones gotta go. And i want you to know you couldn't of loved me better but i want you to move on so i'm already gone.- i pushed you away not because i don't love you, because i love you too much

last time i was here i was speaking into the universe that youd come back. now im here thinking about how we hooked up the other day. crazy how life works huh? i dont know what i want from you relationship wise and im trying to figure it out. its all very weird right now. im not her and i wont be her so you cant expect me to put up with bullshit all the time because i simply dont care. i live one day at a time and i have no time stressing over an ugly ass bitch. i hope you can understand my struggle with you though.

You were toxic asf but I literally loved you. Even though you made me think the worst of myself, I did my best to make you happy. My happiness didn't come first, yours did. I hope you're doing good.

i miss you so much. i’m so sorry if i hurt you i would never intentionally do that. i never got to say it but i love you. you were there for me when no one else was and i miss you more than anything. i wish you hadn’t given up but it’s ok. i just miss how it used to be before everything changed. i could never be mad at you but it hurts me so much that you could just leave me like that i had you on this pedestal and i didn’t think you were the type of person to do what you did but there’s nothing i can do except say i love you and i miss you i hope one day you come back

There was a time I thought we felt the same for one another. I was so certain. There is so much I want to tell you still. Please come back.

ehm im just to shy to tell you and ich weiss du hesh wahrshinlich kb uf mich but... i like u lol bye, have a nice day :)

You liked me at first, and I didn't return the feelings cause I wasn't ready yet. But I slowly began to fall for you after months of knowing each other. You became my best friend and the person I turned to when I needed to talk. Now we barely speak and I miss you

I dislike you so much, everything about you. Please lower your ego. Not everything is about you. I’ll never understand what i used to see in you. You’re gross.

i wouldn’t say you were my first love considering we didn’t even reach the dating stage but you made me feel this way i can’t put into words. our dates were so perfect, you are so perfect. you told me you liked me, led me on, but then ended things and got with someone else less than a month after? yet i still see you as perfect. i wish you felt the same as i do. i’m so attached to you and i can’t let go. you were everything i could dream of and you threw us away. why am i not good enough for you? i’m in so much pain and you act like i’m a nobody after everything. we don’t even talk anymore. i just wanted to be loved by you. i was so naive to think you actually cared about me because you clearly didn’t. why did you waste both of our times just to move on almost immediately? i sometimes wish nothing had happened to save myself this pain. you’re a stranger now. what is the point in love if it turns out like this? i’m mentally drained from you. it hurts my heart writing this but feels better at the same time. i wish you were mine J, but i wish you the world always.

i know you’re bad for me, i know you’re toxic. but you made me so damn happy. happier than i’ve ever been. i just wish it was us in the end..

i tried to stop loving you, but you.. you carved yourself into me, my heart, skin, veins.. whether or not you meant to, it’s you.

Someone is going to love you one day. I'm just not that someone. I really hope you heal and get through the things you're going through. I couldn't bare the burden that I felt whenever I talked to you and constantly feel like I'm obligated to fix every single problem you have.

You have the most beautiful eyes, teeth and smile. I wish you'd look those eyes into mine and smile with those white teeth at me.

I really wish we could pick up where we left off, even though we don't feel the same about each other.

I rlly liked you i rlly did yes it was hard to get over you but i have now done so, i miss talking to you alot i miss hanging with u miss the laughs miss everything what you did to me was wrong and i hope you soon realize that i will always love you bc deep down i care about you a lot and i know u care about me too you used to be my home i felt so safe with you then everything turned around and it was like you didn’t care so you made assumptions about me just so you could leave. you promised me you wouldn’t leave even through the toughest bs we went through yet you still left. overall i miss you i dont miss the dating i just miss talking to you like we used too❤️

we never spoke about it

I know
Leaving me
Will be easier
Than loving me

I wish you didn’t give up on me after I had to move away. </3