Unsent messages to JOSHUA
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: August 7, 2023, 2:51 am UTC
had fun with you the other day, i wish everyday was like that.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: August 6, 2023, 5:33 pm UTC
i wish you do the first move and i really want to get to know u
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: August 6, 2023, 2:26 am UTC
I don’t want to let go yet, please don’t let go
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: August 5, 2023, 9:22 pm UTC
i wish you put effort in like you said you would
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: August 4, 2023, 9:47 pm UTC
I NEED U LIKE PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY DUDE FR
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 27, 2023, 7:09 am UTC
Our love wasn’t an accident. I’ll always root for you.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 26, 2023, 11:10 pm UTC
my favorite color is the blue in your eyes.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 19, 2023, 8:59 pm UTC
i hate that you cant tell people about us
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:31 pm UTC
distance didn’t break us up, you did.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:03 pm UTC
I regret ghosting you all of a sudden.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:33 pm UTC
i cant believe i ever saw a future with you
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 14, 2023, 4:59 pm UTC
i miss you so much but i know you don’t need me anymore.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 13, 2023, 1:09 am UTC
i love u with my mind, heart, and soul. <3
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 12, 2023, 8:59 pm UTC
My forever cut red thread.
Sometimes, life has other plans.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: July 12, 2023, 1:27 pm UTC
I just want you to know that I love you more than anything....
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:29 pm UTC
i’m sorry i couldn’t be her. deep down i always knew that it would never work out. i even saw it coming but i’ll always be happy for you. i love you and i’m forever great full for all that you’ve taught me. i’m am hurt that you went back on your word and did what you said you wouldn’t, but i hope one day we can put aside these things that drove us apart and become friends again. i wish you well for everything to come. thank you
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 16, 2021, 12:53 am UTC
you said you would come back but you didn’t. i’m sorry for losing hope. if you’re out there, i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:17 pm UTC
you said you would come back but you didn’t. i’m sorry for losing hope. if you’re out there, i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:31 pm UTC
u were the 1st person in my life i couldn't stop thinking about. now that u have a girlfriend, i feel like i have no other choice left. i felt that u were the only person who would actually want to talk to me or love me
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:19 pm UTC
i liked you, atleast i thought i did. we talked every night. i didnt care what people said about you. i should of. they were right. i never regretted dating who and i will never regret it. you taught me that i deserved more than what i had expected. you taught me how someone should of treated me and now i have someone who does. im sorry i hurt you, but you hurt me first.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:31 pm UTC
I really loved you. I’m sorry I ruined everything for us, I miss you and still love you pls come back to me
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:23 am UTC
Words cannot describe the way I feel for you, even if you hurt me. I have never felt this for anyone else, even though you’re gone. My heart aches for you.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 14, 2021, 3:13 am UTC
Hey I’m so sorry about where our relationship is going. It’s so toxic now and not going to lie it’s your fault. You’ve changed. You were so nice to me before and now your just rude. Calling me annoying and a retard and all this other stuff. Like bro I was trying to fix things but no you’re probably going to go tell your side ho about the whole thing. She wants to get with u, and ur obsessed so just break up with me and date her. It’ll be better that way. I don’t know if I’ll be able to move in if that’s what happens because I do love you but it’s so bad now. It feels like there’s nothing I can do to fix it. I’m sorry. I just want to be able to FaceTime you more and talk to you without you being a dick more. But that can’t happen now can it. It’s so difficult talking to you now. And that’s because you’re always pissing me off or getting mad at me. I’m so sick of it bro. I can’t deal with it anymore. All I want is for you to be nicer, block olivia, stop flirting with other girls and for you to call me tell me you love me and that your sorry and to just tell me what you want be to do better other than talk to you more because I do talk to you. That’s all. I’m sorry and I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:45 pm UTC
youre probably with that blonde girl who always made me doubt. today i drove through the suburbs crying because you werent around
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:53 pm UTC
I miss you I miss you putting a smile on my face I miss the thought of you I miss waking up wondering what you where going to do today I miss YOU I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:02 am UTC
You were so perfect at times I wanted to just marry you but then sometimes I thought to myself “were young” ... :) we had so many good memories together it’s hard letting go ... you did hurt me sm and I still forgave you whys that? I still ask myself ? maybe bc I was dumb and madly in love so I decided to be a fool and get back with you and forgive you :/ it hurts sm when I think about it I’m trying to move on rn , sometimes I wanna smash ur head onto a wall then the other I want to hold you in my arms I loved you so much ... you just kinda made my life miserable ty
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:42 am UTC
I love you from the first moment I saw you, I love everything about you, your smile so it's lined in wires that make it stand out even more, your glasses that frame eyes full of light and love, but you know how to stink that I love you, I love myself more and I know that your love hurts me I let you go and I give myself permission to let you go because first it's me and then if I have a little of that love left I'll give it to you
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:10 pm UTC
Now it seems like we are strangers.
Like we had never met. Sometimes I wonder, do you even remember my name?
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:41 pm UTC
we were the definition of right person, wrong time. I wish it lined up and we did something about it.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:10 am UTC
It’s been a year, and I occasionally still think about you. The way you smiled, the way you laughed, the way you said my name. I was so young back then, I should’ve known that there’s an ending to things. I cried over you, it really hurts being told that you liked someone when I thought I was the only one. Stringing me along.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 4, 2021, 9:23 pm UTC
hey greeney, im sorry we drifted but, i dont love you anymore. wow. ik it may be sad but im glad. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 4, 2021, 1:40 pm UTC
days where i waited for you were my happiest days even if it meant no reply back. now everything about you gone.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 4, 2021, 6:58 am UTC
things are dark right now for both us, i wish we where closer. youre in germany, im in america. im sorry for everything, i wish i can my fears, but i cant....
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:26 pm UTC
the sun shines out of you, and it hurts me every conversation we have that you’ll never see me in the same way as i see you.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:17 pm UTC
I don’t understand why we can’t just love each other the way we want to Joshua. You know I love you. You know I do. We know nobody else will ever feel the same. It’s us and you know that. It’s always been us. I don’t know why we do it to ourselves, every time we occasionally speak feels like I’m getting stabbed. I don’t want to speak on occasion, i would use my last words on you.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: December 31, 2020, 7:20 pm UTC
You’re still with me and i’m thankful. But i’m sorry for ruining things with my insecurities and trauma from the past. it’s just so heavy to carry around and recover from it.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: December 31, 2020, 6:59 pm UTC
You make me feel so loved and special it’s unbelievable. I just wish you would stop holding on to the people who hurt you the most . You have so much potential and you need to realize it . You need to keep going even though I know it gets hard . Keep going babe ! You got this ❤️
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: December 30, 2020, 8:49 am UTC
hi everyone! do NOT let a boy named josh, joshua, or ANY J name break your heart. you deserve better. you got this and i love u. i am there for you. you are appreciated. the world will never be the same without you. stay.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: December 28, 2020, 3:36 am UTC
I don’t understand the way you loved me. If the love you had for me was real, I don’t want another like it. You said you would wait forever if you had to. I’m sorry I made you wait at all but it was only for a couple months. I knew how quickly one could make a promise and withdraw from it I just thought you would be different. I thought we were different. Where did the “love” go? I want mine to leave just as yours did.
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: December 27, 2020, 11:50 pm UTC
I know I didn’t treat you right, you were my first and I was trying to look cool and that I didn’t care about you. All I did was push you away this time last year it was you and me. And you were buying my birthday present. I always wish I could go back
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: December 22, 2020, 4:52 am UTC
thank you for everything. it’s been over a year now and i really don’t know if i’m over you or not. i tried talking to another guy but it just reminded me of how much i still want to be with you. you’re such a great guy i really wish we never broke up. you are my first love and i will love you forever joshua
From: ABC
To: Joshua
Date: December 21, 2020, 7:00 am UTC
i loved how innocent our love was, everything was easy with you. i learned a lot from you and have made peace with the fact that i was not the one for you like you were to me. you will always have a special place in my heart.
