Unsent messages to JOSHUA

i have to be straight up with you. do u like me or not. yes or no. i don’t want a relationship. i just want to know because you did at the beginning of summer and we’ve been friends for a pretty long time now and i know how you act towards some things. i just don’t like ppl talking about you to me all the time just for me to feel awkward and i know ppl probably do it to you too.

you were my happiness and you broke me for another girl. i will still be here for
you to cry and tell me all your problems when you need me, but damn you hurt me bad.

I dont now why you lied to me about your feelings. It really made me question myself. I thought you loved me.

Why did you lead me on? I really wished things would work out. I miss you sm. I even told my mom ab you..

Why did you lead me on? I really wished things would work out. I miss you sm. I even told my mom ab you..

I hate you for what you did to me, and the worst part is; is that I’d take you back, and I still love you.

hello i think abt u alot, even still today ofc. man u have no idea how much u impacted me. thank you for always being kind to me and giving me a reason to smile. i miss you. hope you’re doing well and i hope we meet again someday.

I wish we could hang again. You made me feel safe and happy and I wish you the best. You are strong and powerful

I will always love you. I will wait until I become right girl right time. I think about you and Miss you in everything I see and do. Even four years later you are still deep down in my heart

I have so much love for you. If only you’d tried a little harder, we would’ve been each other’s person.

I miss you I really hope you miss me too I know we’ll be together again one day we’re too good not to be

i'm sorry that i hurt you, but it was for the best. you deserve the world, i never could give you that.

You liked me at first, and I didn't return the feelings cause I wasn't ready yet. But I slowly began to fall for you after months of knowing each other. You became my best friend and the person I turned to when I needed to talk. Now we barely speak and I miss you

i miss you so much. i’m so sorry if i hurt you i would never intentionally do that. i never got to say it but i love you. you were there for me when no one else was and i miss you more than anything. i wish you hadn’t given up but it’s ok. i just miss how it used to be before everything changed. i could never be mad at you but it hurts me so much that you could just leave me like that i had you on this pedestal and i didn’t think you were the type of person to do what you did but there’s nothing i can do except say i love you and i miss you i hope one day you come back

last time i was here i was speaking into the universe that youd come back. now im here thinking about how we hooked up the other day. crazy how life works huh? i dont know what i want from you relationship wise and im trying to figure it out. its all very weird right now. im not her and i wont be her so you cant expect me to put up with bullshit all the time because i simply dont care. i live one day at a time and i have no time stressing over an ugly ass bitch. i hope you can understand my struggle with you though.

i love your bag, your face, your philosophy, you. thank you for making things brighter, unknowingly :)
p.s not into velvet underground, but the bag is still dope

you made me the way i am. all that hurt finally paid off. you told me to loose weight, so i gained it.

I spent 2 years chasing you, being silent watching and when I told you. You chose someone you new for 3 weeks. I hate you. But thank you for showing me that I deserve better.

Hi. We ended up not in good terms and that was really hury until now. I just cant see myself anymore with someone and i hate that. I just cant forgive you.
Hamada

Please know I still love you, but not this person you’re trying to be. We should be each other’s, even though we can’t.