Jose, I liked you since the seventh grade, and I know you too. I regret never having had anything and only our looks and good deals, now that our lives are separated, to tell you that I love you, and I hope that fate brings us together

Hey cutie, I'm ngl when I first saw you I wasn't as interested in you. But when we started talking, I started to get interested in you but you was a hoe. Ong you was lol but then when we started to talk again you seemed like you changed and I like the change. But I hope we keep on talking and get to know each other more :)

I knew that you weren't looking for commitment, I just played along until I got tired of it. Good Luck

There are times when I wish I could still be able to text you. You were a great help, honestly you were. I wish I could still get those mini updates on how life is going.

You are such a good person who did such a horrible thing to me. You lead me on. Made me believe you actually liked me, only to choose someone else over me. It's cool, it has been over a year since it happened as I am typing it, but it still affects me to this day with new people. I already had self esteem issues and then for you to do that to me just amplified it. I can never believe that people genuinely like me anymore because of you. I hope you and your girlfriend are happy. I hate her, not for being with you but for knowing about me and not coming to be about it like a woman. i hate her for telling her friend who she knew was going to tell me instead of just coming to me but I guess if she makes you happy then so be it. I hope I never see or talk to you again. I just wish you knew that it still affects me. I want it to haunt you while you're still happy and I am stuck struggling.

Now that I'm typing it out, it feels incredibly stupid. I still have the opportunity... I know how immature the attraction is in the first place. I don't know. I've had warnings against you but I still get excited when I see your name in my notifications, when I see your converse next to me when I walk with my head down. It's stupid. It's really, really stupid. We're kids- that's all. I wish I could tell you.

today is your 21st birthday. i texted you for the first time in months. you still respond instantly. and i still love you.

Siempre te he amado desde la primaria pero ahora que estamos a poco de graduarnos no te lo dire en persona por que ya me dejaste en claro que nunca podre hacerlo, siempre me gustaste mucho y ahora solo quiero que sepas que no quiero que me busques, ya consegui a alguien que realmente me ama, y si ahora te llego a gustar, llegaste muy tarde

I love you ?I’ll always love you I wish you the best I know you used me but I fell in love with you and I’ll always love you

I hope one day I can decide to forgive you. I know you won’t ever apologize or acknowledge the pain you caused me. But, my soul deserves peace.

You wanted me first. You broke me multiple times to the point I was numb. You wanted me when I didn't want you anymore.

i miss you so much. it hurts that you started distancing yourself out of no where & being dry & you just stopped texting me :( you even promised me we would be the best of the bsf for many years :( i wish we could talk again, but it just wont be the same :(

I still think about you. It's been over a year and for some reason, I still seem to hear your name or see your friends post you. I wish you could have given me the closure I wanted or told me that you just didn't love me anymore. I still see you in my dreams and I hate it. I've recently been on a date for the first time this year but they're just not you, so I had to let him go. I also had to unfollow you on social media and remove you from everything else because I just couldn't bear to see you post things like polls about asking people to go on dates with you. It hurt my heart and I couldn't bear it. As I'm typing this, a few tears fall down my cheek and it just goes to show that some scars really never heal, or at least they don't heal even after a whole year, it really does take time... I get tempted to request to follow you again but I know that will just make me look stupid and you'll just think I'm embarrassing myself or you'd probably just make fun of me for it. Who knows, I don't know you like that anymore. I hope you didn't take it the wrong way tho. We both needed some growing and maturing to do. Anyway, I hope you're doing good and I hope life has been treating you well. I'm sorry on my part for all the shit I've done to you. Sorry never meant a thing to you coming from me and I understood why but I really mean it. Anyways bye, you left your mark on me and your name will always be engraved on my heart. I hope one day you can find your true love, as will I. We both deserve it.
Sincerely,
Lala.

I didn’t even like you but tonight you told que me empezarás a ver como solo una amiga y no entiendo por qué lloré tanto

you're never gonna see this but i hope you do know i love you dearly, with all my heart. i wouldn't say you were my first love but you were my first attachments. and its dumb for me to say that because we never did anything serious, but everytime i was with you my day was instantly better. i wish we could go back to the beginning of out relationship. in the beginning we were so happy, i miss the old us so much i really do wish you could see that i wished nothing but for us to be happy. i am so sorry for being the way i was, i really dont know why im like that. in the beginning we were so healthy, we were so so happy, feb and march are the months i wish i could go back to. i am so sorry we became toxic, i wish we could start over. my feelings are so mixed when it comes to you. you have a special place in my heart, you always will. i dont miss you, i miss us. the old us. and ive sadi this many times. theres not a day where i dont think about you. im always think, "why did i end up like this? why did i say this? what did i do that?" i wonder if you miss me, i hope you miss the old us like i do. i dream about the old us. i cannot explain how much i wish i could go back and be a better girlfriend, i really do wish the best for you. i hope you find yourself and good girl, a young girl who will fill your days with laughter and smiles. and young girl who will love you unconditionally like i did. who will cherish every moment with you like i did. will compliment you all the times like i did even though your insecure. i wished you could see what i see. we were both in the wrong in the end. we were both toxic. i will admit i was a bit more toxic than you, and i have no excuse for it. yes i do say we never dated but its to cover up the fact that i miss us. you will forever and always be in my mind bub, wish you nothing but the best for your future stinky.

I miss you so fucking much. Like every morning I wake up regretting rejecting you. You would have been my person, I know it. We would have been unstoppable. I was so stupid, and I can’t even handle myself anymore. I miss everything about you. I wish we were driving around those small country roads listening to your stupid pop playlists. I wish we were on my couch playing with Nova. God damn it I want to turn back time cause I’m miserable without you.

It’s not that I didn’t like you, I just didn’t KNOW. I didn’t want to turn around and do the same thing your friend did to me. I didn’t want to have a relationship with you and then I realize I don’t have those types of feelings for you. I do like you, I really do, like there’s so many things about you that inspire me and make me happy. And I know if we were together— I would be SO HAPPY. But I didn’t want to do you like that— because I don’t have the same physical attraction you have. Call me shallow, I don’t care. I just don’t want to be the EXACT thing I’ve complained to you about 100 times. I didn’t want to put you through that, so it’s better this way. I’m sorry, I miss you so much. So so SO fucking much. Every day I think about how different things would have been if I kissed you while we were laying on my bed. I remember your laugh, energy, the voice and puppy dog eyes you had when you asked me questions about my life. I MISS YOU. But I know you deserve better, and I can’t do that to you.

No consigo olvidarte y todo me da vueltas.
Hay días que quiero besarte solo dos segundos más, mirarte solo dos segundos más.
Pero, amor, te sigo temiendo.
Me destrozaste la vida, me destrozaste entera. No se que es vivir. Y te quiero y eso puede conmigo.

Mira fuiste la persona que más amor en toda mi vida eres la persona que hizo de mis días fueran mucho mejor fuiste la persona que me hacía muy feliz demasiado no te imaginas cuanto jamás había amado a alguien como te ame a ti y nunca eh vuelto a amar como te ame a ti

Bueno gracias por enseñarme a amar y por hacerme sentir diferente cada vez que hablaba contigo cada audio, cada foto, cada momento, cada te quiero, cada vez que te recuerdo, y no puedo más me siento fatal, siento que he sido un juguete para ti, mientras que para mi has sido el amor de mi vida, que no te puedo olvidar y que por mucho que haya hablado quedado o besado a otras chicas me es imposible un día no acordarme de ti, no recordarte y sentirme vacío porque no te tengo.

Me gustaste de una manera que no podría no explicar, de una manera tan pura, linda, sincera, de verdad fuiste alguien muy importante para mi y lo sigues siendo aunque no hablemos, aunque cuando me hables te responda cortante o cosas así es que no sabia como sentirme, fuiste mi primer amor (por así decirlo).

por que nunca me quisiste como yo te quise? me esforcé demasiado por ti, me la jugué demasiado y ni una sonrisa me diste.... porque rogaste estar conmigo si me ibas a lastimar?... me arrepiento de haberte amado... fui una tonta..

Me alegra que todo se haya acabado. Realmente, pensé que no serías tan cobarde para volver después de claramente decir que la preferías a ella.

I like you. I'm sorry I act ditzy when I'm around you I get nervous. I'm sorry I didn't feel the same prior I didn't know how to express my emotions. If you wanna get in touch and feel the same way, literally just ask her my number.

a veces tengo miedo de todo lo que pasé con vos y me pregunto si era mi única oportunidad para sentir algo así, como lo nuestro

Why did you have to take my virginity? You knew you had a girlfriend, yet you still did it. Fuck you.

No sabes lo mucho que te ame y te amo ,me di cuenta de eso cuando me fui te extrañe demasiado ya que fuiste mi primer amor y mi mejor amigo ,cuando te volví a ver después de dos años no sabia como acercarme a ti y por eso fue que perdí tu amistad y tu cariño cuando éramos niños.
Cuando pasaron 5 años de eso yo pensé que ya no sentía nada por ti pero luego nos volvimos a encontrar y me di cuenta que todavía sentía algo por ti aunque tu ya no me volteas a ver o me saludas....dime como te olvido, como puedo dejar de sentir esto por ti.

im in love w you and it took me a while to realize. im sorry for not letting you in but just know I’m coming back

There have been guys before you but I’ve never experienced things with them like I have with you. You showed me new things, gave me new feelings. Good and bad. But you always shared that you cared. No matter how many days went by where we didn’t talk.. everything just seemed perfect. I have love for you that absolutely no one else will have. I can tell you my deepest darkest secrets and express every emotion I ever feel. You listen, you care, you laugh, you are my person. I know I’m not urs and that’s ok. I’d keep you as a friend. As long as I have you

I’m still holding on to us... tho it might be better this way. But if it is better, why does it feel so wrong? Let’s fix this.

Hi :/ uh sorry about telling you that I knew about Kendra before you told me about her, yes I know its weird but all I did was check your following lol. anyways I miss you a lot I miss your text messages, u spamming my phone, your photos etc. thats it :) hope youre doing well.

I overthink a lot about are relationship when I never did but I am starting to after you kept talking about your ex when we were on ft you wouldn't stop talking about she sounds amazing and you even talked about what she got you for valentines day and what you got her fo valentines day and I made me wanna cry just thinking how perfect you too sounded for each other and I feel like deep down in my gut your still like her and if you do I say go for it ask her out while she's single and break up with me again...

Si hubieras sabido que me lastimarías así ¿igualmente me hubieras utilizado para volver con tú ex? Yo sí me enamoré de tí y es el tipo de amor que nunca podrás volver a encontrar.

Us joking around as a couple is funny, cute and all, but it really fucks with my heart. I wish you werent joking.

i feel bad for never talking to you... it could have been so much more than just a crush. I can't seem to get over you despite not even talking to u. Thought I would have the courage to talk or to even move on, but now I realize it hasn't worked. But maybe, one day u will hear my song and know that is all about you. Just like the song, seems like music is the best way to get messages through the air. good luck and remember u can do it!!! oh and I know u know this is for u

hey , how are you doing tonight ? you doing okay ? i miss you a lot , im really happy i saved those chats , i listen to them before i go to bed ://. ( his favorite color is red ).

I i wish i could hold your soft hands again. I miss your laughs and the way your face would turn red when you thought you had embarrassed yourself infront of me. But in reality it lit me up just to be near you. You weren’t good with words but you showed your love and care for all things. I can’t get your songs out of my head.

i really did love you. but you loved her and i could never be her no matter how hard i tried. i still miss and love you and i hate myself for it but no one can replace u

you gross me out. the thought of you touching me is repulsive. i cant believe i let you take advantage of me at such a young age.

I want to thank you for showing me what love is. I want to thank you for treating me like a queen. I want to thank you for letting me love you. I want to thank you for giving me hope in the future. I want to thank you for hurting me in the end. For showing me that everything good always comes to an end. For showing me that no one will love me like you or even acknowledge me as you did. I want to thank you for having your new girlfriend call me. Shows what a real asshole you turned out to be and how blind love really makes you.

I’m sorry I hurt you. I still think about you every day and every second, everything reminds me of you. I hope you’re doing well, I love you

Existen tantos con tu nombre, y caí por uno que hace 7 años me soltó pero yo lo sigo viendo en sueños. Lo siento

Te amo y siempre lo he echo ,nunca arriesgué a confesarme por temor al rechazo y perder tu amistad,de seguro no sientes lo mismo pero solo espero que sepas que le importante a alguien ,te amo bro♡

i loved you more than i loved myself. i put your pain first before mine. my days would be awful but the minute i saw you, i felt on top of the world. i will never love again because of you. you said so many awful things to me and i still gave you my heart. we no longer talk and i feel dumb to still think of you everyday. i know you are in a bad place right now and everyday i want to call you and tell you i still love you. im always here for you because you are my happiness. i know you will never feel the same because i was never your first love but you were mine. you would say the nicest things and the meanest. yet i would still do anything for you. i love you and i miss you. i wish you would come back.

i can’t stop thinking about you, please come back to me :(

I dont care what they say. I'm in love with you.

I wish you the best

How are you?

I love you so much more than you think :)

please climb my window