Unsent messages to JETT

let me be

Miss ya. Wish we could’ve stayed friends lol

hey babe, can’t believe i’m still thinking about you. i miss us.

I know you might hurt me, but for now I’m just going to look into your eyes and enjoy it.

i hope one day u realize what u did. i still need closure

ur so big uwu

I deserved better

I feel you slipping,
But I'm a hill made of ice and I love to slip, so let's slip together<3

you did the one thing I was afraid of. I will continue to love you until you come back. please ily

do you ever regret what you did to me?

why do I love you when I was the one who broke up with you

you’re bringing out the softest parts in me i’ve been trying to shut off. thank you <3

I assumed you wanted to say something but guess not.
Happy for you either way old friend.

you make me feel whole again

ur friends dont hate you :(

a part of me died that day in november

i hate that i opened
up to you and you took it to your advantage

you’d be surprised with how long i was willing to wait lol

i need you so bad.

I'm scared

i just wish my mom would stop talking about you. it’s been over a year

even after all this i still feel like there will be something between us forever

I hate how u have changed so much. I miss the old you

i think im in love with you

theres so much i could say

i miss you today, i think i’ll probably miss you tomorrow too.

I never knew love was actually something until I followed you back. Thank you.

you are the light of my life

You got pretty eyes

Hurry up and realise all I want is to be with you

i wish i wasnt so scared to ask for your number. i miss you too.

i hope you think of me when you look at her.

one day i hope you’ll say something that makes it all fair

I miss you so much. I wish I did things differently

I like you alot and i lov being with u <3

would you miss me if we never see each other again?

your heart has no doors, why would i still feel home there?

was i even anything to you?

its about the journey, not the end.

Would you even want to be anything more than friends? :/

we havent talked in a long time and i regret it. i regret everything day by day. i shouldnt be writing this because of circumstances but i know u wont see this and if u do, u probably couldnt tell this is me. idk. but im sorry for everything and its unfortunate that i still love u to a certain degree. just know that i regret everything from the bottom of my heart and im ready for a full apology. i just wish i could talk to the same jett i’d had last year but based off of our last convo, i could tell u have changed. but good for u. ur becoming ur true self or at least developing into watever to later find ur true self. ive never wanted any less than that for u.

i just miss u so bad. ive unblocked u on everything hoping youd notice and text me or read my ig story or something. im sorry. this is the last time im writing

i love you. who knows if you love me. all i know is that i love you and even though i’m mad nothing can change that.

you were my best friend and one of my favorite people. thank you for all the laughter. i hope you’re doing well (micayla)

You were my one, my ghostie, my everything, my Jett. I loved you very bit you you I loved and I really believed that we were going to make it, bu apparently you didn’t. You didn’t even love me did you? And ya kno when we first started out and you asked me if we were going to live forever I said yes, its kinda sad now bc eons later when were far past this. I’m going to bump into you it will be so strange to see someone who once felt like home, someone who was my favorite color. To see you . And later on I hope you see me behind you in the mirror bc I made you, you wouldn’t be who you are now without me. When you wear that outfit you like its bc of me that my shirt that makes you look good. I made you look good. I invented you Jett. Know that. Pup.

I love you so much and you such a angel but every time your with me you leave me broken and unbearably hurt but it’s okay I guess cus that what’s our love is...

I hate you. You were my best friend for years and you chose her over me? After helping you with everything and being there by your side, you did that to me. You never even tried to talk to me again after that. Why am I so easy to forget like that? Why did you just not care? Did I really mean that little to you? You still appear in my dream sometimes, you know. I think about you too. Do you ever even think about me? Do I still even exist to you? I loved you. I really did. I thought we would be friends forever and maybe even become a couple too, but you couldn't stop thinking about her. 5 years of friendship gone to a waste just because you liked her more than me. And honestly fuck you for that. Fuck you for not even trying with me. Fuck you for giving up so easily. Fuck you for not even caring. You fucked me up and to this day you still ruin me completely. And I hope you know that.

I think about the times we were together and I get really happy. But then I remember it wasn't real. We're so different and I think I put that aside just because I thought that I was in love. We have nothing in common and honestly it sucks thinking about it because I really liked you. I'm glad we're not together anymore, I hope you can get over me.

heyo it’s been a bit since we’ve spoken i mean u did kinda block me on everything baha but i heard from a mutual friend that u got a new girlfriend !! i’m happy for u bubs i hope she treats u well and u better be treating her better than u treated me or else i’ll fly my ass to over there and beat u up for her anyways i hope ur doing alright

Our relationship puts way too much stress on me and I can’t take it anymore. I tried to work it out but I don’t think I can do this anymore.

I love you and i always will i remember when you first told me you loved me i was so happy and now looking back it breaks my heart just thinking of you coz i still love you and miss you