Unsent messages to JETT

i know i shouldn’t. but i have feelings for you. really strong feelings. it’s so wrong. i shouldn’t. but i cant control them. i wish i could. idk if you feel the same way, sometimes it seems like it, but then you’ll mention you went on a date with a girl and i totally understand that you’re just dating around rn but my mind can’t help but just jump that you’re interested in her and i’m not even an option to you at all. idk.... i wish i could actually tell you this. but i cant. i’m sorry

i wish I had just checked up on you that night , I miss you so much , why did you have to go without me ?