Unsent Messages

I hate you. You were my best friend for years and you chose her over me? After helping you with everything and being there by your side, you did that to me. You never even tried to talk to me again after that. Why am I so easy to forget like that? Why did you just not care? Did I really mean that little to you? You still appear in my dream sometimes, you know. I think about you too. Do you ever even think about me? Do I still even exist to you? I loved you. I really did. I thought we would be friends forever and maybe even become a couple too, but you couldn't stop thinking about her. 5 years of friendship gone to a waste just because you liked her more than me. And honestly fuck you for that. Fuck you for not even trying with me. Fuck you for giving up so easily. Fuck you for not even caring. You fucked me up and to this day you still ruin me completely. And I hope you know that.