Unsent messages to JESSICA

I wish I said something was it my fault or yours why did he start calling your name and why did you start calling his more than mine

I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks. I hope you pay for this. I'll pray on it. I have nothing to say to anyone.

Hola queria disculparme por todo el daño que te cause, por las mentiras, por la ilusión que te cree, por a verte enamorado con mentiras, pero la verdad es que yo tambien me enamore, me dolió tanto lo que hice y no me imagino cuanto te lastimo a ti, perdón por jugar contigo por hacerme pasar por alguien que no era, tambien se que cuando te mostré quien era realmente me dijiste que me amabas pero que yo no era tu tipo, muchas veces me pasó por eso me escondí detrás de una imagen que no era, desde el principio estuve mal y lo se perdón Bruno te ame siempre y hasta el día de hoy me duele ? ya se que pasaron 6 años y perdón me hubiera gustado que me dieras una oportunidad ami a la chica verdadera pero te gustaba mas la chica perfecta y hermosa físicamente que te mostré en esas fotos. Seguramente ya te olvidaste de todo esto. Ojalá algún día encuentres este mensaje
Y tambien quiero pedirle perdón a la gente que conocí por esa mentira de fb tanto antes y dsps de vos qué los lastime mucho al igual que a Martín (Lo conocí antes que a vos) vos fuiste el último, por ti deje todo eso gracias.
Fm:JESSICA LUCERO como me conociste. Y me conocieron todos a los que menti.

If you wanted me so bad then my leave me for your Bestfriend Ik your feelings can change but you really hurt me so badly that I wanted to die.you meant the world to me and I actually loved you but you left so fast that I couldn’t do anything about it but it’s fine you guys will look better together and I love you :)

If you wanted me so bad then why tf did you leave me for your bsf Ik your feelings can change but you really hurt me so bad that I wanted to die you meant the world to me and I actually loved you like what made you fall in love with your bsf is there something that she has that I don’t. well it’s ok you guys will look good with each other :)

you left me just like everyone else did and even though we had just became friends that year i thought that you were my best friend but you fucking left to egypt without even telling me i went to your house everyday and knew your whole family i had slept over at your house all the time and we were always together but you left and didnt even say goodbye it fucking hurt so much you left me when i needed you and after all that i still miss you

Ive never forgiven you for leaving because you mom didn’t approve of you being gay. But I still love you.

I'll never forgive myself after you gave me so many chances. You were the best thing for me, and I threw it away.

i wish i could tell u how i feel. theres sm i wanna say, but i just cant bring myself to tell you bc i know you don’t feel the same way. i’m sorry for how things ended up in 2019. i never meant to hurt u if u ever felt that way. i was scared. i heard that someone else had feelings for u and confessed. and i thought i had missed my chance so i just distanced myself hoping that i would somehow get over u and avoid hurting myself even more. but that didnt really work out. its been over a year but i still love you and my feelings are still the same. im sorry that i still feel this way abt u. i tried to move on. i really did :(

I will always be in love with you, even if we were never together. everything of yours brings me joy.

I hate who I am because you left, who u made me out me be and who I tured into without you by my side. U prick.

I finally gained confidence in myself, no thanks to you. You may have ruined my childhood but now I'm stronger than I've ever been.

I wish you didn't choose her over me but I won't blame you for it, I deserved the pain I felt when you left.

I hate that you judge me so much. I hate that you body shame me. I hate that you always have to find someone to hate about me. I hate that I love you. I hate that you didnt accept me. I hate that your my mother...

I don’t know where to start, it ended about as fast as it started and I keep thinking about what could have happened if it just went for a little longer, if we just tried a little harder before we both kinda gave up talking to each other all together. I don’t know if it was just awkward for us to see each other or something else but the fact that you moved on so fast was painful, like I never meant anything to you in the first place. I’ve moved on and I want to say I’m happy but I don’t know if I am. What I do know is that you’re one of my biggest regrets, that I didn’t keep you, that I didn’t try harder, that maybe I could have been so much more happier if I was still with you. I still think about what you told me before we started dating, how there was this guy and you didn’t know if it would work out, but you could see yourself married to him and your kids running around. I realize you were talking about me. Knowing that doesn’t make it easier when I remember how fast it ended. Who knows if I’ll ever see you again, we’ve both moved on, at least I think you have, so I wish you the best I guess

I really liked you a lot. We stopped dating awhile ago but I still think about you all the time. Sometimes I wish you’d message me out of the blue. I get led on and our relationship wasn’t good but I still wish I could hold you sometimes. You’re so beautiful. You’re like a siren.. and your song keeps pulling me in.

Idk how much longer our relationship can survive and as much as I love you idk how to pretend that idk about things you have done anymore. I’m sorry, I really don’t want to hurt you

You are incredible, my best friend, my everything, people usually say this and not mean it but i mean it i don’t know what i would do without you

I know that we don't talk anymore but I know that you will always be there for me. you were the best person/ friend that I have ever met in my life, you felt like my other half, you were the funniest and most comforting person and a person that I could always come to vent to. hopefully one day we can reconnect and be closer again. anyways lov you beech and YO BREF STINK

ik u read these and ik u know deep down it’s me. please text me i just want to see how u are even though we didn’t end on the best terms

I wish you would care about me the way I care about you. I feel like I give it my all and get nothing in return. Most days I can’t even tell if you really give a shit about me or not. I wish we could go back to being the people we were in 2019. I feel like I can’t be myself anymore, and I hate that.

I know we ended badly and I know you hate me. Can you just pick up you phone and text me though? I still think about you and need to know how you are.

I'm not sharing my dreams with anyone else. They won't deserve it. I won't give anyone else my love now because why should they get what you fought so hard to get me to learn? I know you hate me, but I'll wait for you. I'm all in.

i love you so much you are such a beautiful person and i hope that one day you can see how great you truly are.

Part of me hopes for one last go so I can care for you the way you did me. Maybe it's too little too late. I'm doing good but I haven't smiled like I did when you showed me your braces were off. Maybe it's finally time for you to break the necklace. I trust you. We both know who's always been right

When you called me and told me I love you my heart jumped. I was so shattered and spiralling that I needed to push you away. I couldn't bear to face you and tell you I broke another promise. I know now you wouldn't have cared. I would tell you everything in a heartbeat. I still hope it's you in the end.

I love you forever, you will always be my baby. I hope I see you again. It’s going to hurt like hell seeing you with someone else but I want you to be happy.

i miss you
i want to see your face again
i love you...and i hate him more than you do
my parents want me to talk to him but i refuse
i can't look him in the eye knowing all the harm he caused you

You made me so mad that I wanted to lay you out. Also you’re not all that so quit acting like it. Ps. You’re a bitch

You're a fucking bitch lol. it's sad when your only friend is your boyfriend and your boyfriend is a fucking loser just like u.

I actually really like you and I know u dont feel the same way but im going to tell you the next time we text I Love You.

Maybe if we didn’t date in 6th grade, finding you again would’ve meant something more for us. I still think about you.

i woke up getting screamed at because i missed class. facetimed me. then hung up for her bf. Called me back 3 minutes later. then hung up again 30 seconds after. then called me back up then hung up bc her bf was calling again. DONT CALL ME AGAIN LOLLLL!!!! then left my snap on open. i do not want to be you second choice. i did school . LOLZZZ. After school lilly called me. anyways we chatted. fast forward to tonight. you are watching the movie that you said you didnt want to watch with me and our other friends but then watched it with ur other friends. again.. i dont want to be your second choice. you hang out with them a lot but i cant hang out with you because my parents are strict.i feel like we are drifting lolll. love you and ur little bae together but why do you always ghost me when you are on facetime with him. i get that he is your boyfriend but i feel that you should make time for your best friends.

Hey jess! you’re a really important person in my life, you’re the reason why i’m trying in life. i love you so much and i wish there was a greater word than love so that i can tell you that. thank you for all that you do. you may not realize but you impacted me a lot.

you are so selfish and only ever care that you’re doing good and if you aren’t you tear everyone else down. i am not sorry at all for everything that happened and i’m much happier without the stress of you. i hope you do something in life and grow as a person who doesn’t treat people the way you treated me. have a good one

you are a bitch. you don't know how to shut the fuck up and I feel like slapping you every time you open your mouth

It was rumored I liked you and I said it wasn’t true, oh how I wish I could have said I lied, now your gone and never coming back

why would you cheat on me? i would’ve done anything to make you happy. i miss what we were. but i don’t miss who you became.

I'm content with being your friend, but I would've loved to be yours. I would've loved to texts you paragraphs of my love for you. I would've loved for us to hold each other.

u were my best friend, but now i cant trust anyone bc of what u did to me. i dont understand why u would do that to me

i know my constant texts can be annoying but you saved my life i want you to know how grateful i am for you

Im sorry I wasn't enough for you. If you're happier without me, then i'm happy. It just takes time to heal from how you broke me.

i was so young. i didn’t realize you were slowly taking my happiness. & you keep trying to come back.

I miss our casa dates like crazy. I miss all the little things that we used to do. I wish we did more and I wish I could have prevented myself from going down hill. I know you won’t message me like you say you will. I know you’re off living the life you want now and I couldn’t be any happier for you. Just know I’ll always love you and I hope I see you again soon. Through thick and thin right?

funny how wrong it feels to call you by your actual name. There are countless other names and words that come to mind whenever I think of you.Never expected how much you‘d mean to me. Sorry I was awful when we first got together and way too insecure. I want to ask you out again so desperately and we still fool around and its confusing but I wouldn’t have it any other way. Loads of love you are my favorite human in the world. If you ever see this by now you probably forgot this website even existed. Wanna date again ?
- mount
ps. I know you love orange

I want to wake up next to you, call you beautiful, and laugh when you dance in the mirror for the rest of our lives. You taught me how to love and be loved. I love you more than you’ll ever know.