Unsent Messages

I don’t know where to start, it ended about as fast as it started and I keep thinking about what could have happened if it just went for a little longer, if we just tried a little harder before we both kinda gave up talking to each other all together. I don’t know if it was just awkward for us to see each other or something else but the fact that you moved on so fast was painful, like I never meant anything to you in the first place. I’ve moved on and I want to say I’m happy but I don’t know if I am. What I do know is that you’re one of my biggest regrets, that I didn’t keep you, that I didn’t try harder, that maybe I could have been so much more happier if I was still with you. I still think about what you told me before we started dating, how there was this guy and you didn’t know if it would work out, but you could see yourself married to him and your kids running around. I realize you were talking about me. Knowing that doesn’t make it easier when I remember how fast it ended. Who knows if I’ll ever see you again, we’ve both moved on, at least I think you have, so I wish you the best I guess